....................................................................................................... currently 10:19 14/10/2006 Yesterday was Friday 13th and it lived it up to its name in horror. The MI5 mindcontrol horrorfags suddenly attacked me severely in the morning and kept abusing me for several hours, reading my thoughts and repeating "what does X mean?" and similar phrases. They had been absent completely for a month here in Vancouver, and their return coincides exactly with my phone call to OCBA's lawyer in orlando, who told me to inform the State Attorney's office in Florida about the attempted homicide of 17/Nov/2001. I had thought they would not torture me in Canada because it would cause serious political problems for the British Government if its MI5 spies were caught torturing a Canadian citizen on the territory of Canada. Presumably they think they won't be caught; despite the evidence from a year ago, no one has ever been caught inflicting mind control torture on another person, because evidence is usually difficult to obtain. The mindcontrol only happened within my apartment at 1200 West Georgia, as soon as I went outside it stopped. However they started again this morning just a few minutes ago with the mindreading and the repetition of "what does X mean?". ....................................................................................................... currently 19:47 14/10/2006 the MI5 horrorfags have been getting their jollies abusing me again this evening ... reading my thoughts, saying "something wrong with that man". Still it only happens within the apartment on West Georgia, never when I am outside. ....................................................................................................... currently 09:19 03/11/2006 On 1 Nov I went to the Baptist church on Burrard to pray for my father, and cried because of what MI5 mindcontrol had said to me a year earlier. Yesterday afternoon mindcontrol attacked me, the Obscene English Pig and another English male voice. They were reading my thoughts again, I told them "I haven't done anything wrong" and the other English replied "You haven't done anything right". He said it very clearly. I'm not sure what that is supposed to mean. I went out to the cinema in the evening and there was some minor mindcontrol when I got back. It still only happens inside the apartment and never outside in the street or other locations. I think they are "reacting" because there is yet another deadline on 17 November 2006 for a civil suit and I have hired and paid a Florida lawyer to look into that. I just moved into this apartment on Burrard two days ago and am not happy that they have followed me and inflicted mindcontrol already. Today Friday they are being quiet so far. ....................................................................................................... currently 16:40 06/11/2006 MI5 mindcontrol has been abusing me quietly for several days. Yesterday evening I was very upset, went out and then took valium and went to sleep to avoid the mindcontrol, because it doesn't happen outside the apartment, nor does it happen while I am asleep. This is obviously the opposite to the usual schizophrenic experience of voices which should be worse outside the apartment, or late at night. In this case MI5 are abusing me using an electronic mindcontrol machine which they switched on as soon as I arrived at the apartment on Burrard, because I have this place rented for the next month and would lose a lot of money if I moved out, so I am effectively trapped. They have been sexually abusing me again today and the obscene English Pig keeps addressing me as "kurwa" and said "you're our bitch". The other English voice is absent, only the Pig's voice is heard. Also there seem to be no Americans currently. currently 18:10 06/11/2006 I have escaped to nearest Blenz cafe where the mindcontrol is completely absent. The MI5 horrorfags operate only within the apartment, not outside, similar pattern to London. They were talking quietly because they wanted me to think it was internal voices, they are afraid to be caught torturing a Canadian citizen in Canada so they are trying to pretend they are not doing it, but they are completely obsessive so they are unable to stop themselves torturing me. currently 22:51 07/11/2006 MI5 mindcontrol has been consistently abusing me for several days now, quietly, reading my mind and talking to me in low voices, verbally sexually abusing me. This evening they sexually abused my dead father again and I was upset. ....................................................................................................... currently 19:40 08/11/2006 the MI5 horrorfags have been abusing me quietly all day over the mindcontrol while in the apartment on Burrard St, calling me "dupa", reading my mind and saying "what does X mean" where X is my thought, and similar. They have been talking much more quietly today but it is still very annoying. I have escaped to the nearest Blenz cafe where there is no mindcontrol. There is still no MI5 activity in real life, it is mindcontrol only. It looks as if they have their machine installed near the apartment and will continue to torture me while I am in that apartment until the end of November. ....................................................................................................... currently 12:31 10/11/2006 MI5 mindcontrol have been abusing me again this morning in the Burrard apartment, "paranoid dupa", particularly after email notification that the complaint will be filed in Orlando Monday. I am going to escape to Blenz cafe because I've had enough of this. currently 13:33 12/11/2006 The MI5 horrorfags have been reading my thoughts again recently and swearing at me. A moment ago I thought "one doesn't sue MI5 lightly" and mindcontrol answered "dupa, what does lightly mean?" Despite my posting a record of their activities yesterday on various internet newsgroups, MI5 are so obsessed with abusing me that they cannot stop themselves torturing me over the mindcontrol. ....................................................................................................... currently 22:01 13/11/2006 MI5 mindcontrol started attacking me again a few minutes ago. they told me they would tell the Information Tribunal I was mad and they would lie to the Tribunal "if we had to". I told them to leave me alone and they started with the familiar "leave us alone". the voice is indistinct but it sounds like the English Pig is back. They were absent for all day today while I was in Starbucks, they have just started again in the Wall Centre apartment on Burrard. Now they've started calling me "dupa" again while I've been writing down their words. currently 15:40 14/11/2006 I am spending all day in the nearby Starbucks where there is no mindcontrol. It is only located at the apartment. currently 22:27 19/11/2006 they have been swearing at me violently and quietly all evening, trying to pretend that they aren't really doing the mindcontrol; "kurwo we're not horrorfags"; "something wrong with the guy"; it is the Obscene English Pig talking and he just keeps repeating stock phrases; again it is only within the Wall Centre apartment and not when I go out, there is a sharp cutoff as soon as I leave the apartment ....................................................................................................... currently 11:38 20/11/2006 apparently