.................................................................................................... currently 09:16 06/11/2008 I have just emailed the previous few months' Mindcontrol Torture report to the Investigatory Powers Tribunal. The Tribunal Secretary suggested going to the police yesterday when I spoke to her on the phone, and I have indeed sent the police a copy of my book and am encouraging them to investigate the entirety of the MI5 Persecution. In a moment I am going to the cafe to avoid the horrible torture. currently 11:43 06/11/2008 I got back at 11.30am having spent two hours outside the house, and MI5 MindControl immediately attacked me, reading my thought about supper and asking "what does tuna really mean?" Then they started repeating "paranoid schizophrenia" over and over again, apparently trying to deny the Torture Report which I emailed to IPT this morning. There was no mindcontrol for two hours outside the house, and I will be spending the rest of the day outside to avoid the Heavy Mindcontrol Torture. The torturers saw me typing this report into the computers and repeated "he's wanking himself". It sounds as if they are; MI5 Horror Fags are very animated whenever I get home and start repeating phrases over and over again in a state of high excitement. currently 12:36 06/11/2008 MI5 seriously verbally sexually assaulted al Fayed again on the mindcontrol. They've been seriously sexually assaulting him in real life as well with an English teenage kurwa making false allegations that he groped her. The content of the mindcontrol and their tactics have not changed since August 2005, they have been saying the same things all the way through with the same targets living and dead. There is no originality to British Intelligence, just the terrible monotony of constant repetition. They're quite thick for an "intelligence" agency. Perhaps "gay sadism agency" would better describe Security Service. After that they started repeating "something's really wrong" and swearing sexually at me, in the hope that I would defame myself by writing down their words in the Torture Report. MI5's operatives are clinical psychopaths and they get a kick out of seeing their verbal abuse written down on newsgroups and my website, which is the method which I had been hoping would discourage them. I sent the latest report to Investigatory Powers Tribunal this morning by email, again hoping that telling them about the torture would motivate the Evil MI5 Managers to call their dogs off, but there seems no effective method of getting rid of the gay English sadists. currently 22:27 06/11/2008 All afternoon and evening I was out of the house and there was no mindcontrol. I got home an hour ago and there has again been the customary annoying anal fixation from MI5 on the mindcontrol. This technology is no use on terrorists because it is not mobile. It can only be used on peaceful folk such as myself who do not understand why it is being used against them. .................................................................................................... currently 16:00 07/11/2008 Last night I took a zopiclone sleeping pill to avoid the MI5 gay sadists on the mindcontrol and slept for ten hours, waking up at 10am. MI5 Horror Fags immediately attacked me with mindreading and swearing on the mindcontrol and have continued to attack me constantly apart from the two hours this afternoon when I was knocked out asleep by clonazepam. There is no way of avoiding the mindcontrol Heavy Torture while I am in the house and I am too tired and unmotivated today to go out of the house. MI5 Horror Fags will never stop the Heavy Torture because they are gay sadists and they are paid for it. currently 20:27 07/11/2008 An hour ago MI5 Horror Fags again attacked me with mindcontrol while I was brushing my teeth. Today the obsessive stalker Robbie Forfar of the Met Police "Fixated Threat Assessment Centre" hounded my unfortunate social worker again. MI5 mindcontrol picked up on this and asked "who's Robbie Forfar?". Then they must have read my thoughts again because they said "fuck Robbie Forfar". FTAC is a police unit which targets schizophrenics and tries to imprison them. The Soviets were just as bad, imprisoning dissidents in mental hospitals for publishing samizdat literature; I understand that MI5 are very upset that I have mi5.com and Forfar (who is not a policeman, he just thinks he is) is determined on MI5's orders that Parliament must not be informed of three years of mindcontrol torture and the attempted killing of 17 November 2001, not to mention the Masturbating MI5 Agent of 1/Sept/2000. Forfar and Detective Constable Mark Whittle, both of FTAC, came round to my house twice while we were out two years ago. The stalking by FTAC is real and at their own admission instigated by the Home Office, which means MI5. Those who say MI5 have no powers of arrest are lying because the police will arrest or shoot anyone as instructed by intelligence as the unfortunate Brazilian electrician found out. About ten years ago MI5 released my full name, home address and ex directory phone number onto the newsgroups through their agent Paul Janik, the disgraced Slough former councillor. Yet Forfar hounds my social worker for a mention of his name on these newsgroups, which he is paid to read. There is a basic difference in how MI5 and police treat the public, and how they wish to be treated themselves. The Metropolitan Police Professional Standards Department made a disgusting whitewash of FTAC's behaviour labelling me a terrorist, claiming that gang stalking was fine as long as it was by the authorities. I have appealed to IPCC and we'll see what results that will have. The mindcontrol is plainly real because I have been on geodon eight days now and it works for other people within that timeframe. I am on the maximum dose of 160mg daily and it works fine apart from the MI5 mindcontrol who still torture me within the house, but nowhere else. They made me the scapegoat for the 1992 recession through media and workplace harassment and they are determined that I shall be the scapegoat for the current economic disaster which they will achieve through mindcontrol torture. The geodon will have no effect even at the maximum dose (nor will any medicine) because the mindcontrol is achieved through technology. currently 21:30 07/11/2008 MI5 Horror Fags have continued to mindcontrol torture me by reading my thoughts and inflicting verbal anal abuse. There is no conversation because they are stupid; all they do is repeat the same words over and over again. Now they have started repeating my thought "do you like them at all?" word for word on the mindcontrol. MI5 Torture is no use against terrorists or serious criminals because they would simply leave the house, and the torture only happens within the house, because the technology is not portable. The only use is to sadistically torture those who live at home and do not understand why they are being tortured, and to keep telling them (lying) that the torture will stop soon, so that they do not leave the house, which would waste the Security Service's time, because their target would have escaped. Of course if Robbie Forfar forces me to stay in hospital then I will be tortured there, just as the Heavy Torture was so successful in St Thomas's while I was a voluntary patient there (ironically because of Heavy Torture at home) a year and a half ago. currently 22:19 07/11/2008 MI5 Horror Fags have continued to stalk me using mindcontrol all the time using verbal sexual abuse. Unusually I have not been out of the house all day which makes the mindcontrol much worse. I have taken 160mg geodon and 2mg klonopin for the fear and they are still abusing me. I have recordings of them abusing me which have been verified by several people, but none of this seems to make any difference. In England you can torture and kill people and get away with it. MI5 have been getting away with for eighteen years. currently 22:57 07/11/2008 MI5 Horror Homos have been anally fixating for many days now. It is intensely tiring to have a gang of dirty English faggots fixating anally all the time and to be stalked by an idiotic social worker who really wants to be a policeman but isn't. They are "toying with you" in their own words as a cat plays with a mouse. They have previously made numerous death threats against me and messed around with my heart using their directed energy weapons to show they can kill me whenever they choose. England is a disgusting country. The Establishment, police and legal system are all corrupt. I think I would sooner live in the Germany of 1933 than the really digusting England of 2008. The constant torture by MI5 mindcontrol is deeply horrible and never stops. .................................................................................................... currently 07:55 08/11/2008 There is no Heavy Torture yet today because MI5 don't usually work overnight. They tortured me really badly yesterday, and today I will aim to leave the house to avoid the torture when it starts. Yesterday they dropped all "perp decoying" pretence of any pills working as I took lots of klonopin and geodon and neither of them made any difference. I was writing a letter to my MP which MI5 wanted to put a stop to, so they carried on viciously torturing me regardless of all the medication I took. Meanwhile I am upset that Robbie Forfar the wannabe policeman has been hounding my social worker again. This is police harassment and I will be writing to the Independent Police Complaints Commission about the incident. He has been hounding me and my mental health team for two years now on the instructions of Security Service and I will insist that IPCC do something about him, because if a private citizen behaved as he does then he would be prosecuted under the Protection from Harassment Act. Because FTAC is a neofascist police unit they were completely whitewashed by Met Professional Standards Department which was really quite disgusting. currently 15:08 08/11/2008 Just after I got home from the cafe at 10am, MI5 Horror Homos swore at me viciously on the mindcontrol and told me "we're not doing this for fun". They started repeating Robbie Forfar's name again; he's been harassing my social worker again recently. Now it's 3pm and I slept for a few hours because of the geodon. The mindcontrol has started again and is repeating my thought "banoffee frescato" which obviously means MI5 are defending British National Security by telling me what I had in the cafe. There was no mindcontrol outside the house, and it has started as soon as I got home. They are also fixating on anal abuse which being assheads is all these English agents ever think about. currently 17:17 08/11/2008 I put on some loud music to try to drown out the MI5 Horror Fags on the mindcontrol. With schizophrenic voices, loud music often works. With MI5 mindcontrol it doesn't and there was a sharp deterioration in the obscenity level. MI5 mindcontrol again sexually abused my dead father. They said to me "he loves being" and they specified "raped, you stupid man" just as I am writing these words. MI5 Horror Fags tortured me with graphic verbal sexual abuse on the mindcontrol. Then they said "who believes in mindcontrol?" So perhaps it's better to switch the music off if it excites the MI5 Horror Fags to tell me "he loves being raped". Today I am putting together a package of evidence for the Investigatory Powers Tribunal, which could be another reason why the MI5 Horror Homos are suddenly so excited. Needless to say there was no mindcontrol outside the house, because the machine is nearby in one of the other houses. currently 18:04 08/11/2008 While I brushed my teeth MI5 Horror Fags swore at me and verbally sexually abused al Fayed again on the mindcontrol. Recently in what looks like a security service smear he's been accused by some 15-year-old English whore of groping her. The guy is 79 years old and you'd think they could leave him alone. It's clear that being groped by British Intelligence is a whole life tariff from which you will never escape. I've had to put up with constant abuse for 18 years and unless this is exposed I will live with the Heavy Torture and the public insults until I die. Currently I have another complaint to Investigatory Powers Tribunal but they don't even want to hear my evidence, which I'm sending on Monday anyway. The only escape is to get killed by them as was Diana, and as I would have died on 17 November 2001 if I had gone out to face the shooters. currently 20:59 08/11/2008 MI5 mindcontrol have been abusing me all evening on the mindcontrol using the standard sexual phrases. It is intensely hurtful. I have taken 2.5mg klonopin for the fear and I am still very scared. They are terrorising me to stop the complaint to IPT but that is merely an excuse because the tribunal always finds against complainants. They didn't even want to see any evidence; they just want to find against me; yet MI5 are taking the complaint so seriously that they are massively increasing the torture. .................................................................................................... currently 17:19 09/11/2008 There were some murmurings of mindcontrol this morning but nothing to worry about. I slept for three hours because of geodon. I got home 30 minutes ago and immediately MI5 Horror Homos set about me with the customary anal and sexual abuse, which is probably recordings because they couldn't be so stupid as to sit there repeating the same stuff all the time. They also asked "what does forfar mean?" Recently on BBC Radio London (which hasn't insulted me yet as did Point Blank FM a few weeks ago) there was a discussion of the word "forfar" which apparently has some meaning in English slang. Unfortunately I don't remember what conclusion they reached. So apart from a weirdo who likes to stalk schizophrenics, what does the word "forfar" mean? Can anyone help me with this? currently 18:04 09/11/2008 MI5 very seriously verbally sexually assaulted my living mother a few minutes ago. They usually concentrate on my dead father because you can't slander dead people, but what they just said is serious slander and if they said it out loud it would be actionable. I have not told my mother this time because she would be very upset, but if MI5 ever slander her again I will tell her and see what can be done about it, because I object very strongly to having my family living and dead attacked by these scum. They went all quiet after they made the insult. currently 19:05 09/11/2008 While I brushed my teeth MI5 Horror Fags attacked me with verbal sexual abuse on the mindcontrol. They said "how will you sue us for slander when you haven't got any money?" Then they said "19:04, see we can read your mind". I asked them to leave my mother alone, they shouted "we'll leave your mother alone". They have stopped lying about the klonopin, because it does not diminish the mindcontrol assaults now. The "perp decoying" whereby the perpetrators lie about the technology or other aspects such as relevance of medication has gone; they are making it clear that medicines are irrelevant because, as I have been saying for three years now, the MI5 mindcontrol is implemented by real technology in one of the neighbouring houses, which is why both the Light Torture and Heavy Torture only happened at home or where I was staying. Then they said "kurwa, we're not doing this for fun, okay?" They are sadists and they are lying. The corrupt Investigatory Powers Tribunal protects MI5 by always finding in their favour, so they can torture and kill innocent people with impunity. I told them they were monsters and they answered with verbal sexual abuse on the mindcontrol. MI5 have destroyed my memory of my father through three years of constantly verbally sexually abusing him on the mindcontrol, and I worry that when my mother dies they will sexually abuse her as well, to destroy her memory, because they are monsters. MI5 mindcontrol told me "kill yourself" while I was brushing my teeth because the verbal sexual abuse of my living mother was deliberately calculated to upset me so much that I would try to commit suicide. Instead, I'm going to sue the bastards. Then they said "something wrong with that crazy kurwa". They just repeat the same words over and over. They are stupid sadists and if the legal system worked better they would all be in jail. I think they get a kick out of seeing their words and activities reported on the internet because MI5 are psychopathic sadists. They are the same thing as Ian Brady, and he's been jailed for 40 years for what he did. I hope the MI5 monsters get exposed and go to prison for a long time. currently 19:41 09/11/2008 MI5 Mindcontrol Monsters told me "we've done this before to other people okay", and then they repeated one of the sexual phrases they were using constantly. The Masturbating MI5 Agent of 1 Sept 2000 publicly masturbated outside my window in Winter Park, Florida; these evil mindcontrol monsters masturbate mentally on the mindcontrol every day because they are vicious gay monsters. They keep repeating the same phrases over and over again, which they are doing even as I write these words, and it is clear that for them it is a form of masturbation, but not fantasising about normal sex but fantasising about gay rape. currently 19:59 09/11/2008 MI5 Monsters have had their gay rape wank, now they've gone all quiet, but more conversational. They're no longer just repeating the same words over and over again but are repeating my thoughts with their comments. I thought "why isn't it overwriting it? I don't know" regarding a Windows system file and MI5 Monsters answered "we don't know either". In retrospect, thinking about it a few minutes later, the "we don't know either" may refer to the MI5 mindcontrol not having a clue as to why they're instructed by the Evil MI5 Managers to torture me. The obvious answer is to save MI5 from embarrassment by killing the victim. Once rapists have done the sexual aspect they sometimes kill the victim to avoid being caught. British Intelligence is the same; first they raped me by Martyn Lewis and Michael Buerk looking at me in their superior manner through the television while they read the news; then there were numerous incidents of verbal rape in public in UK, US, Canada, Poland, France.... now they have raped me on the mindcontrol for three years, and they have to kill me so they don't get caught. British Intelligence are powerful homosexual rapists and much to be feared because of the torture technology they have acquired from the Americans. .................................................................................................... currently 15:00 10/11/2008 There was some mindcontrol this morning, but none outside. I got home a few minutes ago and MI5 Horror Fags immediately attacked me on the mindcontrol. They must have been waiting patiently for hours to attack me as soon as I got into the house. They shouted "paranoid schizophrenia" trying to pretend that the Heavy Torture is mental illness, when it's actually technological. Then they said "something wrong with the guy" and swore viciously at me as I typed in this report. I told them out loud they were Horror Fags and they kept on abusing me on the mindcontrol. currently 21:10 10/11/2008 I got back 30 minutes ago from a very useful visit to the Law Centre. MI5 Horror Fags attacked me immediately as I went into the house, telling me "we're not violent either" and violently swearing at me. These are the same people who tried to shoot me on 17 November 2001. Then they started repeating "work on your C compiler", in other words don't take any legal action against MI5. The C compiler is almost finished apart from one file in the installer package so it looks as if I will have a lot more time free in the future to make legal challenges to the MI5 torturers. They stupidly started repeating "something wrong" as I was typing these words. currently 21:24 10/11/2008 I said out loud "I've got these masturbators on my back" because the mindcontrol kept repeating the same sexual phrases over and over as if they were wanking themselves, just as did the Masturbating MI5 Agent on 1/Sept/2000. They swore at me on the mindcontrol, so I called them gay masturbators out loud and told them to fuck off. MI5 Horror Homos started talking graphic violent sexual abuse on the mindcontrol so I told them "fuck off you perverts" out loud, but swearing at them makes no difference, because they do not go. I cannot sue MI5 for slander because I am the only person apart from the MI5 mindcontrol team who hears their words. I have published some clips from 2005 of the Light Torture on my website but even the Light Torture was directed at me personally. I can however sue for harassment which this clearly is, and which MI5 would have to deny in court. They might have a problem with that, just as they chose not to deny the Attempted Murder of 17 November 2001 when sued in Orlando Federal Court, preferring a Sovereign Immunity and technicalities defence instead. MI5 Horror Fags keep repeating the same homosexual phrase at me on the mindcontrol trying to drive me mad. They are homosexuals who use mindcontrol as a tool for masturbating just as most people use their right hands. Their voices and the mindcontrol torture are the tools of their masturbatory obsession. Just now one of them shouted "kurwa, we're not masturbating". But they are. Very loudly. On the mindcontrol. currently 21:54 10/11/2008 I thought "I've taken the klonopin" and mindcontrol answered "it's not the klonopin". So that was perp decoying. They lied that klonopin was effective when it wasn't. Now they've started masturbating on the mindcontrol again repeating the same obscene phrase over and over. They have no original conversation, they never say anything interesting, so why can't the MI5 Horror Fags just fuck off? currently 22:21 10/11/2008 Now the mindcontrol are talking in their quiet child molester voices, with constant sexual swearing over and over again, the standard phrases. These sociopaths don't care about anyone except themselves and their pleasure at molesting people sexually on the mindcontrol. They don't care about their country which they shame. They don't care about Security Service which will have to answer for their perverted activities. All they care about is their disgustingly perverted pleasures of molesting people for hours on the mindcontrol, particularly at night when the cafes and bars are closed and there is no escape. They are also complete cowards, as bullies always are, because they never show themselves, they just torture you from another nearby house without your ever seeing them. It's a waste of time calling them perverts because they get a kick out of being called perverts, it gives them sexual excitement. If they weren't working for Security Service they'd be in prison for raping people. currently 01:23 11/11/2008 The MI5 Horror Fags have been repeating my thoughts and swearing at me for several hours, torturing me. I am intending to sue them for harassment and data protection and their response is to throw the book at me on the mindcontrol. Usually they never torture me overnight but today they have carried on until this time. I hope I will be able to sleep but I am worried they will stop me sleeping. .................................................................................................... currently 08:35 11/11/2008 MI5 attacked me as soon as I woke up at 8am on the mindcontrol. They keep whining on about Robbie Forfar and I wish they would shut up. I think they're trying to get me in trouble with FTAC by mentioning his name all the time. Security Service are the stupidest homos in the entire universe. To my thought "it's not very jolly is it" they answered "not very jolly for us either". All they do is repeat my thoughts and swear at me. They seem to be trying to drive me mad with their repetitive stupidity. currently 11:37 11/11/2008 MI5 Mindcontrol keep repeating "who's RF?" where RF is the person from FTAC we must not name. I think they're trying to get me in trouble with FTAC. Rather cynical of them because the Home Office are instructing FTAC to stop my faxes and imprison me, and here we have MI5 acting completely against FTAC by repeating RF's name constantly which would embarrass him. They're quite cynical people; they use FTAC both ways, by instructing them and by slagging them off through the mindcontrol to cause ructions. I shall not use the names of FTAC staff again because I am told by my social worker that could expose them to harassment, even though RF gave his name to the Guardian in August 2007 in a self congratulatory piece on what a brilliant job they were doing. They don't seem to mind their names being mentioned when it's praise, but when you take the mickey out of them they get very upset. currently 14:43 11/11/2008 This morning MI5 mindcontrol were harping on about RF the FTAC social worker. I went out at noon and there was no mindcontrol outside the house. An hour ago I got home and they started sexual and anal abuse but rather muted, and they didn't mention RF again, which is good because he seems quite obsessive and I don't want any more trouble with FTAC. Now I am going to the doctor and naturally there will be no mindcontrol until I get home late in the evening. currently 22:29 11/11/2008 MI5's homos were waiting from 3pm until 10.15pm when I got home. They have immediately started some rather tired sounding anal and sexual abuse as they always do. It may actually be recordings because surely these people would not sit on their assholes repeating a few phrases over and over constantly. I swear at them and they actually seem to enjoy being sworn at. Weird people. They just asked "what does weird people mean?" currently 23:23 11/11/2008 I took a sleeping pill zopiclone and it isn't working because MI5 Horror Fags are masturbating vigorously on the mindcontrol with "paranoid dupa, wanking himself". I worry that at this time of night the MI5 Horror Homos really are wanking themselves. Three years ago they mechanically put the voice of Alan Holdsworth in my mind. "MY NAME IS ALAN HOLDSWORTH AND I MASTURBATE FOR YOU EVERY DAY". I fear it is true. They really do. They are stopping me sleeping, anyway, quite deliberately, they do not want me to fall asleep. I am trying to memorise Photoshop palettes and they are swearing at me. .................................................................................................... currently 10:05 12/11/2008 I finally got some sleep and woke up at 9am. MI5 mindcontrol immediately started reading my thoughts and the customary swearing. I thought about something stupid I'd done a few years ago and they picked up on that telling me I was a stupid man, which I'm not most of the time (just occasionally). Then they said "something wrong with that crazy dupa". I don't even bother answering them any more. currently 18:43 12/11/2008 It was actually quiet for a few hours at home, which is very unusual. But 30 minutes ago they attacked me on the mindcontrol just as I started brushing my teeth, with "paranoid dupa". It's clearly not the Obscene English Pig because he pronounced it differently, and the Horror Fags confirmed my thought that "it's a different Pig" this time. MI5's Evil Managers seem to have an inexhaustible supply of English Pigs to swear constantly on the mindcontrol. It is still happening as I write this report. This afternoon I was outside and there was no mindcontrol there. Geodon hasn't made the slightest difference to the mindcontrol, which is real. MI5 are not prepared to play "perp decoying" and pretend any medication has any relevance to mindcontrol, which is inflicted by a technological method from a nearby house. Recently on the mindcontrol groups there has been a discussion of the "Aggressive Conduct Disorder" which the perpetrators of the mindcontrol suffer from. It is better known as bullying, and MRI scans have shown that bullies gain pleasure from seeing their victims tormented. Clearly the English Pigs on the MI5 Mindcontrol get much pleasure from torturing me. Similarly Robbie Forfar gets pleasure from bullying my unfortunate social worker. A lot of bullying goes on in society generally, and these are the more extreme examples. Now that I have accused them of being bullies the MI5 Horror Fags have resorted to open sexual abuse again. currently 21:32 12/11/2008 I watched Blade Runner on my new Blu-Ray for two hours and there was no mindcontrol. As soon as it finished 15 minutes ago MI5 Horror Homos started aggressively masturbating vigorously on the mindcontrol, with the usual anal and sexual phrases. They picked the word "mortgage" out of my thoughts and seemed very worried about it, abusing me for having thought the word "mortgage". From this I understand that the English Torture Pigs are earning their mortgages by tormenting me on the mindcontrol. Jobs for the boys indeed. I wonder how much Robbie Forfar gets paid to torment and imprison unfortunate mentally ill people? The man is an evil bully. I have just taken two anti anxiety pills because I am so afraid of the mindcontrol. I also took two pills this afternoon but they had no effect. English Torture Pigs are whores because they engage in sexual activity for money, since it pays their mortgages. currently 21:51 12/11/2008 English Torture Pigs continue to masturbate verbal sexual abuse on the mindcontrol with the same phrase "paranoid kurwa" repeated over and over again by a vicious MI5 asshole. This looks set to continue into the late night or early morning because I cannot sleep and none of the pills I have taken makes any difference at all to the mindcontrol which is implemented by the English Torture Pigs. .................................................................................................... currently 08:57 13/11/2008 MI5 Torture Pigs attacked me just before 9am as soon as I woke up with "paranoid dupa" on the mindcontrol repeated over and over. I thought I would tell Investigatory Powers Tribunal that I'm being lynched by MI5 mindcontrol, and MI5 answered "what does lynched mean?" The mindcontrol went rather quiet after I had written these words because MI5 Torture Pigs know the report is going to be emailed to IPT and they don't want their bullying or "Aggressive Conduct Disorder" exposed to IPT. So the mindcontrol is amenable to complaints although not amenable to geodon or clonazepam. currently 15:49 13/11/2008 Since 3pm MI5 Torture Pigs have been masturbating angrily on the mindcontrol with sexual and anal abuse. They may be using recordings because all the abuse sounds exactly the same. I am going out soon and will be rid of the mindcontrol in the evening. They have gone rather quiet as I write this report because they do not want any record or complaint about the MI5 MindControl Torture to be made. currently 16:14 13/11/2008 MI5 Torture Pigs just seriously sexually abused my dead father again and I am fleeing the house to avoid the mindcontrol torture. They are really sick homosexuals and they talk gay filth all the time. Security Service almost behave like child molesters in the level of filth and tone of voice. There are at least two of them today and they are really disgusting. This Torture Report is going to be emailed to IPT on Monday so they will understand just how sick the Security Service are. They always find in favour of Security Service and my case will be no exception. currently 23:37 13/11/2008 I stayed out late until 11pm but the MI5 Horror Homos attacked me on the mindcontrol anyway as soon as I got home. They keep harping on about the FTAC nurse who is henceforth to be known only as RF, and they seem to be trying to get FTAC annoyed with me so that FTAC will take some form of action on MI5's behalf. FTAC have already said they were motivated by the Home Office - which means MI5 - to put a stop to my faxes to Parliament, and that Home Office were very concerned about my complaints against MI5. There is an Observer article at; http://www.guardian.co.uk/theobserver/2007/aug/26/features.magazine67 written a year ago which was on sale on every news stand in the country which mentions the name of Robbie Forfar, described as "FTAC's head nurse". The linguistically oriented reader might wonder at the description "nurse" for someone who gets his kicks out of bullying and imprisoning ill people. RF, who may or may not be related to the Robbie Forfar in the article, apparently fears for his safety if I write his name on Usenet newsgroups. He's not worried about the Observer article which praises FTAC as the wave of the future. RF enjoys bullying my unlucky social worker who gets emails from him regularly. However RF doesn't want me to see those emails, because I would complain about them to IPCC with whom I have an appeal about FTAC currently. Met's Police Standards Department has whitewashed the stalker RF, and it remains to be seen whether IPCC's appeals group will take a similar or different view. currently 01:30 14/11/2008 This evening's geodon and 15mg zopiclone have not sent me to sleep and I am still hearing mindcontrol which is keeping me awake. MI5 keep fixating on RF and trying to instigate trouble between myself and FTAC. Fixated Threat Assessment Centre are staffed by some very strange people. My former social worker said they were "sinister", and a politician said he was surprised such a unit existed. Yet the newspapers love them just as surely as they hate mentally ill people, the article praised them, and there was recently a Metro article carrying their self basting propaganda. FTAC are unnecessary because no one stalks MPs or Royalty apart from British Intelligence who engaged in professional surveillance of Diana etc using ex-military personnel, and the main threat to Royalty is from the security services themselves, as the killing of Diana, still unsolved, demonstrated. Logically FTAC should investigate the threat from the intelligence services to Parliament and Royalty, but they would never do that in a million years, because they are entirely subordinate to the intelligence services and take their orders from the Home Office which means MI5. It is also clear from the above Observer article that FTAC are overstaffed and they may as well be closed down as a waste of money both for the Home Office and the NHS. At this time of economic hardship their existence cannot be justified because they don't do anything useful. .................................................................................................... currently 23:03 14/11/2008 There was no mindcontrol this morning until I got home at noon, at which point it started immediately and continued until I left the house at 1pm. I got home at 5pm and MI5 Horror Fags started swearing repetitively at me and repeating "unbelievable". Then they started repeating a phrase composed entirely of swear words, in loud whispers, trying to run a rut in my mind. They have been doing this since August 2005, using both Light Torture i.e. microwave beam which I have recorded on a