the torturers are not enjoying their time in Canada ... "we're sad as well" a few moments ago on the mindcontrol. I came to Vancouver to be left alone and they have followed me and continued the torture. As usual it only happens within the Wall Centre apartment and never outside it. I told them to piss off, the Obscene English Pig replied "stupid guy, we're not going" and then stopped. currently 15:50 20/11/2006 they have been abusing me as soon as I got into the apartment; I thought that if they torture me in London then I will head straight back to Canada in January and try to lose them, and MI5 mindcontrol said "something wrong with that man" currently 20:07 20/11/2006 I have cried twice today, once briefly in the supermarket, and once after getting home. MI5 mindcontrol have been sadistically torturing me all evening, while I have been brushing my teeth, and packing the printer. I thought that I should not speak to a doctor, because they're useless, that I should talk to a physicist to get some EM shielding, and the horrible English Pig voice repeated my thought "A physicist?" then later ... death threats again ... "you've lost your life stupid guy", because they said they would leave me alone if I left them alone, but they always lie, so I told them to stop torturing me. currently 21:31 20/11/2006 they just badly attacked me while I was in the shower ... "what does attempted homicide mean" relating to incident of Nov/2001 for which I am taking them to court ... I told them they were wankers and the Obscene English Pig answered "he enjoys being" and then shut up, because he didn't want to say "he enjoys being a wanker"; they are following the same pattern as in London of attacking me while I am brushing my teeth or in the shower, because then I cannot write down their words. there were two English male voices, the Pig and another English man. ....................................................................................................... currently 11:03 21/11/2006 I just got back from breakfast and MI5 mindcontrol attacked me immediately ... "paranoid schizophrenia" ... I am going out again because the mindcontrol does not happen outside the apartment currently 13:07 21/11/2006 I have escaped to a restaurant with wifi where there is no mindcontrol, because the torture occurs only within the apartment; it looks as if I will have to spend the next few days as much out of the apartment as possible, because that solely is where the torture happens; there is not even a whisper outside the apartment; MI5 have their mindcontrol machinery installed pointed towards the apartment I thought Canada would be a safe haven because for political reasons MI5 would not for months torture a Canadian citizen on Canadian soil, but they have broken that taboo currently 10:13 22/11/2006 yesterday evening went to a hotel in downtown Vancouver, where MI5 mindcontrol severely attacked me. I cried severely while they abused me. The computer was switched off so I couldn't record what they said. One of the things they said was "we're not stupid", which probably relates to the imminent legal actions in UK and Florida, which they do not want to happen. I was surprised they attacked me in the hotel room because they haven't attacked me in hotels for a long time, they used to leave me alone when I went to Holiday Inns in London in summer 2006. They also attacked me this morning around 6am when I woke up. Currently I am in a Starbucks on Burrard where there is no mindcontrol whatsoever. As always the mindcontrol seems only to be within apartments/hotels/house but obviously they have mobility since they attacked me so quickly yesterday in the hotel, for some reason they are not using their mobility to attack me in cafes/in public. ....................................................................................................... currently 14:47 25/11/2006 MI5 mindcontrol has been abusing me in the apartment all the time I have been in today. They saw me filling out the DLA form and they kept chanting "you're a nutter" and "something wrong with that man". They have been upsetting me severely and there is no sign of them stopping. They only started once I moved into this apartment so I think they have a mindcontrol machine installed nearby. The MI5 horrorfags keep reading my thoughts and repeating them over the mindcontrol "intrusive thoughts". the monsters just started abusing my dead father again I told the Obscene English Pig he was an arse, and he started repeating "dupa" over and over currently 19:14 25/11/2006 I just got back from the cinema, and MI5 mindcontrol attacked me immediately ... told me "you're our bitch". There is no mindcontrol outside the apartment. I took extra sulpiride, valium for anxiety, tylenol and two zopiclone to try to go to sleep, because they do not attack me while I am asleep. They told me "something wrong with this guy", they are using standard phrases. I am scared because they keep attacking me. currently 19:41 25/11/2006 they've temporarily stopped abusing me currently 17:10 26/11/2006 they were abusing me all day today, I took 2,000mg sulpiride which is way over the limit because I am desperate for it to stop but it continues regardless, it only happens in the Wall Centre apartment and never outside, I am terrified of the MI5 mindcontrol, I just want it to stop but they are aggressive homosexuals intent on their prey and they will never stop abusing me. they have just started again with "stupid guy" and they keep swearing at me; "we're not stupid no" ....................................................................................................... currently 18:00 26/11/2006 I cried a few minutes ago, and MI5 mindcontrol have continued abusing me ... "we'll never leave you alone, you stupid guy, we'll kill you" I told them they were monsters. They continue to swear violently at me. currently 18:50 26/11/2006 MI5 mindcontrol attacked me again while I was brushing my teeth ... I thought "I'll kill myself if I take any more sulpiride" and they answered "that's what we're trying to get you to do"; they have started swearing violently at me again I told them they were beasts and the Obscene English Pig said "what's he calling us?" currently 19:30 26/11/2006 I phoned Samaritans and talked to them about the mindcontrol, and cried again; then MI5 mindcontrol said "we'll leave you alone if you go to sleep" the Obscene English Pig is swearing at me and keeps calling me "dupa". They attacked me severely a moment ago while I brushed my teeth and they used sexual abuse which they had not done for some time. I have just taken 15mg zopiclone (two pills) and I want to go back to sleep because the mindcontrol does not happen while I am asleep. I am terrified because they keep abusing me without pause while I am in the apartment. MI5 just said "stupid guy, leave us alone, and we'll leave you alone" which is lies because I have done nothing all day and they have been attacking me constantly currently 07:06 29/11/2006 they just started attacking me again a few minutes ago, quietly ... I thought "richly compensated sociopaths by a corrupt security service" and now they've gone quiet ....................................................................................................... currently 12:48 29/11/2006 they have been quietly torturing me all morning ... "what's wrong with this man" currently 19:12 29/11/2006 I was out for a few hours, and there was no