microphone, and Heavy Torture which I have been unable to prove. There seems no progress either on their side or on mine, because the abuse was at its worst in autumn 2005 and they are now just repeating the familiar stuff over and over again; and there is no progress on my side, because I have not found effective shielding nor have I been able to record the Heavy Torture. They have not used Light Torture since I recorded it and posted it on my website in autumn 2005; they have concentrated entirely on "direct to mind" Heavy Torture, which means they must kill me because they have made it clear to me the technology exists, and it is a serious national security secret both for the Americans who invented it and the English who sexually tortured people to death with it. They just said "what's wrong with that man, crazy man" as I was writing the above sentence. They are talking in loud whispers as if they are masturbating, which has become their custom recently. They masturbated in real life publicly until they were caught on video on 1/Sept/2000, now the "James Bonds" of British Intelligence are masturbating loudly and constantly on the mindcontrol. Daniel Craig doesn't get the girl in real life; he has a wank while thinking of his male target. I thought that I'd sent copies of the book and letters to the CIA and FBI's London office, and the MI5 mindcontrol asked "what do you expect from the CIA? or the FBI?" and swore at me viciously. The attempted killing of 17 November 2001 and the harassment which preceded it was carried out by American security agents who were probably from the CIA (external intelligence) or FBI (internal security) so writing to them was quite reasonable. The clonazepam 1mg previously reduced the mindcontrol but I took some three hours ago and it hasn't had any effect whatsoever on the mindcontrol now. Therefore it was "perp decoying" and an attempt by MI5 to get me addicted to benzodiazepines, so I shall stop taking it and take only geodon. .................................................................................................... currently 12:18 15/11/2008 "Something wrong" according to MI5 mindcontrol as I am typing this report. They started this morning, were completely absent when I went to the post office, then started again a few minutes ago as soon as I got home. MI5 Horror Fags are masturbating in loud whispers repetitively this morning. The English security service are the most awful gay wankers. currently 17:17 15/11/2008 I just got home from shopping in Balham, there was no mindcontrol outside the house. As soon as I got home MI5 Horror Fags started their repetitive gay masturbation of swear words on the mindcontrol. They also said "there's something wrong" and tried to lead me on word by word as I was writing this Torture Report. British Intelligence are homosexual perverts. I said out loud "this is awful" and the piggish voice replied "awful for us as well". .................................................................................................... currently 07:09 16/11/2008 This morning I awoke at 3am and immediately had a bath to avoid the mindcontrol which likes to victimise me while I am in the bath. MI5 Horror Fags started swearing at me on the mindcontrol at 6am, which is early for them, with the customary sexual abuse. Very repetitive, very annoying, but nowhere near as bad as it was three years ago when it was conversational and fluent. Geodon is not having any effect on the mindcontrol, which is real; in fact, no pill has ever had any effect on the mindcontrol, precisely because it is real, although the MI5 Horror Fags and the Evil MI5 Managers scheme to make it look like mental illness, which it isn't. This evening I will be sending a weekly Torture Report to Investigatory Powers Tribunal. They've been "investigating" my case for over three months and I wonder what's taking them so long. In 1997 it took Security Service Tribunal two and a half months to send a letter to MI5 and get a letter back, and find them "not guilty" as they did for every other case. "What does corruption mean?" currently 11:03 16/11/2008 MI5's gay torturers have been tormenting me on the mindcontrol all morning. I told them "torture is wrong" but they don't see it that way; they tried to force the thought "torture is right" into my mind, and they keep repeating the swear words "paranoid dupa" in an awful English accent trying to run a rut into my mind. MI5 have no shame whatsoever about torturing people. They are scum. Investigatory Powers Tribunal protects them, and they will find MI5 Not Guilty after wasting several months of my time, just as they have for every other person. I really don't know what's wrong with these people. England is not Zimbabwe, so why does it act like it? currently 13:49 16/11/2008 I went out at 11.30am and there was no mindcontrol outside the house for two hours. Nor was there any real world harassment; that last occurred about two weeks ago, when I was without my minidisc or camera. Now I record everything outside the house and carry a camcorder to snap their faces, so MI5 have stopped harassing me in public. Instead they concentrate on the mindcontrol which is only at home and continues regardless of whatever pills I take. As soon as I got home at 1.30pm they started repeating two words of anal abuse over and over again as if they were constantly masturbating. They also started worsening the customary sexual abuse. My reaction to this is to immediately take all the pills and write down a report to send to the Investigatory Powers Tribunal this evening, copied to the newsgroups. This activity has not been very productive so far; MI5 have worsened the homosexual abuse they employ quite sharply so it looks as if I am taking a lot of damage simply for complaining to IPT. I would never torture people as Security Service are doing to me for three years now, nor would I inflict homosexual abuse on a heterosexual person because it is deeply disgusting. What they are doing on the mindcontrol is effectively gay rape and a method which is not commonly practiced in Western society. Even the Nazis and the Soviets did not inflict gay rape on their victims, although the Red Army raped a lot of German women at the conclusion of WW2. The English are a uniquely beastly and homosexual race and are the only country in my knowledge to practice this method. The Obscene English Pig was the worst gay rapist and he left in May 2008 in the Szczecin apartment because the sexual impetus to bugger his victim left him when he saw me crying my eyes out. But the English security service have other gay rapists in their employ and the Evil MI5 Managers replaced the OEP with some other pigs just as bad. I actually heard the voice of the Obscene English Pig in real life a few months ago swearing loudly in Polish with an English accent and laughing, over the gardens at the back of the house. Therefore he is a real person; although "beast" would be a better name for him; and the mindcontrol is real and inflicted by MI5's sadistic gay perverts. currently 14:50 16/11/2008 I was looking at DVDs and the mindcontrol read my thoughts and whispered loudly "it's a DVD". Today they have been whispering loudly as if they are wanking themselves. All this talk of Security Service masturbating (see Youtube video which has had over 20,000 viewers) may lead the viewer to wonder about me as much as them, but I am depressing normal in this regard. I am completely straight and their abuse offends me deeply. I do not have a girlfriend because whenever I've tried the jealous MI5 rapists have driven off the women; they could not bear for me to have a girlfriend because they are so sexually jealous, hence the title "Jealous Gay British Agents Masturbating Outside The Window" on an evidence page on mi5.com. I'm afraid I am basically asexual which is unfortunate because I would like to have a partner (a female partner, not one of these God damn MI5 faggots on the mindcontrol) and some sort of life in that direction. They deny me my rights in this regard. I would like to have a girlfriend and eventually marry, which is impossible with the sort of behaviour MI5 exhibit towards me. IPT are supposed to be protecting my human rights as well as investigating MI5, so they have a further role, but it was a mistake on the part of Parliament to entrust this role to them because they inherited personnel and attitudes from the Security Service Tribunal, and it was really cynical of the MPs who created the tribunal to allow them to always (with one exception in 18 years) find against the complainant. They have already delayed my case for three months and I suspect that acting in concert with MI5 they will delay the case for many, many months in the hope that I might be persuaded by the Heavy Torture to kill myself (no chance) or that FTAC might lock me up either under Mental Health Act or criminal law based on the faxes to Parliament which RF their head nurse has made it his personal mission in life to put a stop to. Also my NHS psychologist suggested I speak out loud or read out loud from a book since this apparently shuts up schizophrenic voices, so it would be an interesting experiment to see if the "mindcontrol" was internally generated or genuinely externally sourced. A few weeks ago I started reading from "The Hobbit" and when I paused a voice shouted on the mindcontrol "keep reading the book". Now I am repeating some Photoshop words trying to learn the product for an exam in January and the mindcontrol is swearing regardless of my talking Photoshop out loud. So the psychologist, who was hoping the mindcontrol would stop if I spoke out loud because apparently the same brain pathways are used for schizophrenic voices as speech, has inadvertently given me further cause if any were needed to be sure the mindcontrol is technologically and externally inflicted. As I have been writing these words, MI5 mindcontrol suddenly started saying "you're thinking of killing yourself" and repeating "goodbye stupid man". Their agenda is revealed. However I am much healthier and have a clearer mind on the geodon and have no intention of killing myself, which will come as a great disappointment to RF the FTAC head nurse when he reads this paragraph tomorrow because I know he is always desperately looking for reasons to section me to stop any more faxes to Parliament complaining about MI5 Persecution. He is, of course, concerned for my welfare, he will tell you, and I would be much better off in hospital in a locked ward with no escape and 24/7 mindcontrol. Currently I have the option of leaving the house to avoid the Heavy Torture, and the mindcontrol promptly stops. RF of FTAC would like to see me tortured constantly hence the necessity for imprisonment for many months in a locked ward. .................................................................................................... currently 22:02 16/11/2008 I wrote to IPT about an hour ago with a copy of the MI5 Torture Report. After I had sent the email, MI5 tortured me incessantly on the mindcontrol calling me "crazy kurwa" in an English accent and seriously sexually abusing al Fayed again. It looks as if they seriously abuse you for your entire life once they have their hooks into you, rather like the Fixated Threat Assessment Centre whose head nurse RF is obsessed with imprisoning me and sees no other possibility. RF is mentally ill because of his paranoid obsession and so are the MI5 Horror Fags because of *their* constantly expressed homosexual abuse. No other country is as vindictive as the English. I took sleeping pills 20 minutes ago but it looks as if MI5 MindControl are determined to keep me awake tonight and keep torturing me. They haven't had enough blood yet today. currently 08:39 17/11/2008 MI5 Mind Control started at 8.30am with the familiar voice repeating my thought "waiting for them to go away" followed by "what's wrong with that man". The mindcontrol have no intention of going away, because in a depressed economy they would be otherwise unemployed. However in mid December I go to Canada for two weeks and may try to lose them. The mindcontrol is not quite mobile in my experience and I may be able to lose them if I am lucky. currently 13:29 17/11/2008 I took my geodon around 10am. I feel better this morning and managed to speak politely with IPT on the phone. MI5 laughed "we're not angry either" but I think they must be absolutely furious about the complaint to IPT. They have been swearing furiously at me on the mindcontrol this morning. Someone said quickly "cheaper faster no cap" referring to my thought about my new ISP. Usually MI5 mindcontrol never speak quickly, they just drone on sexual swearing monotonously, so this is a change. Then a voice shouted "we're not stupid okay? we're not stupid" defensively. At about 11am they said "we'll abuse your father again, we'll abuse your mother". MI5 mindcontrol sexually abused my mother quite recently. I didn't tell her because she would be upset. Security Service do not want any complaints to be brought against them. At 11.20am I told them out loud "do you realise how stupid you people are, you just keep swearing the same two words over and over again" and the MI5 mindcontrol carried on swearing, it may have been a recording sourced from a computer placed on repeat. Some years ago they told me the mindcontrol was operated through a computer, so they have a stock of words and phrases recorded on their computer to keep repeating at victim so they don't have to do much work themselves. Now it is 1.20pm and I got back from Tesco's where I had gone shopping with my mother. The radio is on loudly but MI5 Horror Homos are whispering loudly as if they are masturbating. The same few obscene swear words repeated over and over in loud whispers. They just said "we are lovemaking". They masturbate constantly on the mindcontrol, and probably in real life as well, because the real James Bonds are obsessive gay wankers. I just tried to learn some more Photoshop and they said "we can't believe this man" because I am not trying to escape. They want to chase me and wank outside my window as they did on 1/Sept/2000. They seem full of hate and completely anally fixated, just as was Steve Mitchell of Oxford Computer Group for ten months in 1992, after which I had to start taking pills. currently 17:02 17/11/2008 MI5 mindcontrol have been softly whispering obscenities all afternoon while I am at home today. Tomorrow fortunately I will be out of the house for much of the day (as my psychologist suggests) so the pain should lessen. currently 18:19 17/11/2008 The MI5 Horror Fag who pronounces "dupa" in an English accent as if it were a French word is back. He is a pervert, as are all of the English security services, but not as complete a pervert as was the Obscene English Pig, who is gone now, thank God. The idiot keeps repeating "paranoid dew-pah" and "crazy dew-pah" thinking it is a French word. It's a waste of time reporting this sort of mindcontrol abuse to anyone or swearing back at the Security Service torturers because it achieves nothing. I intend to shortly start faxing Parliament and we'll see if that does any good. currently 18:34 17/11/2008 I told them "how dare you invade my mind, my mind is my home, how dare you invade my home". They replied "what's wrong dew-pah, crazy dew-pah". I think they are deliberately putting on French accents to blame everything on the French, just as they used an American security agent to publicly masturbate outside the window on 1/Sept/2000 and they used an American deathsquad in Lake Eola Park in Orlando on 17/Nov/2001. After that, the pigs said "wank yourself dew-pah", because they are vicious English males who enjoy watching other males masturbate. Then they said "paranoid dew-pah" because English people hate the mentally ill and British Intelligence have targeted me and want to kill me because I am mentally ill. The English also hate the Jews, witness them calling Simanowitz "Heidi Fleiss" a Jewish prostitute, but they're less open about that, even on the mindcontrol. The Germans may have reformed since the 1930s but the English haven't. The English are still the bigoted master race. As I was about to post this to the newsgroup the MI5 Horror Fags lived up to their name by seriously sexually abusing me. currently 19:21 17/11/2008 My elected representative Keith Hill MP is refusing to answer my phone calls and emails after I saw him at his surgery two weeks ago. At the moment MI5 Horror Fags are torturing me by repeatedly masturbating by softly whispering "paranoid kurwa" at me. Is this England, is this Zimbabwe? Zimbabwe would never have the resources for 18 years of torturing one person, they would just kill him. The English are gay perverts and it is for their constant sexual satisfaction that they torture their unfortunate vicitim over and over again. I thought "the Jews won WW2, the Germans lost" to which MI5 MindControl replied "the Germans won, they killed all the Jews". If MI5 manage to kill me then the similarities to the larger picture sixty years ago will be quite clear. The English are staging their own mini-Holocaust. currently 20:19 17/11/2008 Some ghastly English voice just started repeating "something wrong" as I was beginning to write this report. They have been homosexually abusing al Fayed as usual for the last hour, and indeed all day. MI5 Horror Fags have been sexually and anally abusing me since the last report was written an hour ago. The English have a fixated hatred for me and some other people and they keep obsessively expressing their hatred towards me and some others through obscene abuse on the mindcontrol. I have been at home almost all day and it has been grisly. I am seriously thinking of going out this evening to avoid the horrible torture. currently 20:56 17/11/2008 While I brushed my teeth MI5 put a Gay English Murderer on the mindcontrol to try to torture me to death with homosexual abuse. British Intelligence kept obsessing with al Fayed over and over again. They employed the standard anal and sexual phrases, and there is a curious fusion which might not be evident at first examination, because the English homosexuals fuck each other in the ass so for British Intelligence anal and sexual torture are closely interlinked. The torture has been continuing all day while I have been at home and I am going out for a bit this evening to avoid it. .................................................................................................... currently 08:18 18/11/2008 MI5 MindControl started swearing at me as soon as I woke up at 8am with the customary anal abuse. What they did yesterday evening while I brushed my teeth was gay rape on the mindcontrol and it made me very scared. I thought "I'm leaving as quickly as possible" and MI5 MindControl asked "quickly as possible mean?" Yesterday evening I did not go out, I took meds and went to sleep instead. currently 10:00 18/11/2008 I went out for an hour and there was no mindcontrol. When I got back there was no mindcontrol in the house either, because MI5 didn't want to make it too obvious it's only inside the house, so they gave up for a little while. Now I'm going to the GP for my mother's appointment and I can confidently state there will be no mindcontrol outside the house, although there may be some inside the house once I get back. currently 12:35 18/11/2008 Immediately after I wrote the previous report MI5 mindcontrol attacked me saying "killing ourselves laughing" so I left the house immediately to go to the GP with my mother for her appointment. They have a tendency to avoid being recorded, even in reports. Two years ago on the first night I spent in Vancouver I phoned my mother from the airport hotel to tell her I arrived safely (at about midnight Vancouver time, so it was early in the morning UK time). Immediately after the phonecall was over several MI5 Horror Fags attacked me on the mindcontrol, particularly the old fag Alan Holdsworth who abused me for over an hour in his child molester voice so that I cried severely. He continued abusing me while I cried and it only stopped once I finally went to sleep. But the key point is they waited until the phone call to my mother was over before abusing me on the mindcontrol; they didn't want anyone to know what was happening, even my own mother. After that night I moved to another hotel. I think they were shocked by the severity of my crying because all went quiet for September and October, only restarting after I had moved into the Wall Centre apartment in November. This morning there was no mindcontrol outside the house for two hours. A few minutes ago I got home and the torture immediately started again, so it is quite obvious MI5 have an American mindcontrol machine, perhaps even operated by American torture personnel with the English doing the talking, located in on of the neighbouring houses. They are using the customary mixture of anal and sexual abuse, which being homo is all the same to them. currently 15:29 18/11/2008 I went out an hour ago and there was no mindcontrol outside - there never is. I got home a few minutes ago and the MI5 Horror Fags immediately started their customary anal fixation. They don't care how obvious it is to everyone that mindcontrol is real. They are making it very obvious to me and everyone else that mindcontrol is real, and no one else cares, because it's happening to me, and not them. Eventually of course it will happen to lots of people and the cat might eventually be out of the bag, but mass production of mindcontrol torture could be some years off. Currently it is just a select few who get targeted by MI5 and the Americans. currently 15:49 18/11/2008 MI5 Horror Fags have been furiously masturbating for 20 minutes with the phrase "paranoid dupa" which they repeat over and over trying to run a rut into my mind. The phrase is humiliating because "dupa" means "bottom" in English. I am not a "dupa"; what the Horror Fags make clear they are doing is fantasising about my bottom, because they are homosexuals and constantly fantasise about my bottom in particular. currently 21:39 18/11/2008 There was no mindcontrol outside the house this evening. As soon as I got home at 9.20pm MI5 Horror Fags attacked me with severe sexual abuse on the mindcontrol. Now they have started repeating "he's killing himself" but I am not suicidal, far from it. Sorry to disappoint FTAC's RF who desperately hopes to section me, for my own good, far away from any fax machine. If he can't section me, he'll try to persuade his corrupt police colleagues to arrest me for maliciously faxing the truth to the House of Commons, because The Truth Must Not Be Told. I told them they sounded like spoiled children, and they shut up for a bit. currently 00:14 19/11/2008 MI5 Mindcontrol have been crooning the same two swear words at me all evening, and they are refusing to let me sleep. I have just taken 15mg zopiclone and I want to go to sleep but they insist on keeping me awake and torturing me. I told them I wanted peace and quiet and they repeated the words "peace and quiet" as if they had no comprehension of those words. I think they might keep me awake all night to be sworn at on the mindcontrol. .................................................................................................... currently 12:34 19/11/2008 I put an aluminium saucepan on my head to try to place a barrier against the mindcontrol, but it doesn't work. They said "something's wrong with that man" as I was writing an email to my MP, because MI5 do not want me enlisting the support of Keith Hill MP. The saucepan doesn't shield against a cordless phone so it's pretty useless and I may as well take it off. Three years ago when the mindcontrol started I tried the saucepan first of all, looking completely ridiculous, and then moved on to manufactured forms of shielding. I will try the same again now, because I may as well try something to protect myself, and the geodon has no effect on the mindcontrol, no medication ever has, no medication ever will, because it's real. MI5 Mindcontrol saw me writing to my MP with the saucepan on my head and said "don't believe this guy, unbelievable". Then they started swearing at me again. They continue to repeat "something wrong" and swear at me in soft whispers. Then they repeated more sexual abuse in low voices. They have just said "we're pissing ourselves laughing" while I have the aluminium saucepan on my head. It's time to try some other protection. currently 13:30 19/11/2008 I have just put on a "shielded cap" and am still getting mindcontrol saying "something wrong with that paranoid dupa". The shielded cap doesn't work either. I may as well throw it away. It doesn't stop cordless phone transmissions either. If I wrap my cordless phone in the cap it still carries on talking to the base station. I bought the cap three years ago from; http://www.lessemf.com/personal.html Just as I was writing this report, the mindcontrol sharply worsened, saying "he's talking to himself" and swearing at me. I spoke on the phone to LessEMF as I was writing this report, and they said the shielded cap had an effectiveness of 20dB meaning it would only let through 1% of the signal. They were lying; the graph on the above web page shows actual performance is about 10dB, which is pathetic, and lets through a cordless phone with perfect digital clarity. The cap, which costs $30 plus shipping to the UK, is no use against mindcontrol. At least it looks good and is less embarrassing to wear than the saucepan. currently 13:54 19/11/2008 Immediately after the last report was written and posted to newsgroups, the Horror Fags started repeating "wanking himself", which sounds as if it is what they are doing on the mindcontrol. Then they said "we killed ourselves laughing" while I was wearing the Shielded Cap, which clearly does not work against mindcontrol. Many months ago I tried the Microwave Absorbing Sheet from; http://www.lessemf.com/fabric.html but it had not worked. I threw it away, so I cannot comment on whether it would work now, although it didn't work when I tried it years ago. As I wrote this report, the MI5 Horror Fags were very excited and swearing all the time on the mindcontrol. It seems to be live, because they read my thought "it seems to be live" as I was about to type it in and spoke it in their voices. I told them "shut up you bums" and they went a bit quiet. currently 19:16 19/11/2008 MI5 Horror Fags spent all afternoon reading my thoughts quietly repeating them, and swearing quietly at me on the mindcontrol. Since I have started trying shielding materials they were a lot quieter this afternoon (without any shielding) because they don't want to trigger any further attempts at shielding materials. However I went out for 30 minutes in the evening to the bar and there was no mindcontrol. As soon as I got home the MI5 Horror Fags immediately restarted the thought repetition and swearing at the new lower volume. It is just as annoying as at the higher volume, the only purpose is to make it sufficiently unclear so that I do not try the shielding materials again, because it will be less clear whether the shielding is working or not. currently 20:14 19/11/2008 MI5's mindcontrol psychopaths abused me while I was brushing teeth in emotionless, quiet voices with thought reading and sexual and anal abuse. They kept asking "who's Robbie Forfar?" You can read about him at; http://www.guardian.co.uk/theobserver/2007/aug/26/features.magazine67 where he is happy for his name to be used, and does not feel himself to be physically threatened by those he stalks and sections. However, if I name RF publicly, he immediately bullies my "supine" social worker who equally doesn't want to be identified. It seems as if the only person who gets identified is the person who gets tortured. The bullies, cowards and torturers must remain nameless, unless they want to boast to the Observer about what a good job they are doing. "Who's Robbie Forfar?" asked the MI5 mindcontrol again quietly as I was typing in this report. They also asked "what does supine mean?" in reference to my weak social worker who gets bullied all the time by RF of FTAC and then denies RF is bullying him. For the record, I never said RF's name. MI5 kept repeating the name "Robbie Forfar, who's Robbie Forfar?" on the mindcontrol, but I only refer to a man known as RF. If I were ever to give his name out loud, my "supine" social worker assures me "Terrible Things Will Happen". He didn't specify what terrible things will happen. To him, probably, not me; RF will be bullying him again tomorrow, on the phone naturally, so that the "supine" social worker can deny that he has been bullied. .................................................................................................... currently 13:50 20/11/2008 MI5 MindControl have been abusing me since I woke up this morning at home with the usual mixture of sexual and anal abuse and thought reading. They've been doing this for a long time and nothing changes, they are as repetitive as ever. However it seems to have got quieter since I tried the shielding yesterday. I have some more potent shielding I want to try and I'm not really getting the opportunity because the volume has got much quieter, which is probably their intention. I am about to have a bath and am very worried, because MI5 specialise in torturing me while I am washing my teeth, or while I am in the bath, and therefore unable to write down their words. Recently I have been bathing at night to avoid the mindcontrol which does not happen at night. I am about to write a stroppy email telling RF the FTAC nuisance to fuck off and leave my social worker alone. Perhaps the Independent Police Complaints Commission can actually do something about FTAC. The Met's Professional Standards Division's response was "police supporting police" and tried to paint me as a terrorist. Yes, I'm serious, the police said I was a terrorist. Do I look like a Muslim to you? Gimme a bomb, I wanna blow up MI5. currently 15:31 20/11/2008 My worst fears were realised and MI5 MindControl kept up constant verbal anal and sexual abuse while I was in the bath. However they are not conversational merely repetitive so it is possible to ignore them, although they are very annoying. I am about to fire off some stroppy emails and then I will go to my evening course. I am still trying to memorise aspects of Photoshop which I keep forgetting because of the maddening repetition of swear words imposed on me by MI5 mindcontrol. currently 21:47 20/11/2008 MI5 Horror Homos abused me on the mindcontrol all afternoon in the house until I left at 5pm. Then they tormented me on the web design evening course with constant swearing and thoughtreading and maddening repetition until 8.30pm when the lecture finished. I thought "I'm not enjoying this", they answered "we're not enjoying this either". The torture only happened at home and on the course and not in public, so MI5 were using two mindcontrol machines with two separate teams of people again. They were speaking quietly so as to introduce doubt in my mind that they are doing it at all, and so as not to get caught. I got home at 9.20pm and the MI5 Horror Fags immediately went off the deep end calling me a paedophile, which is obviously false. I can't sue for slander because they are only expressing this to me and not to any other person. However I can sue for harassment and I intend to do so. Currently I have a case active with Investigatory Powers Tribunal and it will be interesting to see what the outcome there will be. IPT actually emailed me back today so I must resist the urge to point out their record of not finding for complainants, because they actually seem sympathetic to me if I read today's response correctly. .................................................................................................... currently 11:52 21/11/2008 This morning has followed the standard pattern of mindcontrol in the house but not outside. I went to the cafe around 8am and there was no mindcontrol. I went to see my social worker and there was no mindcontrol outside the house. As soon as I got home at 11.30am MI5 Horror Fags started sexually abusing al Fayed again quite viciously. Then they turned their attention to me with vicious whispering of the same two words over and over again. I am trying to remember some Photoshop and it's quite difficult because MI5 MindControl are attacking me all the time at home, so I will probably go out quite soon. Quite soon I will start sending faxes to Parliament. I have been told this is okay as long as it's one fax per MP per week and the faxes are brief. My social worker doesn't want any faxes at all, but he probably knows what I think of him. I also told him that MI5 had tried to shoot me on 17 November 2001 and he admitted he was aware of this from my website. We have never brought the subject up before because I think he is rather "correct" and on the side of the powers that be, not of the client. I told him that when I sued MI5 in Orlando Federal Court two years ago they could have denied Attempted Murder but chose not to, costing both me and them a lot of money. The social worker sided with MI5 and said that didn't prove they had tried to kill me, merely that they had not denied trying to kill me. I have also tried to bring this subject up with my psychologist but she is big on comfort and doesn't want to talk about it. My social worker doesn't want to talk about it either, he just wants to keep up his mortgage payments and side with the authorities by avoiding unpalatable truths. currently 15:47 21/11/2008 About two hours ago I took 2mg clonazepam (klonopin) which used to put a stop to the voices. It hasn't this time; they have continued at home, with identical sexual and anal abuse and mindreading, merely at a lower volume. Even the accent is the same, so it's the same people, just shouting more quietly. I am afraid that MI5 have been stitching me up with the klonopin. They've been encouraging me to take the stuff by going quiet soon after I take it, even before it has had a chance to become chemically effective, when it is highly addictive and difficult to stop taking. They are deliberately harming me through "perp decoying", pretending the klonopin works when it doesn't. Therefore, I will stop taking klonopin, and instead concentrate on leaving the house as much as I can. I have a laptop computer and I can go to internet cafes and work there instead, which will be inconvenient, but there is no other choice. I cannot allow these people to torture me constantly every day and there is no medication in the world which will stop the mindcontrol, because it's real. Only leaving the house and distancing myself from the mindcontrol machine works. currently 17:50 21/11/2008 MI5 Horror Fags have been repetitively swearing at me all day on the mindcontrol and thought reading while I am at home. I am going out now to get some peace and quiet. I have finally got the C compiler finished and will have to update its web page. currently 19:44 21/11/2008 I went out to the bar for a pint and there