mindcontrol. As soon as I got into the Wall Centre apartment the hideous MI5 horrorfags attacked me over the mindcontrol. I thought that I was a gentleman, and the horrorfags started repeating "a gentleman" over and over again, and swearing at me. currently 19:42 29/11/2006 they are attacking me all the time over the mindcontrol ... I thought "fuck off you hideous fags" and they replied "something wrong with this man" currently 19:59 29/11/2006 they are badly torturing me, they keep swearing at me, it always happens inside the apartment currently 13:45 30/11/2006 still in the Wall Centre apt, MI5 were quiet this morning, I cried again, for the last hour they have been viciously attacking me on the mindcontrol, reading my thoughts. They told me they would not kill me because they agreed I had done nothing wrong, but they told me that they had used mindcontrol to torture other people to death who had done something wrong. They said nothing about the specifics of those other cases. notes on leaving the Wall Centre apartment: it's obvious that MI5 have had a mindcontrol machine installed near this apt and have made full use of it for the month that I have been here to torture me. The torture has been continuous from the beginning of the month when I arrived to today just as I am leaving. The torture has not occurred outside the apartment. ....................................................................................................... currently 22:30 02/12/2006 MI5 have been badly abusing me since I got into Victoria yesterday ... the hotel yesterday they spent several hours abusing me over the mindcontrol, today I cried again because of the trauma and this evening they have been abusing me in the place I am staying in today, MI5 keep shouting "something wrong with that man" and they told me "we're not cocksuckers" and "paranoid idiot" currently 15:14 03/12/2006 MI5 mindcontrol have been abusing me since I got into the Marriott ... the obscene English pig read my thoughts and didn't recognise the name Paul Janik (ie Stone / BigEars), he kept asking "who's Paul Janik?" Presumably Janik left the scene several years before the English Pig arrived, so the pig didn't recognise his name. I have been going on foot from hotel to hotel in downtown Victoria near the bus station, so it is very easy for them to follow me around and inflict mindcontrol; I don't seem to be making it very difficult for them, and they are mercilessly harassing me over the mindcontrol. On my writing the words "obscene English pig" in this weblog someone started shouting "something wrong with that man" over the mindcontrol. the obscene English Pig has started making homosexual abuse again, just after I sent the lawyers an email urging speed. currently 18:11 03/12/2006 I was out of the room (in the restaurant) for two hours, and there was no mindcontrol whatsoever in the restaurant ... whereas there was massive mindcontrol in the room immediately prior to leaving; and there was immediately massive mindcontrol again as soon as I returned to the room; therefore MI5 have placed a mindcontrol machine targeted at my room at the Victoria Marriott, which does not work when you go outside the room schizophrenic voices just don't work this way ... you can't physically escape from them with rapid cutoff ... I wish I had a spectrum analyzer, then the mindcontrol would shut up, just as they went completely quiet when Steadman was doing his radio frequency TSCM sweep with the Audiotel spectrum analyzer another thing to consider doing when I get home is to build an industrial strength shielded room for electromagnetic, in the spirit of scientific endeavour see if that works against mindcontrol ... other people tell me it hasn't for them, but it might work in my case because the mindcontrol is definitely real and shuts up in the presence of a EM radiofrequency spectrum analyzer I keep telling them "fuck off you fags" and they keep calling me "stupid guy" and attacking me and reading and repeating my thoughts the Obscene English Pig just started again with "he enjoys" but didn't say what he enjoyed they just said about my telling other people about the mindcontrol, "kurwo, you'll never tell anyone" ....................................................................................................... currently 19:25 03/12/2006 "we're serious, we'll kill you" ... they are still trying to get me to drop the legal actions; they have started talking in quiet voices the horrorfags just said "stupid guy, why don't you just leave us alone?" ... they are still hypocritically demanding I "leave them alone" when they are murdering me over the mindcontrol the horrorfags have just started sexually torturing me again in the room at the Victoria Marriott currently 20:00 03/12/2006 the Obscene English Pig has been abusing me solidly since I got back into the room, and he has just started abusing me sexually again, so I thought the word "pervert" at him, to which he replied "kurwa, we're not ..." and he refused to say the word "perverts" they just abused me again while I was brushing my teeth, they are being completely obsessive about abusing me at the Marriott today. I thought in Canada they would not torture me because it would cause the British Government problems with Canada if they were caught, but they don't seem to care, probably they think no one will expose them. currently 22:14 03/12/2006 I have been in the bar for over an hour, during which there was zero mindcontrol. As soon as I walked in the door they started shouting "stupid man", which probably means I did something clever today which they wish to rob me of. currently 13:00 04/12/2006 now in the Holiday Inn Victoria, where MI5 mindcontrol are shouting quietly and violently sexually ... "kurwa you're our fuck"; I am trying to work on the C compiler and they insist on upsetting me; they are violent homosexual aggressive sociopaths who are sexually jealous and will never leave me alone MI5 have just started calling me "stupid guy" again; I just thought that I would leave the room with my computer to escape and they silently shouted "we'll follow you"; I called them jealous horrorfags and they answered "something wrong with that man" currently 13:51 04/12/2006 I have escaped from my room, to a meeting room. Just before I left, the horrorfags read my mind that I was going to stay in a Best Western tomorrow, and started repeating "Best Western" and telling me they would follow me there. currently 14:41 04/12/2006 they have followed me into the meeting room, and I am going to try to escape from this hotel for the rest of the afternoon; I told them they were "arsey" because of their constant abuse, and they started repeating that word and asking what it meant currently 18:48 04/12/2006 went to Starbucks, no mindcontrol ... came back to meeting room, they are calling me horrid little man again and telling me variously that I have failed / they have failed, they have told me they're sorry and they're making it sound as if they're preparing to kill me; we are exactly where we were a year ago, with them making death threats again ....................................................................................................... currently 15:54 05/12/2006 I have cried three times so far today at the Victoria Holiday Inn, once in my sleep this morning, twice this afternoon, I am feeling very unhappy because of the continuing mindreading MI5 voices which have been at me all afternoon, "what's pathognomic mean?" I called them fags, they answered "kurwo we're not fags", they are abusing me despite my repeated crying today, I think they find my crying exciting, just as the monstrous MI5 horrorfags did in 1992. They abused me with "stupid guy" while I was writing these words. When I tell them "leave me alone" they immediately hypocritically respond "leave us alone". Now they have started with "something wrong with that guy", they are operating stupidly through formulaic responses to pretend they are imaginary voices. currently 17:01 05/12/2006 they have just badly attacked me while I was brushing my teeth, they are terrifying me ... it seems to be getting worse with the increased dose of sulpiride, not better, they keep swearing at me violently and terrifying me I went out for 30 minutes for a drink they were absent ... immediately present on return to room "what does waiting for it to stop mean?", MI5 keep reading my mind and terrorizing me currently 17:46 05/12/2006 the obscene English Pig is back, he was severely sexually abusing al Fayed while I was brushing my teeth, I do not understand why MI5 are so obsessed with al Fayed because he has no interest in me and I do not expect any help from him, but MI5 are completely obsessed with the guy and are still sexually abusing him a year later. The Obscene English Pig just started swearing at me "idiot" while I was writing these words, they have been really terrorizing me today. "yeah we're going stupid guy" which probably means they'll hang around for the next few hours. They were completely absent early this morning when I woke up, MI5 don't seem to work nights any more. That obviously is counter to the usual schizophrenic experience of voices which should be much worse at night, but in this case are completely absent, because MI5 have all gone home. I told the Obscene English Pig that I had cried three times today and he was terrorising me and he merely continued to swear at me, "dupa", I think they find my crying and fear exciting, they are monstrous people just as in 1992. The obscene English Pig has now started with a formulaic abuse of "paranoid schizophrenia". I find this terrifying and they are relentless monsters. I think is is in response to my attempting to serve MI5 with legal process over the attempted assassination of Nov/2001. I just phoned Samaritans again and told them I was scared, and afterwards MI5 started with "we're sorry" but they did not shut up. I just went out of the room for ten minutes walking down the corridor and all was quiet outside, the mindcontrol is only within the room. ....................................................................................................... currently 10:01 06/12/2006 they have been swearing at me since I woke up ... I thought I would go to another hotel to escape the mindcontrol torture, and MI5 answered, "kurwa we'll find you, kurwa we'll always find you", they are obsessive homosexuals, there must be a number of them chasing me around Victoria. currently 06:15 07/12/2006 went to Butchart gardens yesterday evening, mindcontrol was absent. As soon as I returned to room the horrorfags attacked me with sexual abuse. They told me "we don't care", I took two zopiclone to go to sleep early. They told me they were leaving imminently but I am sure that they are lying again, as they always do. This morning all is quiet so far overnight, woke up early. currently 09:39 08/12/2006 they have started abusing me early this morning ... "kurwa, we're not violent" which is surely an oxymoron to swear violently at someone while declaring that they're "not violent" ... or is the intention to express the opposite, that they are in fact physically violent? Yesterday evening they were severely abusing me, the obscene English Pig said "dupa, we're fucking you", before that they said "we're playing with you", this was around 8.40pm yesterday. They followed me yesterday to the Days Inn Hotel on Gorge St. They were trying to deny that they are real, so they kept repeating the formulaic phrase "paranoid schizophrenia, that's what's wrong with this man". Then they said "we're not fags". I took two zopiclone again yesterday to go to sleep. Spoke to Marylka today who told me my mother was very upset because I was still experiencing mindcontrol, that my mother wasn't sleeping at night as a result. ....................................................................................................... currently 12:37 08/12/2006 mindcontrol was absent while I was out of the room, reappeared immediately on return to hotel room. I asked the Obscene English Pig if it was ever tiring being an asshole, he said "sometimes, stupid guy". A rare moment of truth for the Pig. they have just been trying to get me to drop the legal actions ... otherwise "we'll torture you for life, a short and horrible life" they have dropped the formulaic expressions and are merely conversing in normal words, normal conversation, trying to convince me to drop the legal action. "we're giving you a chance to live" if I drop the legal actions against MI5. They are making death threats against me again, just as they were a year ago when they kept telling me "you will die in ten minutes". I rejected their offer of discontinuing legal action in return for their leaving me alone, because they have lied so many times before, and they are obsessive homosexuals addicted to torturing me, so they will never stop their activities. They have lied so many times over the mindcontrol that I no longer trust anything they say. A year ago I made deals with them ten times for them to go away and leave me in peace, and they broke every single deal, which resulted in me going to hospital twice as an emergency. They have not yet started making open death threats against me again, as they did a year ago. currently 15:50 08/12/2006 I have moved my computer down to the hotel lobby, but they have been swearing at me there as well, so their equipment appears to be semi-mobile, the Obscene English Pig has been venomously swearing "paranoid dupa". I had intended to spend this afternoon working on the C compiler but that obviously isn't going to happen because they are still torturing me in the hotel lobby. Instead I have been working on the UK process service for the Florida lawsuit, which looks like it's going to have to be done expensively via Hague and solicitors. currently 16:47 09/12/2006 I have moved to another hotel where MI5 are trying to convince me to kill myself ... "stupid man, it's not that bad dying". It is not the Pig now, it is some other guy. I wanted to write the compiler today and instead they are abusing me and telling me to kill myself. ....................................................................................................... currently 15:18 10/12/2006 MI5 mindcontrol just put an intrusive thought in my mind ... "help us help you" ... they are still asking for the legal actions to be dropped, but I do not trust them to leave me alone if I were to do so, I think they're still lying just as they lied a year ago. currently 17:28 10/12/2006 I have tried putting my head in the microwave oven at the hotel room and that seems to stop the mindreading / inflicted thoughts, but as soon as I take my head out of the microwave oven, MI5 mindcontrol return to their standard habit of reading my thoughts and repeating them ad nauseam ... "what does attack of the killer homos mean?" being