was no mindcontrol outside, but it started immediately when I got home and continued while I brushed my teeth. They swore viciously at me, then they said "we're swearing at Robbie Forfar" over and over again. They also said "who's Robbie Forfar? fuck Robbie Forfar" over and over again. They really seem to be trying to wind the guy up. Then they said "can't believe this man" when I wrote down their exact words. MI5 are playing a curious game because they are clearly instructing FTAC to stop my faxes to Parliament, yet they are trying to cause as much conflict as they possibly can between FTAC and myself. So they are traitors to their own side, they are abusing FTAC while simultaneously using them. Essentially MI5 have no loyalty to their own people, but that is to be expected from such a completely amoral agency. currently 20:01 21/11/2008 Immediately after the last report I said "go away and leave me alone then". MI5's torture obsessed Horror Fags answered "we won't leave you alone, we can't leave you alone". Then they shamelessly started abusing their own side again ranting obsessively about "who's Robbie Forfar?" I bet RF the FTAC Lead Nurse wishes now he had not accepted MI5's poisonous instructions to stalk me for two years and try to imprison me to stop any faxes to Parliament. I wish to make clear I have never used RF's real name in newsgroup posts. MI5 have used his real name constantly. If he has a problem with his "supporters" in MI5 then he should complain to the Investigatory Powers Tribunal, who always exonerate MI5 of any wrongdoing. So far, anyway. currently 23:43 21/11/2008 I slept for two hours this evening because of the geodon. When I woke up the MI5 sexual deviants put an evil troll on my chatroom to make racist sexual remarks about Polish people. The MI5 troll was rapidly kicked off. Then the MI5 Horror Fags started abusing me on the mindcontrol and saying "driving us up the wall as well". There is no cessation to the perverted English evil, as instituted by the Evil MI5 Managers whose wives are all prostitutes. .................................................................................................... currently 08:17 22/11/2008 I've basically accepted geodon is not going to stop the mindcontrol and nor is any other medication, because mindcontrol is real. I've been awake all night writing an article to send to Parliament which is scathing of FTAC (hello RF) and MI5, and since about 6am MI5 MindControl have been using verbal sexual abuse of a homosexual nature which I will not write down in this report. They're out of luck because I finished the article which is now being transmitted to every MP in the House of Commons with a fax machine listed in Dod's. I'm not surprised MI5 have dragged their operatives out of their warm beds in the small hours of the morning to institute homosexual abuse on the mindcontrol. These are the first faxes I have sent for a year and a half and they are very forthright. I anticipate another urgent sectioning assessment from FTAC on Monday morning to stop any more revelations about them and MI5's role in trying to kill me on 17 November 2001, as well as the continuing MindControl Torture which never ceases. currently 21:05 22/11/2008 There was as ever no mindcontrol outside the house. This afternoon they were quite conversational and trying to get me to stop sending faxes to Parliament, saying "we'll leave you alone if you leave us alone" which is plainly lies because they are obsessive homosexuals and they will never leave me alone. As soon as I got home they had a conniption repeating "eighty million quid" which is apparently how much their operation has cost from 1990 until now. .................................................................................................... currently 09:16 23/11/2008 MI5 mindcontrol have been harping on repeatedly at me since I woke up at 8am, and they keep saying "stop annoying al Fayed" where they refer to themselves as "al Fayed", just as they did in 2005. They really are determined to besmirch the poor guy's name. I am trying to memorise some Photoshop and the constant repetition is very annoying. However it is just about possible to ignore it and concentrate on more productive activities. I think the "stop annoying us" is a product of this weekend's fax to Parliament asking for FTAC to be closed down, and generally being anti-MI5, which will attract the standard paranoid reaction from RF of FTAC. RF seems to be a slightly mentally ill man who gets at other mentally ill people. His policeman buddy MW would never have persecuted me for 18 months the way RF has. currently 11:27 23/11/2008 Business as usual, I went out to the cafe and the mindcontrol immediately stopped. I got home and MI5 Horror Fags immediately started repeating my thoughts and swearing at me again, quite viciously and constantly. I am seriously disabled by the constant mindcontrol. I intend to go out again this afternoon, to avoid the mindcontrol. currently 20:22 23/11/2008 I was asleep for a couple of hours this afternoon, during which there was no mindcontrol. They really started butchering me when I brushed my teeth, and unusually they started getting at other English people. MI5 Horror Homos started asking "who's Discordian?" which is the nick of an English IRC user from a very English IRC channel which excludes Polish people. They also asked "who's Robbie Forfar?" but he's not English, I believe he's Scottish. MI5 mindcontrol kept swearing at me using their homosexual abuse as always. They are very serious in their abuse of me, and they refuse to practice "perp decoying" in respect of any medication. When I was taking clozapine for a few weeks in 1997 it made no difference to the real life abuse in Ottawa, although I had to stop taking it because of agranulocytosis. I am absolutely sure MI5 would not allow clozapine to "work" to prevent their technological mindcontrol either. They are not allowing geodon to "work" and geodon has an excellent reputation. It works for most people, but MI5 are so desperate to see me dead they will keep up the mindcontrol regardless of whatever medicine I take. The only answer is to physically escape from these gay monsters, and then they follow you rubbing their pricks up and down, see the video from 1 September 2000. .................................................................................................... currently 07:03 24/11/2008 MI5 Horror Homos have been on the mindcontrol for 30 minutes now. "We love swearing at you" apparently. I am going out to the cafe in a minute to avoid the mindcontrol which seems to start very early in the morning these days. However it is only within the house. I hope the economy improves soon and banks stop requiring bailouts, because just as during the 1992 recession I have become the scapegoat for the downturn. "Pissed ourselves laughing" they keep repeating at me on the mindcontrol. I told them I'd piss myself laughing when the MI5 Horror Homos all went to jail. It is completely wrong for MI5 to be expanding to a massive 4,000 staff with no real terrorist threat and a recession looming. I hope they get their wings trimmed as a result of this case. I also hope they are policed correctly, because IPT has never found against them. currently 08:59 24/11/2008 Outside the house there was no mindcontrol. As soon as I got home MI5 mindcontrol started again with the customary swearing, thought reading and repeating "kill ourselves laughing". I told them if them would be so kind as to kill themselves outside my window then I would video them just as I had the Masturbating MI5 Agent on 1 Sept 2000 and we could make a snuff video for Youtube, and they went quiet for a bit because my thought was actually original, and MI5 are not really an "intelligence" agency having no originality but rather a "mindless repetition for salary" agency. The US Congress fax system has gone down today and no Congressman is reachable this morning by fax. Their phones still seem to work. They obviously have a centralised fax system which probably goes to computer rather than paper, but it's worrying that every single Congressional fax number is unobtainable. MI5 Horror Homos are constantly talking in loud whispers intended to scare the hell out of me, and they are partly succeeding. They have constantly threatened me since August 2005, first by telling me I would die of a heart attack in ten minutes, and further by talking in loud scary whispers on the mindcontrol. I don't want to take more anti-anxiety medication because it is addictive, but MI5's purpose is to make me panic stricken and they are partly succeeding, so I may have to take some klonopin later if this continues. However I will be out of the house for most of today avoiding the mind control, just as my psychologist suggests, so perhaps the klonopin won't be necessary. In fact I will be seeing my psychologist this morning, and will complain loudly about the mindcontrol. currently 19:26 24/11/2008 MI5 Horror Fags waited all day for me to get home around an hour ago, then they started repeating two swear words over and over again trying to run a rut into my mind. While I brushed my teeth and was vulnerable they attacked me on the mindcontrol, or rather they abused my mother which is rather desperate of them because legally it's slander and MI5 may have to deny it in court. I just sent a fax over the weekend and that is why the Evil MI5 Managers instructed their underlings to so severely attack me and my family again this evening. There is clearly a sexual component to the Horror Fags' abuse because it sounds as if they must masturbate every day on the mindcontrol and they are complete dirty "buggers". I am going out again this evening to avoid the Horror Fags' constant torment. I told them they were perverts but they just thrive on the insults I give them because there is a gang of these people (there are several of them on the mindcontrol, they outnumber me) and they all egg each other on, and in turn the Evil MI5 Managers (whose wives are all whores according to the newspapers) egg on their subordinates to attack me. They are evil. .................................................................................................... currently 16:21 25/11/2008 It's been quieter today in the house, but the content has been worse. For some time now MI5 Mindcontrol have been repeating "we sodomise children". I am very scared and have taken some anti-anxiety pills. The mindcontrol is very frightening. The current sounds similar to the rape threats MI5 were making in autumn 2001 using Virgin Radio and real life Americans. currently 21:32 25/11/2008 MI5 Horror Fags were absent outside the house, and started a few minutes ago as soon as I got home. They swore at me and said "we enjoy bullying people". Then they started sexually abusing my living mother, which is slander. Then an English pig said "he enjoys bullying people". They are horrible. They said "we're not idiots either okay". I told them "you sound like idiots" because they just swear and repeat stuff constantly. .................................................................................................... currently 08:09 26/11/2008 I woke up at 7am and MI5 Horror Fags started anally fixating on the mindcontrol around 8am. I told my mother I was still hearing voices, but I did not tell her the mindcontrol had been talking about her specifically, because that would hurt her. However they have verbally sexually abused my living mother both yesterday and the previous day, and that is something which has got to stop. My mother is an excellent person and all the Polish people in Balham think she is very nice. MI5 Monsters have been committing slander which is actionable against her in her son's ears or brain. This has got to stop. They just said "killing themselves laughing" which I was writing this report, so the English really are complete evil monsters. I love my mother more than anything else in the world and when Security Service are rude about her it hurts me worse than when they are rude to me personally. I also love my dead father as I do my mother and have been deeply hurt by what the MI5 Monsters have said about him over the last three years, but he cannot sue for defamation because he is dead. However I can mention this in any legal action I take against MI5 and I will be sending this Torture Report again to the Investigatory Powers Tribunal in a few days. currently 10:37 26/11/2008 MI5 Monsters have been repeating two anal words on the mindcontrol for about thirty minutes. Why do they obsess on the anal? Because they are homos. There is a gang of English MI5 agents fixating on a Polish family living in London. They have seriously verbally sexually abused both my Polish parents on the mindcontrol. They would never have done this to an English family, and they have been very careful not to say anything against English people, with the occasional lapse. Therefore, MI5 are racist English homos. currently 16:12 26/11/2008 I was out this afternoon and there was no mindcontrol. However I heard "auxiliary voices" which were plainly not real. This is because of the constant and repetitive nature of the MI5 mindcontrol, which is meant to run a rut into your mind with the severe abuse and intended to make you hear "voices" for real. When I got home 15 minutes ago the real MI5 mindcontrol immediately restarted with a loud English voice no longer whispering but shouting loudly on the mindcontrol in a bullying tone telling me "accept the offer" in respect of Bates Wells Braithwaite's offer of £ 2,000 compensation for poor service. I am nevertheless minded to reject their offer because I think the Law Society is being too much on the side of the solicitors who performed so poorly particularly against MI5 in 2003. MI5 are racist and against mentally ill people. They keep repeating phrases such as "paranoid schizophrenia" and "crazy" which denote illness. The English of the 1990s and 2000s and no different to the Germans of the 1930s and early 1940s. They just pretend they are. I am about to brush my teeth and am very worried because MI5 have started verbally sexually abusing both my parents on the mindcontrol while I brush my teeth, which is when I am at my most vulnerable. I told them they were monsters, and they did not reply. currently 16:59 26/11/2008 I just finished brushing my teeth, and sure enough MI5 Horror Fags used the occasion to bugger me severely. They started talking in loud voices, then gradually the volume of their voices dropped until they were almost whispering. They kept fixating on my bottom just as real English homosexuals do. Because I had previously mentioned that they had insulted my family while I was brushing my teeth, they avoided the topic of my parents. Instead they damaged my mental state by calling me "paranoid" and "crazy" and constantly anally obsessing which was very uncomfortable. Now that I have finished brushing my teeth and am writing this report they have pretty much had their gay wank on the mindcontrol and finished talking to me. currently 20:25 26/11/2008 MI5 Horror Fags have rather lost their patience with me this evening. They have been making death threats again. "We'll kill you in Canada, we'll kill you here. Don't write that down." I think they're relying on me to end my own life and they're out of luck on that one. I worry that just as in 2001 their threats are for real and they might really kill me or make me disappear in Canada. Then they started savagely verbally sexually abusing al Fayed on the mindcontrol again. Nothing ever changes. Recently they got some teenage English prostitute to make sexual allegations about him. .................................................................................................... currently 09:07 27/11/2008 I woke up at 4am and there was mindcontrol until 7am when I left the house. Worryingly I heard what must have been voices outside until I got back home a few minutes ago. Then the mindcontrol started repeating "we love you" which is very worrying indeed. The Alan Holdsworth guy from the late nineties was homo but it's worrying that there's a whole gang of these homos in British Intelligence. Obviously there's a sexual element as proven by the series of public masturbations which finished with their agent being videotaped on 1 September 2000, but this morning in particular has been very worrying. currently 14:27 27/11/2008 I got home around 1pm and the mindcontrol started again. Unfortunately I was hearing what were clearly internally sourced voices in London today. I took 1mg klonopin and all my voices stopped an hour later or rather they went very, very quiet, so luckily MI5 are still prepared to practice "perp decoying" in respect of the klonopin. They keep repeating two swear words at me like a heartbeat which are intended to make me hallucinate. I wonder if I'll ever be able to stop taking klonopin. I tried ShieldIt Super material from lessemf.com and it didn't work for mindcontrol, nor did it work for a cordless phone whose transmissiom came through loud and clear. Next I shall try grounding the material to the mains ground and see if that provides any better shielding. The light shielding fabrics are quite useless for any purpose though. currently 22:09 27/11/2008 A foul mouthed imbecilic voice has been swearing at me ever since I got home an hour ago, repeating the same obscenities so it sounds as if it's a recording. I am trying to get the MI5 imbecile to leave me alone but he won't. There is only one voice and he repeats my thoughts and swears at me all the time using exactly the same words. It is very annoying and without pause. currently 22:31 27/11/2008 MI5's mindcontrol sodomites have been torturing me by fixating on my bottom again. They keep repeating the same phrase over and over again in exactly the same way and it must be a recording. It is very painful. I am going to try to get to sleep to avoid the mindcontrol torture. .................................................................................................... currently 14:52 28/11/2008 There was mindcontrol as soon as I woke up at 10am, and it was quite conversational for a change. I left the house and experienced some voices outside which were clearly in my mind and not mindcontrol, and which gradually receded. I have found taking klonopin reduced the volume of the mindcontrol but does not stop it entirely, which is disappointing because some months ago it would stop it entirely. Geodon is not the wonder drug I had hoped and doesn't even stop the induced voices which occur outside the house, so in a few weeks time I will be looking for some other medication, depending on what happens in Canada. The mindcontrol is quieter particularly with klonopin so it's bearable but inconvenient. A week ago I faxed Parliament asking for the nuisance FTAC unit to be closed down. Their leader David James wrote to my NHS psychiatrist and they will probably refuse to allow me to see what they wrote, because I would immediately send their letter along to the Independent Police Complaints Commission with whom I have an appeal against FTAC, on the grounds of further police harassment. If they won't give me the letter then I will make another data protection request and get it from them using that law. They are being a real nuisance and I do not recognise their unit's right to exist because no other country has such a unit exclusively targeted on mentally ill people. currently 21:37 28/11/2008 Strangely there has been very little mindcontrol for a few hours. I took klonopin this morning and geodon and for a few hours there have only been the vague inevitable echoes of mindcontrol, particularly when brushing teeth. I also put the radio on loudly. It will be nice if this continues. .................................................................................................... currently 19:38 01/12/2008 MI5 MindControl started harassing me around 7pm when I brushed my teeth and was most vulnerable, with some rather nasty repeated sexual swearing. They are still abusing me as I write this report. I took an anti anxiety pill because the mindcontrol made so anxious. It seems to be getting less frequent but this evening was pretty bad. I wonder if they'll leave me alone in Vancouver, or if they'll stalk me from hotel to hotel as they did for example in Paris a few years ago, shouting outside the window, before the mindcontrol started. .................................................................................................... currently 10:26 02/12/2008 MI5 Horror Homos kept fantasising on the mindcontrol about my bottom until I left the house around 9am. There was no mindcontrol outside the house. As soon as I got home fifteen minutes ago the mindcontrol started again with a monotonous voice, which sounds like a recording, fantasising about my bottom again, just repeating one or two words over and over. currently 22:32 02/12/2008 I got home an hour ago and MI5 Horror Homos immediately started repeating their bottom fixation over and over again. They also said "we're killing ourselves laughing" and I told them that as long as they killed themselves, preferably in prison when they got caught for torture, that was just fine. ShieldIT super fabric does not stop mindreading or inflicted thoughts. I found that out recently and tried it again this evening and it doesn't work. It doesn't even shield a cordless phone, so it's quite useless. The literature claims 100dB shielding but that claim is obviously false if it doesn't even work for a cordless phone. MI5 just kept repeating the same phrase over and over and I told them they had no conversation, that they were the most nauseating people on the entire planet, and that I was glad I wasn't English because I didn't want these idiots in my race. currently 22:44 02/12/2008 MI5 have put their customary gay rapist on the mindcontrol this evening fantasising about my bottom. The rapist doesn't even deny he's gay and keeps repeating the same anal fixated phrase over and over again as if nothing else in the world could possibly matter. Occasionally they start abusing al Fayed again but the muslim terrorists they're supposed to be chasing never get a mention. .................................................................................................... currently 11:35 03/12/2008 I noticed when I was watching DVDs in my mother's room the mindcontrol went quiet, so at 9am this morning I took my notebook computer in front of the TV. The mindcontrol left me alone for an hour until 10am when the MI5 obsessive gay rapists started torturing me again in my mother's room before the TV on the mindcontrol with their constant anal obsession. I am not surprised they started again after an hour because they cannot stop earning their money and carrying out their gay rapist sexual obsessions. It shows it's technological mindcontrol and not mental illness, because if it were schizophrenia then the voices would not be present before the TV. Around 11.30am the English gay rapist voice started shouting "he loves being buggered", even louder than the radio which was at maximum volume. I am very anxious and have taken 1mg klonopin to counter the anxiety. Klonopin used to reduce the mindcontrol volume but it doesn't now because the MI5 gay rapists are so obsessed with torturing their victim. currently 14:52 03/12/2008 I am so anxious I have taken 3mg klonopin, which is the most I have taken for several months. It has reduced the volume of the mindcontrol but not the content because MI5 are still going nutty on the subject of al Fayed. They call themselves "al Fayed" and keep repeating "stop swearing at al Fayed", where "swearing" means bringing a complaint against MI5. If you complain to anyone at all, whether your MP who does nothing anyway, or a court or Tribunal, about MI5 stalking you, trying to kill you, torturing you since August 2005 with mindcontrol their response is to torture you even more severely because British Intelligence are obsessive gay rapists who like to torture children and it is the only language they understand. They are supported in their torture to silence my complaints to Parliament by the "Sinister" FTAC unit which keeps hysterically insisting I be sectioned, so as to stop any faxes of complaint to the House of Commons. currently 22:41 03/12/2008 I took 4mg klonopin and it stopped the fear for a few hours but now the mindcontrol is back even while the klonopin is still fully active. Therefore there is "perp decoying" active intended to addict me to klonopin which I have been trying to detox from. They keep asking me "what does up your asses mean?" and they keep repeating my thoughts and swearing at me. Again it is constant despite the klonopin. The reason for the sudden resumption of MI5 torture is because I have been writing to my Law Centre regarding a legal action for harassment against MI5, and the Security Service perverts do not want their organisation to be sued again for harassment and torture. currently 23:07 03/12/2008 I told MI5 "you rape children, you're monsters" and the pigs responded with "he likes raping children". The klonopin is irrelevant. I told them they were monsters worse than Ian Brady who raped children, because they were employed by the Brish Government to rape children as part of their job, and they answered with sexual swearing. currently 23:57 03/12/2008 Around 11.30pm MI5 Horror Fags started repeating my thought "panic stricken". I am panic stricken because they are still torturing me on the mindcontrol, but the MI5 agents are quite calm because they know their employers will always protect them and never release their individual identities. Then they started repeating "leave us alone", torturing me on the mindcontrol. They don't want me to leave them alone, because British Intelligence are vicious homosexuals and my insistence on complaining is reason enough for them to carry on torturing me. The MI5 Horror Fags kept insisting "panic stricken" repeatedly to try to force me into an anxiety state. The English are the most ghastly homosexual sadists. currently 22:06 04/12/2008 MI5 Horror Homos attacked me as soon as I got home at 9.30pm in loud child molester whispers, swearing sexually and repeating my thoughts. I have taken two zopiclone sleeping pills and intend to go to sleep quickly to avoid the mindcontrol torture. .................................................................................................... currently 14:18 05/12/2008 I got told "don't swear at al Fayed" on the mindcontrol this morning shortly before I left the house at 10am. There was no mindcontrol outside the house. When I was in the house 30 minutes ago MI5 seemed worried they would be laughed at if it all came out, so they expressed their fears by telling me *I* would be laughed at if the 18 years of MI5 Torment became public knowledge. Then they launched into their standard round of mindcontrol thoughtreading and swearing. I asked if they would have a conversation with me and they declined, preferring to settle for repetition. British Intelligence employs some really stupid operatives. currently 14:45 05/12/2008 MI5 Horror Fags kept insisting "we don't rape children", so I thought I should write down their repeating mindcontrol statement, if only for some peace and quiet from the repeated mindcontrol gay rape. Whether MI5 do in fact rape children is left for the reader to decide. .................................................................................................... currently 10:32 07/12/2008 MI5 Horror Homos started the customary sexual and anal swearing on the mindcontrol while I was in the bath, and they are continuing as I type this report. It sounds as if they are using recordings. The mindcontrol is at a quiet level but repetitive and distinct. In my experience they never leave you alone until you leave the house which I may have to do soon for my own peace of mind. currently 15:01 08/12/2008 Just before I left the house at 10.15am, MI5 Horror Homos started verbally sexually abusing the unfortunate al Fayed again. There was no mindcontrol outside the house, and it restarted immediately when I got home an hour later. There seems no end to the perverted evil of British Intelligence. currently 21:12 08/12/2008 I went out this evening and there was no mindcontrol. As soon as I got into the house at 8.30pm the mindcontrol started repeating the name "Alan Holdsworth" who was MI5's head homo in the late nineties. Today I have taken all my geodon which is working fine and 3mg klonopin for the anxiety and still they keep reading my thoughts and repeating them at my mind, and swearing at me incessantly. Then they started softly whispering swear words at me in their child molester voices. They are still quietly swearing in paedophile voices as I write this report. .................................................................................................... currently 11:45 09/12/2008 MI5 HorrorFags attacked me at 11.45am with "pissed ourselves laughing" sneering at me on the Heavy Torture. The reason they are sneering is because I am entirely unable to stop them victimising me while I am at home. I will be out of the house all afternoon and evening and hope to avoid the Heavy Torture on the mindcontrol. Then they started repeating quietly "there's something really wrong with this guy", trying to make me anxious, which I took 1mg klonopin to counteract the anxiety. I told them in my thoughts "I'll piss myself laughing when you monsters go to prison." currently 01:03 10/12/2008 I was out of the house from 1pm until midnight. MI5 Horror Homos were waiting for me when I got home from the pub at midnight, talking very slowly and quietly on the mindcontrol with the customary themes of sexual and anal abuse. It costs Security Service around £ 30,000 per day to sit on their arses swearing and it is a fantastic waste of money. .................................................................................................... currently 18:38 10/12/2008 There was no mindcontrol until I got home at 2pm. I had been to see the NHS psychologist Suzanne who seems to place her income and medical correctness above the health of her client, or even his life. I asked her about the MI5 assassination attempt of 17 November 2001 and she said "scary, odd" but continued to be "agnostic" and "open minded" about it. She admitted she had not listened to the recording, not read the transcript or the webpage, she had no information to go on, but clung rigidly to her "agnosticism" and "open mindedness". She seems remarkably stupid. I've seen Suzanne for 21 meetings now, and at the beginning she placed a probability of 10% to 20% on the mindcontrol being real. Today I asked her again for her view, and she again said she thought there was a 10% to 20% chance of the mindcontrol being real. 21 hours of explaining it to her has not changed her view by a single percentage point, and she has been earning a large salary from listening to my explanations. She has completely put me off any further counselling or therapy because she is the best one I have seen in terms of intelligence, and even she is completely useless. All the others were useless as well, and some of them were offensive. I don't want any more counselling or therapy because it doesn't work and there is something seriously wrong with the psychology profession. I think you get into more trouble if you have counselling and it contributes nothing to your health. As soon as I got home MI5 Horror Fags started with the customary mind reading and repetition. I read a web article on unemployment and they said "we'll lose our jobs as well" which seemed remarkably resigned and candid. They attacked me severely while I was brushing my teeth and kept repeating that they were "normal people" when in fact British Intelligence are severely abnormal torturers. I tried ShieldIT Super from lessemf.com which claims 100dB effectiveness at 1GHz with grounding to mains earth and it did not stop the mindcontrol. Nor did it stop a cordless phone within the material. Then I tried Flectron Conductive Fabric which is copper plated fabric, also from lessemf.com both with grounding to mains earth and without. Neither of the options stopped the mindcontrol. Placing a cordless phone entirely within the fabric stopped the tranmissions, but if there were any gaps then the cordless phone still transmitted and received to the base. So essentially none of the shielding fabrics work for the mindcontrol. And psychologists and counsellors are all useless and will always be useless. At least the combination of geodon and klonopin is keeping me fairly healthy so to be honest I don't really need shielding fabrics or psychologists. I just complain because the reduced mindcontrol is still quite annoying, and complaining is fun. currently 21:23 10/12/2008 MI5 Horror Homos have been desperately and repetitively anally fixating on the mindcontrol, constantly. They are terrorising me with their homosexual anal fixation and I have just taken 4mg klonopin for the fear. The mindcontrol is particularly bad in the evening. Yesterday I stayed out of the house until after midnight to avoid the MI5 Horror Homos and today they are intent on buggering me again on the mindcontrol without pause or remorse. .................................................................................................... currently 15:38 12/12/2008 I got home at 3.15pm and the MI5 Horror Fags immediately started the customary mindreading and sexual and anal abuse on the mindcontrol. Immediately I took 1mg klonopin for the fear. I am afraid of MI5 because of the mindcontrol which is constant at home and because they tried to kill me on 17 Nov 2001. They answered "we tried to kill you?" as if they were completely unaware of that fact. Then they launched into a fresh round of abuse on the mindcontrol. Around 15:36 mindcontrol started repeating "he's playing with himself" as I typed a newsgroup post. If you want to see an American instructed by MI5 to masturbate, see the website, evidence, britspy. currently 17:13 12/12/2008 Immediately after the last report MI5 mindcontrol continued to torture me with the words "playing with himself". They don't seem to understand that it is they who are the masturbators, and one of them got caught on video publicly doing so, see website. They are talking in very quiet voices, and the content is less disgusting than it was a year or two ago, but it still causes me a lot of anxiety for which I have to take klonopin. A few minutes ago I brushed my teeth during which MI5 mindcontrol anally fixated as they always do. I just took another klonopin for the fear. currently 22:25 12/12/2008 The MI5 mindcontrol horror fags have been quietly swearing anally at me again, and they are seriously hurting me. This happens all the time that I am at home, and stops as soon as I leave the house. I don't understand how people could be so blind as Suzanne the NHS psychologist who merely lies for her money and pretends she is blind when surely 21 meetings must have brought some sort of reality to