their latest offering. currently 18:23 10/12/2006 MI5 mindcontrol just severely attacked me when I was in the shower ... I thought "obscene English Pig" is not a misnomer and the OEP kept repeating "what does misnomer mean?". Then I thought "najgorsze dupy na swiecie to sa Anglicy" which means "the English are the worst bums in the world" which seemed to drive them off. currently 19:32 10/12/2006 I went out of the hotel and there was no mindcontrol ... as soon as I got back to the room they were swearing at me again. They have started swearing in loud whispers which is intended to frighten me, and they are succeeding in scaring me badly. They keep swearing loudly and loudly whispering "paranoid schizophrenia" and there is no letup. There are several of them all together. I thought MI5 would not torture me in Canada but I was completely wrong because they have been torturing me using mindcontrol for several months. They have been following me very closely in Victoria even though I have been changing from hotel to hotel almost every day. They are trying to terrify me and they are succeeding because I am almost crying again. currently 19:55 10/12/2006 MI5 just terrorised me so much over the mindcontrol that I cried again, during which they shouted "leave us alone" and "wanking himself". currently 21:43 10/12/2006 I went to a neighbouring hotel for a drink, during which MI5 mindcontrol was completely absent. It is only localised to the hotel room. ....................................................................................................... currently 17:57 12/12/2006 I just got in from Heathrow. MI5 attacked me at Clapham South tube station, two black girls screaming and shouting, "what the fuck is wrong with you, shit". As soon as I got home MI5 mindcontrol had another try at getting me to drop the legal action, I didn't answer "yes" so the OEP started swearing "paranoid dupa" at me. They have now started reading my thoughts again, OEP just said "what does S400 mean" in reference to the medication I am taking which has S400 written on it. The flight however was uneventful and there was no mindcontrol the morning of my leaving Victoria, or on any of the flights. "you'll be disgusted with yourself ... then you'll commit suicide ... that's how it works ... you can write than down in your fucking weblog" "we gave you a chance to save your life" ... now they have started sexually abusing me again ... "you're fucked stupid guy, you should have stayed in Canada" I asked "why are you doing this?" the nasty Anglo answered "you're trying to ruin us, we are going to kill you" I told them "I haven't done anything wrong" they answered "you haven't done anything right, you should have killed yourself in Canada" they are seriously sexually abusing me again ... "we'll never leave you alone" ....................................................................................................... currently 17:28 14/12/2006 they abused me a moment ago just as I walked in the house ... "paranoid dupa", "something wrong with the man", they are talking more quietly to make it look as if they are not talking ... a couple of days ago I offered to stop the Usenet posts and Parliamentary faxes if they would stop abusing me over the mindcontrol, but it looks as if they are turning down that offer, which times out at the end of Friday. I told them "in the name of God go, foul pigs" and the OEP answered "something wrong" they have just started whispering loudly, "you're our nigger"; it looks as if they're in clear breach of the "leave us alone" agreement and if this continues past tomorrow then I will have to restart the posts and faxes now they have started whispering loudly "something wrong with that guy" they have just informed me "you're not our nigger" ... MI5 mindcontrol particularly like the word "nigger" currently 18:57 14/12/2006 OEP said "what does megamoney mean?" I told him "it's what you're earning". more pearls of wisdom from OEP as I was brushing my teeth ... "stupid guy, they won't fuck us in prison" OEP just said "he enjoys going to hospital" ... they are still threatening me unless I drop the UK/US legal actions they have been doing a lot of the "stupid guy" stuff this evening, including loudly whispering "stupid guy, we're not fags" it looks like the three day deadline means nothing to them and consequently we are in for a spam flood on the posts and faxes from Saturday, which was not my choice or preference. currently 21:19 14/12/2006 MI5 mindcontrol have been abusing me all evening ... they just started abusing my father again and they told me "we'll kill you" unless I cease the legal action ....................................................................................................... currently 16:44 15/12/2006 they are cheating on the three day deadline ... "what does whimper mean" ... it has been quieter than usual today though. currently 17:34 15/12/2006 they have been talking to me over the mindcontrol in low voices for the last thirty minutes ... they are obviously cheating on the agreement ... if they do this tomorrow there will be a flood on usenet and on the faxes currently 18:16 15/12/2006 they have been abusing me all afternoon ... they just shouted "we're not cheating, you're hearing voices" ... they are massively cheating on the agreement, it looks like another flood will happen soon currently 23:19 15/12/2006 went to West End today with mindcontrol group to theatre, no mindcontrol outside house ... as soon as I got in a few days ago they were hammering at me "what does wish we hadn't started mean" It looks as if they are not going to observe the mutual ceasefire I requested three days ago, if this goes on tomorrow then the usenet posts and parliament faxes will resume. ....................................................................................................... currently 19:08 17/12/2006 someone on the mindcontrol just swore at me and said "we won't get done for this" ... they appear to be breaking the agreement they just said "there was no agreement", they are denying they ever agreed to stop the mindcontrol torture they are still reading my thoughts ... I thought that if an agency the size of MI5 was dedicated to just one person then they must be pretty small people, and the Obscene English Pig repeated my thought "tiny little people apparently" there appears to be either some automation involved in their methods or use of recordings, because the swear words sound exactly the same each time, and their method is verbatim repetition of my thoughts constantly. Essentially their methods are (a) reading and repeating my thoughts in order to torture me, and (b) swearing the same word ten thousand times to imprint them on my mind in order to torture me. They are still doing that today Sunday which means the agreement has broken down, or maybe as they claim they never agreed to any deal in the first place, which means we're back to the Parliamentary faxes and usenet posts. currently 08:51 18/12/2006 they have been swearing at me and abusing me again since about 8am and I have been shouting "fuck off you damn fags" ... so it's back to the situation as before I left for Vancouver in August, there is no change in the situation currently 09:25 18/12/2006 they have been abusing me all morning ... "fearing for his life" ... they are obviously cheating on the agreement because they are pretending to not abuse me, when they are in fact severely