her. .................................................................................................... currently 14:59 13/12/2008 MI5 have been very quietly talking to me for the last 30 minutes. They said "we're not doing this for fun" and "you'll lose your life". They already made an attempt on my life on 17 November 2001 which I sued them for, which triggered the Heavy Mindcontrol Torture. They effectively made another attempt on my life in October/November 2005 with the Heavy Mindcontrol Torture. I don't want that to happen again, so I am quite worried about MI5's threat "you'll lose your life". However I am determined to keep complaining against them because otherwise they will enjoy themselves with my poor mind and they will never stop torturing me. currently 21:48 14/12/2008 It's been quiet for most of today, but a few minutes ago MI5 Horror Homos started the mindcontrol again with mindreading and the customary anal fixation. It is at a quiet level but is clear and they are repeating the same anal phrases over and over again. They will clearly carry on doing this until I leave for Canada on Wednesday, and they may even do it in canada. If they leave me alone in Canada, they may take a couple of weeks off for their Christmas holiday and restart the mindcontrol torture in January when I get back to London. British Intelligence are truly the most fixated homos in the world, and there is no stopping them. currently 08:46 15/12/2008 MI5 Horror Homos started mindreading and sexual swearing while I was in the bath about half an hour ago. They just told me "you should have died". They did not say on which occasion I should have died. currently 21:40 15/12/2008 MI5 Horror Fags have been molesting me again verbally sexually on the mindcontrol since about 9.30pm. It looks as if they are so desperate to abuse me that they will continue their homosexuality until I leave the country in less than two days time. It is unknown whether they will continue to torture me in Canada as they have done previously. I hope they leave me alone, and I will be moving from hotel to hotel to try to avoid the MI5 Horror Homos, but they are very clingy and persistent and there is no guarantee that I will be able to avoid them. Previously they have followed me from hotel to hotel, and they may try to do so again over the Christmas period, because the English are dedicated gay torturers. .................................................................................................... currently 04:38 20/12/2008 Last night was pretty grisly. I just moved into a new hotel and heard mindcontrol from about 8pm until I went to sleep at 11pm. It was not the mild stuff that I was experiencing in London which was gradually fading, but sexual and violent. I found it very uncomfortable so I took a sleeping pill and went to sleep around 11pm. I woke up around 4am at which time there was no mindcontrol. I am worried how they have managed to find me so quickly, within the space of a few hours, in this new hotel, or whether the mindcontrol yesterday was simply not real and I am merely experiencing momentum from what was happening in London. currently 16:46 20/12/2008 It's been pretty grisly again. There was mindcontrol late morning so I took a klonopin for the anxiety at noon, which didn't help at all. I went out to the hotel bar downstairs and the mindcontrol promptly stopped. I got back into the room at 3.30pm and the mindcontrol immediately started again with "piss ourselves laughing". I am very worried that MI5 Horror Homos have tracked me down to this Holiday Inn, because the mindcontrol is plainly real, and they have never operated in this hotel before. As I write these words they continue to abuse me with "piss ourselves laughing". MI5 are plainly intending to make me suffer for depriving them of their Christmas and New Year holiday. Tomorrow I will have to find another hotel. It is awful to be stalked by the MI5 homosexuals in a hotel where they have never yet operated. I have been in this Holiday Inn over the years and previously there has never been any MI5 presence here. I asked the receptionist if the data from my visit went onto the centralised system and he said no, it was kept within the hotel, so I can only think that MI5 must have a substantial surveillance effort in Vancouver over the Christmas and New Year period to track me personally from downtown to this hotel. I have just finished brushing my teeth during which MI5 Horror Fags gave me graphic verbal sexual abuse on the mindcontrol. It is much worse here in Vancouver than it was in London and MI5 are extracting their revenge for having their Christmas and New Year holidays spoiled by my forced escape to Canada over the festive period. They are being much more severe here than in the UK. .................................................................................................... currently 09:54 22/12/2008 MI5 Horror Fags attacked me again on the mindcontrol around 9am this morning in my hotel room. I thought "I've had enough of this shit" and they said "we've had enough of this shit as well" which was very unoriginal of them. The mindcontrol is plainly real and medicines simply will not work. Geodon doesn't work any better than any other medicine I have taken because it is simply irrelevant to mindcontrol which is implemented by some form of physics. I went to breakfast and the mindcontrol stopped as soon as I left the room. I get the impression that MI5 are only torturing me here in Vancouver in order to continue to torture me in London on my return, because it would look unconvincing if they left me alone in Vancouver over Christmas, and restarted in London after the holiday. I also get the impression from the unpleasantness of their recent abuse that they are annoyed at having their Christmas and New Year's holidays spoilt by my forced escape to Canada. currently 10:16 22/12/2008 Immediately after the last report, around 10am, MI5 Horror Fags started molesting me in quiet voices as if I were a child, and to rub it in they started repeating the word "paedophile" over and over again, both to make clear what they were doing and to remove any blame for their actions and place the blame for the molestation onto me. I took a klonopin to calm down because I was very anxious from the mindcontrol torture, and MI5 Horror Homos kept repeating the word "paedophile" at me on the mindcontrol. It is much worse in this hotel than it was in London, they didn't call me these things when I was in London. I think they want to make me pay for ruining their Christmas holidays so they are making the torture more severe. They started repeating the words "ruining their Christmas holidays?" and swearing at me over and over again. I feel terrified. They are swearing at me repetitively while I am typing these words, they are anally fixating again in the customary unhealthy fashion, as English people do. currently 10:44 22/12/2008 Immediately after the last report, around 10.30am, MI5 Horror Fags started talking to me in very quiet voices, sexually abusing my dead father again on the mindcontrol as they have done constantly ever since it started in October 2005. They said "can't believe this man" as I was typing the report. There is no cessation or pause to the evil of Security Service, and it is only getting worse now because they are annoyed that I have spoiled their Christmas holidays by leaving the country until January. The accents are English and sound similar or identical to the people who were abusing me in London. I told them out loud they were monsters and they seemed to go quiet. MI5 have never operated in this hotel previously despite my having stayed here several times over the years. I will have to move to a different hotel today to avoid the mindcontrol Horror Homos. Then MI5 mindcontrol started abusing my dead father again. currently 14:19 22/12/2008 The mindcontrol torture stopped around 11am when housekeeping asked when I would be leaving the hotel and I told them I would be out soon. Now I am in a different hotel where there is not yet any mindcontrol. I hope the Security Service Horror Fags can keep their paws off me for a few days, otherwise I will be moving to yet another hotel to try to avoid them. currently 20:57 22/12/2008 The MI5 faggots assaulted me around 7.45pm with mindreading and repetition and sexual and anal swearing, and it has been going on constantly ever since. I just moved into this hotel a few hours ago, and it looks like I will have to move out soon, because there is no peace here. British Intelligence are horrible perverts constantly fantasising about my arse. currently 08:50 23/12/2008 I have been hearing mindcontrol since the moment I woke up at 8am, but it has been very quiet, so either I am hallucinating or MI5 are trying to keep it quiet to avoid a report of their mindcontrol. They have been harping on about al Fayed again and all their customary topics. They are very annoying. currently 11:16 23/12/2008 MI5 Horror Fags have been attacking me since I woke up. While I was in the shower they read my thoughts and kept repeating the word "polytherapy". Once I was out of the shower they continued attacking me and concentrated on anal abuse, which the English specialise in. I have not yet connected to the internet or phoned anyone from this hotel, but I suspect Holiday Inns have a centralised system so your stay is immediately visible to the security services. MI5 kept anally fixating for the entire morning. Then they read my thoughts "this isn't very jolly" and answered "isn't very jolly for us either". I am spoiling their agents' Christmas holidays and MI5 are taking revenge by torturing me severely with mindcontrol in Vancouver. currently 14:04 23/12/2008 I went out at 11.30am and the mindcontrol stopped as soon as I left the room. I got back at 2pm and it immediately started again with the customary anal fantasising from MI5 Horror Homos. British intelligence are seriously the most anal people on the face of the planet. They talk about nothing else on the mindcontrol. They are completely typical of the English who constantly talk about the subject and use it as a term of abuse amongst themselves. In January when I was in Vancouver there were Americans present and they moderated the behaviour of the English so the mindcontrol only happened every three days or so, but now there are no Americans, and instead the vindictive English are constant in their abuse on the mindcontrol in the hotel room, wherever I go. The English are homosexuals and their constant anal fixation shows this clearly. There is a difference between hotels now and a few years ago. MI5 used to put people outside my room in the hotel corridor shouting abuse as they went by, or outside the hotel where they knew I would go. Now they just use mindcontrol to torture me instead, and there are no people shouting in the corridor or outside the hotel. The mindcontrol is invisible and much more effective, although obviously takes a few hours to set up and is far more expensive, but British intelligence is hugely rich and can afford to waste the taxpayer money. currently 16:43 23/12/2008 I got back a few minutes ago. There was no mindcontrol outside the room. It immediately started again with mindcontrol thought reading and severe swearing as soon as I got "home". I told MI5 out loud they were useless, because all they ever did was swear at people on the mindcontrol. In a normal job they would swear at the other employees and they would be thrown out for gross misconduct. Because they work for British intelligence, they swear all the time and they get to be MI5's favoured employees and promotions, as the Obscene English Pig was boasting about back in the spring of this year. Now they have started swearing sexually over and over again quite deliberately to make it sound as if they are masturbating. I told MI5 Horror Homos out loud "stop masturbating you dirty queers". They carried on masturbating in quiet voices, the same phrase repeated over and over. I said "this is terrible" and MI5 answered "for us as well" and they carried on masturbating repetitively on the mindcontrol. currently 17:27 23/12/2008 I told the MI5 mindcontrol out loud "fuck off you disgusting gay bastards" but they're not getting the message because they've just started repeating their standard nonsense about al Fayed. Then they said "this isn't funny for us either". currently 00:16 24/12/2008 Today has been the worst day on the mindcontrol for many months. Just now a horrible English voice told me "phone your mother, tell her you're committing suicide". It has been the first time in over a year that MI5 have openly instructed me to kill myself. There are no Americans present, which is unfortunate, because in January they were a moderating influence on the English in Vancouver and they kept the English in check so the mindcontrol only happened every three days or so. Now they are absent and the English have free fire on me with the mindcontrol torture. currently 15:53 24/12/2008 This morning MI5 tortured me until I left the hotel room at 11am. Now I am in a different hotel where they have not yet found me. currently 19:45 24/12/2008 Unfortunately MI5 Horror Fags found me at the fourth hotel and started the mindcontrol again about 7.30pm. They read my thought "tapwater" which they kept repeating insanely over and over in loud whispers. The whispering MI5 garbage keeps reading my thoughts and repeating them and swearing at me, which is what they always do. Yesterday they were talking in quite loud voices, today it is loud scary whispers again in English accents. I have not heard any American accents during this trip to Vancouver. The MI5 Horror Fags keep repeating the word "tapwater" as if it makes them incredibly important. In fact they are completely wrong because I am actually drinking bottled mineral water. They are stupid and vindictive and they are a disgrace to England. I told them to go and masturbate outside someone else's window so MI5 mindcontrol answered "we like masturbating outside your window". They're being curiously honest, see the video from 1 September 2000. currently 20:56 24/12/2008 MI5 Horror Fags have been abusing me on the mindcontrol since around 7.30pm. They keep reading my thoughts and swearing at me. I have taken all my meds and klonopin and none of them make the slightest difference. It looks as if I will need a new hotel soon. The current is the fourth hotel I have stayed in since getting into Vancouver, so the constant attention from MI5 is very unwelcome. The English are ghastly homosexual sadists and the reason they are after me here in Vancouver is so that they will be able to abuse me constantly on the mindcontrol when I get back to London, because if there were a gap then they would have to stop the mindcontrol torture. All I am doing in Vancouver is learning Photoshop for an exam in January, and MI5 Horror Homos are quite determined to stop me. I have just taken another klonopin pill for the anxiety which the MI5 Horror Homos are causing with their constant mindcontrol abuse. currently 09:24 25/12/2008 I've been hearing voices and they seem to be reading my mind since around 8am when I woke up, but I don't know if this is real or just momentum from so many months of real mindcontrol in London. They are unintelligent and automatic and either they are not real or there is some sort of automation involved, because I cannot imagine human beings would spend their Christmas Day mindlessly swearing, no matter how sadistic they were. Surely even British "intelligence" aren't that stupid. currently 11:15 25/12/2008 I went out of the room and the mindcontrol immediately stopped. I got back just before 11am and the MI5 Horror Fags immediately started seriously sexually assaulting al Fayed on the mindcontrol, and they verbally sexually assaulted me as well. A year ago there was no torture on Christmas Day on the mindcontrol, because security service took a day off, but this year they are sexually assaulting me on the mindcontrol even on Christmas Day. For sure they are getting paid substantial bonuses for torturing me and MI5 agents have no social lives anyway so perhaps they don't mind wasting their Christmas in Vancouver torturing me on the mindcontrol, perhaps it's what they would prefer to be doing on Christmas Day. British intelligence are remarkably sad people. Even on Christmas Day they are verbally sexually abusing al Fayed on the mindcontrol. Security Service's targets fill all of their lives and they have no lives other than to torment their targets. Surely they should be enjoying Christmas with their families, but you get the impression they have no families or friends and the only thing they understand is torturing people. Even when I have tried to escape from MI5 to Canada they insist on following me and torturing me here in the hotel on Christmas Day. MI5 are just such sad people, and very clingy and difficult to get rid of. They are living their lives through me, and they have no lives of their own. The current MI5 team are very similar to the old English queer Alan Holdsworth, who showed himself several times in the late nineties. That guy had no life of his own and was completely antisocial. He lived his life entirely through me and organised people to harass me at work and shout outside my apartment in Ottawa's Byward Market every night. I never saw him having any friends and he lived his life entirely through stalking me, with the full support of British Intelligence and the British Government, which paid millions of pounds for the government