torturing me, so the agreement is off and the usenet posts recommence they have just started loudly whispering "paranoid schizophrenia" to me ... they have broken yet another deal and I am going to start spamming the newsgroups again, which is apparently what they want to happen since they could have avoided this by shutting up. ....................................................................................................... currently 20:13 18/12/2006 MI5 mindcontrol have been talking to me quietly, I asked them why they couldn't hand over the case to the Police because the police were normal and didn't torture people over the mindcontrol, and the OEP asked "what does normal mean", then he started swearing at me "paranoid dupa". He seems to enjoy calling people "dupa" because the reader will generally have gathered that the Obscene English Pig is a "dupa" of massive proportions. I asked "can you leave me alone?" they replied "can you leave us alone?", they still don't want the legal action going ahead. they have just told me they did intend to take part in the deal - but surely they are lying again because they have been abusing me constantly since Friday. They seem to be taking me for a complete fool, they lie each time they make a deal and they expect me to carry on as if they were keeping the deal, which I am not prepared to do. ....................................................................................................... currently 12:27 19/12/2006 they have been attacking me again this morning ... reading my thoughts and repeating them ... "what does lying and cheating mean?", "stupid guy, we're not going to prison"; I called them gay horrorfags again to which they did not reply, they just keep whispering swear words and abuse loudly, it is constant; MI5 mindcontrol are still encouraging me to kill myself, "we'll never leave"; "we won't leave you alone in hospital", that even if I go into hospital as I did twice a year ago, they would continue to torture me in hospital; they are talking in loud whispers and they are molesting me as if I were a child; I have started posting to the UK newsgroups again because they are cheating on the agreement; currently 15:22 19/12/2006 I have been out since 1pm and the mindcontrol was completely absent when I was outside the house. Shortly before I left the house, the horrible Obscene English Pig said "we are lovemaking" and then began a chant of "what does lovemaking mean?" In other words, MI5 again claim they are raping me, which they threatened in late 2001 shortly before they tried to murder me. I think the increased sexual violence of their abuse is in response to the resumption of usenet posts and intended resumption of Parliamentary faxes, even though MPs claim they do not read my faxes, about which they complain bitterly on grounds of "cost of ink". I think the imminent legal actions in UK and Florida are also relevant to the increased violence on mindcontrol because MI5 are trying to force me to kill myself before those actions get off the ground. Marylka noticed that I was very upset, she gave me Valerian to drink and I took valium and sulpiride as soon as I got home to calm down. currently 17:45 19/12/2006 I phoned the solicitor and mindcontrol showed much less enthusiasm after the call, although they are still being annoying, "what does error mean?" ....................................................................................................... currently 19:52 19/12/2006 MI5 mindcontrol started abusing me again while I brushed my teeth, talking in scary hushed whispers, I became very anxious and immediately took another valium for the anxiety. I told them that if they didn't leave me alone then there would be another usenet flood tomorrow, but they are ignoring that and the imminent legal actions and abusing me anyway. currently 21:46 19/12/2006 I told them I would flood usenet until they left, they answered "crazy guy, don't threaten us okay?" currently 19:56 20/12/2006 they have been terrorising me this evening, I have taken four valium totalling 8mg and I am still very scared, they are using intrusive thoughts and inflicting terror, they are trying to get me to drop the legal case. I told them they were brutal horrible sadistic scum, to which they made no reply. ....................................................................................................... currently 15:42 21/12/2006 just got back from pdoc ... MI5 mindcontrol attacked me as soon as I got in the door, "what does S400 mean?", reading my thoughts, swearing at me. I was upset and took a valium and sulpiride. They just repeated my thought "take another valium". The mindcontrol is just as venomous and swearing as always although the volume has reduced. The effect of the decreased volume / loud whispering is to make the mindcontrol more menacing, and I have just taken a second valium because I am so scared of the thuggish MI5 voices. currently 20:35 21/12/2006 was quiet for about two hours this evening, then mindcontrol quietly told me they would stop if I dropped the legal actions, I said no. currently 09:47 22/12/2006 they have been shouting at me again this morning "what does give up mean" reading my mind, but they are much quieter and I think they are preparing to leave. The loud aggressive whispering has stopped. currently 13:27 22/12/2006 they attacked me quietly as soon as I walked into the house ... I asked how long this would go on for ... "forever, stupid guy, we gave you a choice" because I had yesterday refused to stop the legal actions. "we made you an offer" yesterday that if I gave up the legal actions then they would stop torturing me over the mindcontrol, but I think they were lying, so I said no. They lied a year ago that they would leave me alone if I went to Canada and I think they are lying again now. they are constantly talking to me and swearing at me. It is worse today than yesterday, because yesterday it was all quiet for about two hours in the evening, and today they attacked me as soon as I got in the house. ....................................................................................................... currently 20:23 22/12/2006 I slept for three hours this evening, MI5 mindcontrol attacked me as soon as I woke up and kept attacking me while I brushed my teeth. I asked them if they were well paid and they said they were, yes. I asked why they weren't all on income support because their "work" had no benefit to anyone but they didn't answer on that. They have started with "something wrong with that man" just as I have been typing these words. They are talking in loud scary whispers which frighten me, but I have not taken any valium today. Obviously the latest agreement has never existed and the usenet posts and parliament faxes will have to restart. currently 16:22 23/12/2006 I had a bad nightmare this morning in which MI5 agents were physically sexually molesting me, it woke me up and I heard the Pig say "we're sorry, okay". I asked them why they kept abusing me ... they answered "we're paid, that's all" the Pig asked "what does temerity mean", I told the Obscene English Pig "why don't you look it up in the dictionary you fucking idiot" currently 20:57 23/12/2006 MI5 mindcontrol are viciously swearing at me this evening, "paranoid dupa", they may be using recordings, they are frightening me, I have just taken zopiclone to get back to sleep currently 20:10 24/12/2006 they have been severely attacking me over the mindcontrol since 7pm when I got home, but at low volume to pretend they aren't really doing it. I think we now have insight on what they would do if I were to drop the legal actions, which is they would attack me more severely, because I would have no defence at that point, but at low volume or otherwise to pretend they weren't really doing it. The legal actions in UK/Florida may yet be a lifesaver. They have been using formulaic phrases eg "something wrong with that man" and also some pretty vile sexual abuse which they hadn't used for some time. ....................................................................................................... currently 12:33 25/12/2006 MI5 mindcontrol have been abusing me again this morning, calling me "paranoid dupa", I told MI5 they were the saddest people on Earth to be abusing people over the mindcontrol on Christmas Day. Didn't they have families to go to? No? They are "dupy" of the worst sort. currently 13:46 25/12/2006 they are abusing me again ... "we hate you, that's right, we hate you" ... they are frightening me again and I have taken another valium. I told them "fuck off you scum" to which they mindlessly answered "we're not scum" MI5 have totally ruined my Christmas, I told them "fuck off you disgusting perverts and leave me alone" to which they replied "just leave us alone then", they still insist I drop the legal actions, I am very hurt because they have been attacking me all of Christmas Day. currently 14:25 25/12/2006 they are abusing me constantly ... I have just taken an extra Valium and an extra Sulpiride because of the fear ... there is no letup in the abuse. they are violently swearing at me and calling me "kurwo" and I am leaving the house because I cannot stand their violent swearing currently 15:50 25/12/2006 they have continued to swear at me, I have taken two zopiclone and am going to try to get back to sleep because the mindcontrol torture does not happen when I am asleep currently 19:11 25/12/2006 I have just slept and thus avoided the mindcontrol. MI5 have totally ruined my Christmas Day with their foul abuse on the mindcontrol. ....................................................................................................... currently 20:15 26/12/2006 it was quiet today, until I released a flood of spam onto usenet, at which point the mindcontrol came alive again, "something wrong with that man", "what does warpath mean", they have told me they would have left me alone today if I had not spammed usenet - today is Boxing Day, do MI5 agents not have families to go to over Christmas? they attacked me severely yesterday, they are attacking me again today, just how sad are these people? "leave us alone, stupid guy, leave MI5 alone" ... during the usenet flood ... they have been quietly screaming abuse at me all evening, currently the Obscene English Pig is screaming "paranoid X" over the mindcontrol where the X is a serious obscenity ... somehow the usenet flood seems to be upsetting them, so much for their pretence that usenet doesn't matter to the authorities. currently 21:08 26/12/2006 they are being really vicious over the mindcontrol as a result of the usenet flood. They keep swearing violently at me, particularly the Obscene English Pig, although there are several of them all swearing together. They have completely dropped the pretence of imaginary voices and they are making very clear that the voices are externally sourced by MI5, which is reacting to the flood of articles on multiple usenet newsgroups. They have totally ruined my Christmas with their abuse. currently 16:03 27/12/2006 they just tortured me again with verbal homosexual abuse which they said was in retaliation for the usenet flood. They said they would torture me again if I did another usenet flood, "we'll fuck you" if I did that again. they have been using violently homosexual abuse, and when I told them they were violent homosexuals they said "something wrong with that man". It looks like posting to internet newsgroups is punishable by heavy mindcontrol torture. It is only 16:26 but I have already taken two zopiclone to get back to sleep because the torture does not happen while I am asleep. currently 12:45 29/12/2006 MI5 mindcontrol started attacking me quietly shouting an hour ago while I was in the bath, and they have been shouting at me since, mostly with formulaic messages such as "something wrong". It doesn't look as if they're ready to leave quite yet. I asked them if they had any bon mots on the subject of our neighbours the Cleveland-Pecks whose son Mikey has been yelling again but they were curiously quiet on that point; perhaps they don't want to say anything rude about their own side. They refused to repeat the word "sewage" about the neighbours. currently 18:09 29/12/2006 MI5 mindcontrol just read my thoughts and started repeating "gadu-gadu" which is the name of a chat program. I told them they were spiteful hags. ....................................................................................................... currently 21:44 30/12/2006 they have been talking to me quietly today and scaring me badly, I took four valium and I am still very frightened. I have been home all day today. I felt very afraid and cried in front of my mother. Eventually took four sulpiride and two zopiclone and got to sleep. currently 18:51 31/12/2006 I have been in a Caffe Nero all day and there has been no mindcontrol. As usual it is remarkable that mindcontrol only occurs where I live, in the house or apartment or hotel, and never when I go out. I have not taken any pills yet today, in particular no Valium because I am not afraid. currently 20:07 31/12/2006 MI5 mindcontrol attacked me as soon as I got into the house, swearing at me. It looks as if they have nothing else to do on New Year's Eve except to molest me over the mindcontrol. They are not just sadistic, they are sad bastards. I told them they were ghastly fags, they swore as usual and answered "we're not fags". Then I told MI5 mindcontrol they were parasites, that they had no life except through me, and they answered with a stupidly formulaic "something wrong with that man". Then they said "we hate you, we want you dead". currently 08:18 01/01/2007 it looks as if describing them as parasitic horrorfags yesterday worked, because they left me alone from around 9pm onwards yesterday. currently 17:17 01/01/2007 they just attacked me again as soon as I came into the house, reading my thoughts, asking what does X mean where X was my thought from a song, I told them they were horrible people and they replied with a formulaic "horrible man". They have been quieter but it is still very distinct and real. Obviously calling them parasitic horrorfags yesterday only had a temporary effect in getting rid of them because they continue to parasitise me and torture me today as soon as I came home. currently 13:18 02/01/2007 they have been employing heavy torture this morning, reading and repeating my thoughts, "what does follow you around mean?" their voices are more muted but the venom is the same and the repetition of my thoughts is constant. I thought "they just got caught again" because I had written down their words, to which they replied "kurwa, we won't get caught" I told them "stop it, can't you just leave me alone" to which they brutally answer "can't you just leave us alone", they don't want the legal actions going ahead, but if I cease those then they will torture me to death. I am leaving the house to escape the mindcontrol torture, which only happens at home. currently 20:22 02/01/2007 there was no mindcontrol torture outside the house, and all was quiet for a few hours at home. But about 10 minutes ago they started shouting at me again, they are angry, they are shouting "what does mastering his anger mean?" which means they are angry because of the imminent legal actions. I took four sulpiride and two valium when I got home and they are still scaring me. I took another zopiclone just now to try to get to sleep. the Obscene English Pig has just said "he enjoys taking another valium" ... so I took a third valium, and a second zopiclone, to try to get to sleep and avoid the MI5 mindcontrol, they keep swearing at me viciously ....................................................................................................... currently 13:05 04/01/2007 I went to the GP this morning in a very anxious state, he gave me a referral to Rapid Access Team. MI5 were quiet when I got home until 30 minutes ago when they started repeating my thoughts "panic is over", I went out briefly for lunch during which the mindcontrol stopped, now I am home and it has started again, they are viciously whispering and it is scaring me badly. I have taken 8mg valium and 1600mg sulpiride so far today, they are just now asking "what does panic is over mean?" It seems MI5 don't care how badly I am suffering, they are attacking me anyway remorselessly and without fear of being caught. What they are doing is assault but it cannot be proven. I asked them why they kept beating me up, and they answered "dupa, that's what we're paid to do, we'd lose our jobs". currently 14:16 04/01/2007 they have been whispering viciously at me and scaring me despite the 8mg of valium. "kurwa we're not murdering you ... what does murdering you mean?" currently 19:25 04/01/2007 they have been calling me "stupid guy" for about an hour now, there are several of them, they insist I drop the legal actions, the Obscene English Pig has just started using the "tenderly" emotion and sexually molesting me. the Obscene English Pig just started swearing "paranoid dupa" as I was writing the above words. currently 17:01 05/01/2007 MI5 just staged a real life incident, shouting from the street outside our house, "I was crazy ... stupid" ... so they haven't totally given up on the real world harassment yet. ....................................................................................................... currently 15:23 06/01/2007 It was quiet on the mindcontrol yesterday apart from the real life incident with people shouting outside our house. However the last hour MI5 mindcontrol have been talking quietly again, "something wrong with that man", swearing viciously at me. It makes no difference to them how ill I am, they only care about their incomes and their perverted satisfaction in abusing a mentally ill man. the Obscene English Pig just said "he enjoys being a dupa" which was remarkably self insightful of him. there are several of them shouting together, "stupid man, leave us alone, leave MI5 alone", they don't want the legal actions going ahead. "we don't want your mother to suffer" because I just told my mum that they were shouting at me over the mindcontrol. I am badly scared so I just took a valium. currently 17:06 06/01/2007 the MI5 horrorfags have just started sexually abusing al fayed again, it seems pretty serious today, I am going out of the house for a bit to escape the mindcontrol. currently 17:32 06/01/20075 I have come home and taken another 8mg valium and another sulpiride to counteract the terror. currently 19:39 07/01/2007 today has been mostly quiet, but they started again 20 minutes ago while I was brushing my teeth, viciously swearing "kurwo" at me and reading my mind. They chose their moment carefully, because while I brush my teeth I am unable to write down what they say, and am particularly vulnerable. they just said "we'll leave you alone if you top yourself ... what does black humour mean?" they have just started sexually abusing al Fayed again, they are being increasing vicious. I just took another sulpiride because I was upset. currently 20:03 07/01/2007 my mother just mentioned that the Polish priest was visiting households in SW12 soon, so for good measure the Obscene English Pig started sexually abusing the priest on the mindcontrol. they just put a thought into my mind "we will rape you for that" because I just posted the last comment to usenet. I told MI5 Mindcontrol I don't understand any of this, why are you torturing me, they answered "because you complained about MI5" currently 20:43 08/01/2007 I have spent today terrified, which was made better by taking 20mg valium. There has been little mindcontrol today. currently 21:56 09/01/2007 today was quiet until about an hour ago when several of them started screaming "what does S400 mean?" where S400 is the marking on the sulpiride pills. they have screamed that phrase before over the mindcontrol, they are reading my thoughts and want to emphasise that. ....................................................................................................... currently 17:01 12/01/2007 I have been out of the house all day, there was no mindcontrol, I felt very stressed and took 10mg valium. As soon as I got home 30 minutes ago the MI5 mindcontrol started viciously abusing me with their standard phrases. Again it is purely within the house and not outside the home. They are keeping the volume down to pretend they are going away but the level of vindictiveness is the same, they are reading my thoughts and swearing viciously at me. currently 05:56 13/01/2007 yesterday night was frightening. MI5 mindcontrol spoke rapidly and fluently to me and scared me very much. I took 20mg valium and am becoming addicted to the stuff. I also took four zopiclone (30mg) and eventually got to sleep for four hours. This morning I need valium again and have already taken 5mg. This is a direct result of MI5 mindcontrol's frightening behaviour towards me. I also took 2,400 sulpiride last night but the voices kept talking to me despite the sulpiride and zopiclone. I feel very unwell. I phoned NHS direct several times yesterday night. currently 21:57 16/01/2007 I have had a high temperature and flu for several days and I think MI5 took pity on me because they didn't do any mindcontrol. Just a few minutes ago they started again, even though I still have flu. I told them I don't want interesting times, they replied "we don't want interesting times either" which is a lie because they have been constantly abusing me for 18 months. They told me they were trying to leave which is another lie, because if they wanted to leave then they could just go. They want the legal actions dropped which I will not do because then they will torture me to death with the mindcontrol. They have been completely gone for three days while I had severe flu and I thought I was rid of them permanently, but they have made an unwanted return. ....................................................................................................... currently 13:58 31/01/2007 it looks as if the 28(6) action is dead because of the barristers' opinion, and mindcontrol has been completely absent for the last two weeks since the fever. .......................................................................................................