sponsored stalking. The current MI5 team are exactly the same. They are men fantasising about another male, so they are plainly homosexuals. currently 11:27 26/12/2008 It's just before 11am on Boxing Day and already the MI5 Horror Fags have started their anal fixation on the mindcontrol, with exactly the same words as always which they repeat as some sort of Torturer's Prayer. As long as the MI5 Horror Fags keep repeating their Torturer's Prayer, the Government will give them lots of money to Carry On Torturing the mentally ill person who is so hated by the English Establishment, and they can keep earning their rich salaries for swearing. Now it's 11.30am and MI5 have started repeating another verse of the Torturer's Prayer which is "pissed ourselves laughing". I am leaving the room because I have had enough. I have given them a nice hotel to stay in at the taxpayer's expense and they still insist on torturing me. Tomorrow I will go to a cheaper hotel which they will not be happy with, so perhaps they should treat me a little better if they want to stay in nice hotels and get the unfortunate taxpayer to foot the bill. currently 12:01 26/12/2008 I went out of the room immediately after the last report and the mindcontrol stopped. I returned to the room at 12 noon. It seems all you have to do to avoid the mindcontrol is leave your home or whatever hotel room you are staying in. currently 16:19 26/12/2008 MI5 mindcontrol have started quietly shouting "layer matting defringe" over and over again and swearing at me. I have spent Christmas learning Photoshop and MI5 have spent Christmas somewhere in this hotel swearing at me and reading my thoughts on the mindcontrol. Just now they said "something wrong with that man" which was live, they repeated it, and it is what they always say. It looks like I will have to move hotel again tomorrow, which will be a relief for my wallet because this one is very expensive. currently 17:27 26/12/2008 MI5 Horror Fags started sexually abusing my dead father on the mindcontrol as I was coming into the room. I said out loud "this is awful" and they answered "awful for us as well". They start performing some sort of weird formulaic circle jerk as soon as they see me in the hotel room. I thought "I'm being raped" and they went all quiet, then they started swearing sexually at me again on the mindcontrol, over and over again with the same two words. I thought "this is hurtful" and the English gay rapist answered "hurtful for us as well" in a quiet kiddie molester voice. currently 19:24 26/12/2008 The English Gay Rapist attacked me as soon as I got back into the hotel room, with two anal words repeated over and over. It sounds as if they are using recordings again because each iteration is exactly the same. I thought "leave me alone" and the English Gay Rapist answered "leave us alone, leave MI5 alone". The English Gay Rapist is clearly identifying himself as working for MI5. He is talking quietly in an English accent so it impossible to tell if it is the Obscene English Pig or some other of MI5's mindcontrol rapists. The mindcontrol has been very rapid to follow me around hotels in Vancouver. This is the fourth or fifth I have stayed in, I have lost count, and they have always arrived a few hours after I signed in. They are following me around physically because I do not make any phone calls or internet connections from the hotel until MI5's gay rapists have shown themselves. I am very worried that MI5's English Gay Rapist will find mindcontrol rape insufficient for his needs and will find some way of raping me physically. In autumn 2001 MI5 got English radio DJs to joke about rohypnol, a date rape drug, and ordered an American to shout "I was raped, I was raped" in the basement bar of Post Parkside in Orlando. These incidents led to my buying two handguns, and the consequent assassination attempt of 17 November 2001, which has never been exposed in the media. In summer 2000 MI5 made numerous incidents of public gay masturbation until their agent was caught on video publicly masturbating on 1 September 2000. I worry very much that MI5's overall strategy is to rape and kill me, and that raping me constantly on the mindcontrol will be insufficient for them, and they may try to rape and kill me physically, as they threatened to do in 2001. After I wrote the above paragraph, the English Gay Rapist savagely sexually attacked my dead father on the mindcontrol, just as the Obscene English Pig had been doing two years ago. The voice is so quiet the accent is indistinguishable from that of the Obscene English Pig, and that awful rapist may indeed have been brought back when he appeared to have left in May. Then the English Gay Rapist, who sounds very similar in content to the Obscene English Pig and may in fact be the same person, started repeating "we love raping your father". I have taken klonopin for the anxiety and will take more klonopin if this continues. They have said nothing about my mother, because she is alive and capable of defending herself. British Intelligence only rape the memories of dead people, who cannot answer back. .................................................................................................... currently 20:06 26/12/2008 MI5's English Gay Rapist is trying to destroy my love for my father who died in 1998. He has viciously sexually verbally attacked him on the mindcontrol this evening. I do not know what MI5 as an organisation hope to achieve by destroying my love for my father apart from satisfying their gratuitous sadism. Usually it is me personally they abuse verbally sexually on the mindcontrol but this evening my dead father has been their constant target. My mother is never their target because she is still alive but many months ago the Obscene English Pig made clear they would abuse her sexually also, once she dies, and the Pig gave an example of the sort of obscene phrase they would use to destroy her memory in my mind. MI5 are safe in destroying the reputation of dead people, because the law of defamation does not apply to dead people, and dead people cannot defend themselves against MI5's abuses. Therefore MI5 prefer to slander dead people, rather than the living. currently 21:30 26/12/2008 I have taken 2mg klonopin for the anxiety and the Gay English Rapist is continuing to quietly swear "fucking your father". This is exactly what British Intelligence were doing in October/November 2005 when the mindcontrol torture started and they are doing it now for the same reasons, because I have complained to the Investigatory Powers Tribunal, and MI5's sociopathic sadists do not understand any other method of behaviour other than verbally sexually abusing your dead family on the mindcontrol. No other method of behaviour occurs to them. currently 10:09 27/12/2008 I woke up at 9am and the mindcontrol started at 10am with the customary anal abuse which I will not bore you with. They kept repeating it even at 11am. It is still only within the hotel room and never outside. Unfortunately I have to be in the hotel room in order to learn Photoshop so for the time being I have to put up with their behaviour. I have just taken klonopin for the anxiety at 11am. currently 13:19 27/12/2008 MI5 Horror Fags are still fixating with their sexual and anal abuse on the mindcontrol and I have just taken another klonopin for the anxiety. I went to the bar this morning and there was no mindcontrol. As always it only happens within the room. I am about to leave the room and look forward to some peace and quiet from the MI5 Horror Fags while I eat lunch. The torture in the room is incessant regardless of whatever medications I take. Therefore medications are irrelevant and the mindcontrol is real, but we knew that in August 2005, and nothing has changed since then. currently 19:55 27/12/2008 I got into the hotel room before 8pm and MI5 Horror Fags immediately started fantasising about my backside, as they always do. They have spent tens of millions of pounds of taxpayers' money thinking about my arse, and they're not about to stop now. currently 21:42 27/12/2008 MI5 are continuing to obsess about my bottom on the mindcontrol. I estimate they have spent £ 50 million to £ 60 million obsessing about my bottom since 1990. They are very rich and powerful homosexuals who will stop at nothing when a dissident's bottom fills their minds. .................................................................................................... currently 13:00 28/12/2008 MI5 Horror Homos have been fixating on my bottom again since I woke up after 9am, constantly. They repeat their obsession over and over again on the mindcontrol. I just phoned Hyatt central reservations and I do not appear on their system. MI5 have followed me to this room at the Vancouver Hyatt where they have created their mindcontrol torture. My stay only appears on the hotel's system, not on central reservation. So I strongly suspect that Canadian security agencies or law enforcement are cooperating with MI5 to stalk me around Vancouver and give MI5 details of my hotel and room number, so that MI5 can then torture me using mindcontrol. The Canadians therefore know about the MI5 Heavy MindControl Torture, and are participating in it. I am very disappointed because I thought they wouldn't torture one of their own citizens within their own country. At 11am MI5 were still fantasising about my bottom on the mindcontrol. They have turned my room at the Hyatt hotel into a mindcontrol torture chamber. At noon MI5 Horror Homos were still fantasising about my bottom on the mindcontrol, without any cessation. They kept it going while I was in the shower and they have kept going now I am out of the shower. There is no let up in the torture, and I am leaving the Hyatt soon. My room at the Hyatt Hotel has been turned into a torture chamber by evil MI5 MindControl. By 1pm MI5 had been torturing me constantly since I woke up at 9am with their formulaic phrases, which are mostly related to their fantasies about my bottom. They are spending in my estimate £ 30,000 a day of British taxpayers' money, and employing a team of thirty people, purely for their evil fantasies about my bottom. The English are sick perverts. They have desecrated the Hyatt Hotel which is one of Vancouver's best hotels by turning my room here into a torture chamber. currently 16:08 28/12/2008 I just got into yet another hotel in downtown Vancouver and was greeted with the MI5 Murderers telling me on the mindcontrol "we're pissing ourselves laughing". There is a curious interrelation between comedy and murder in Anglo-Saxon culture. When the SS Totenkopf Division were sending Jews to the gas chambers they pissed themselves laughing at the sight of naked Jewish women about to meet their just end. When Jonathan Ross of the BBC demanded that the old BBC actor kill himself because the other comedian/torturer had fucked his granddaughter he claimed it was cutting-edge comedy. There is something very strange about Anglo-Saxon comedy, because it seems to depend on killing a weak target. The English are exactly the same as the Germans of the 1930s in their "comedy". One suspects that Anglo-Saxon "comedy" has been unchanged for a thousand years. .................................................................................................... currently 18:21 29/12/2008 MI5 attacked me on the mindcontrol all morning. The mindcontrol stopped when I went out, but the person I was meeting remarked I looked "vulnerable". As soon as I got back into the hotel room before 5pm MI5 mindcontrol attacked me verbally with "piss ourselves laughing". I told them out loud they were horrible evil monsters, and MI5 mindcontrol replied with repetitive sexual swearing. Just now they read my thoughts "conceited and rude" about someone I had known twenty years ago, so they kept repeating those words over and over again to annoy me. MI5 mindcontrol are imbecilic. All they do is read what's on the screen in front of them and repeat it a hundred times, interspersed with numerous formulaic swear words. MI5 are an embarrassment to the white race, it should really be the blacks being so stupid, not whites. currently 20:11 29/12/2008 There was no mindcontrol this evening outside the hotel room. As soon as I got in MI5 Horror Fags started fixating on my arse on the mindcontrol, very quietly, so as not to get caught. Then they started repeating "fucking your father" over and over again. After that they started fixating on my bottom again. Alarmingly the medication is simply irrelevant to the mindcontrol and I am seriously considering stopping taking the medication because it has no effect whatsoever on the mindcontrol which is plainly implemented by physics. currently 20:37 29/12/2008 After the last report MI5 Horror Homos kept repeating "fucking your father" over and over again. I told them they were child molesters. I told them to think of their own fathers, and of me fucking their fathers. They kept repeating their obscenities over and over again. It is much worse in Vancouver than in London where this was not happening. I think my isolation here leads to the MI5 MindControl Horror Fags attacking me much more severely, because I cannot go to my psychiatrist or GP because they are in London, and I cannot go to my mother for help. But I am not complaining against MI5 in Vancouver, which is their usual reason ("leave us alone") for torturing me. Whenever I make any form of complaint the MI5 Horror Fags torture me, but I am not making any complaints against them. It is pure vindictiveness on their side. I am working on Photoshop and am no threat to anyone, yet MI5 Horror Fags insist on grossly torturing me by sexually abusing my dead family. currently 21:30 29/12/2008 The MI5 Monsters have been abusing me constantly on the mindcontrol since I got back into the room. They just said "we'll leave you alone if you leave al Fayed alone". The MI5 Monsters are still referring to themselves as al Fayed, with whom they have a continuing fixation, and they are still constantly fixating on my arse which must be unique in the eyes of English Security Service. I told them out loud they were perverts. currently 22:34 29/12/2008 I told the MI5 Monsters out loud that they were nonces, that they should be in prison for what they were doing. I told them they were the same as Ian Brady, and they should be locked up for life for what they were doing. Ian Brady wanted a comfortable Government job, and the MI5 Monsters have comfortable Government jobs with promotions and their safety from prosecution assured by the Investigatory Powers Tribunal, which always finds in their favour. I told MI5 I called Ian Brady rubbish for what he did and I was calling MI5 rubbish for what they were doing to me. They repetitively swore at me in response. MI5 have imported some real murderers on the mindcontrol this evening. It is now 10.30pm and in a moment I am going out of the room to escape the unremitting abuse. .................................................................................................... currently 19:57 30/12/2008 I arrived at yet another hotel near the airport at 6pm to be greeted with a desperate volley of anal abuse from MI5 MindControl as soon as I walked into the room. This has gone on continuously for two hours now, and geodon and klonopin have not made the slightest difference. MI5 Horror Fags kept asking "who's a milksop?" in reference to Nigel the social worker who always gives in to FTAC bullying. FTAC enjoy bullying Nigel immensely because he is so weak and he is afraid for his mortgage so he doesn't even want to do his job. currently 20:38 30/12/2008 I went out of the room for thirty minutes and the mindcontrol promptly stopped. I went back into the room and it immediately started again. It is quite obvious that MI5 read my thoughts that I was going to this particular hotel by the airport, and they get here before I did. They only have today and tomorrow to torture me, which they are doing viciously. Then I will be back in London, and MI5 prefer to torture me outside the UK. It is much worse here than in London and it hasn't been this bad since I visited Poland in May. currently 11:40 31/12/2008 MI5 Horror Homos obsessed with my arse on the mindcontrol from waking at 8am until I went out of the room at 11am, when it stopped for half an hour. Now I am immediately going out again because MI5's constant fixation with my bottom is really wearing a rut in my mind, they just keep repeating the same two words over and over again all the time. It really interferes with my learning Photoshop to be so vindictively targeted by Security Service who have their arse in their heads. currently 12:17 31/12/2008 MI5 Horror Homos were totally absent when I went to the bar for thirty minutes, and the mindcontrol returned immediately with mindreading and bottom fixation as soon as I got back to my room. They keep swearing at me over and over again and it is very difficult to stand, so I will soon be going back to the bar where the MI5 Horror Homos are absent and there is no anal fixation on the mindcontrol. MI5 are complete idiots and they just keep repeating the same anal phrases over and over again without any thought whatsoever. They swear all day in the hotel room or at home in London and it sounds as if they are using recordings because the swearing sounds exactly the same each time. It is completely putting me off learning Photoshop and I have to go to the hotel bar with the workbook to learn for the exam because I could never study in the room through the constant MI5 Horror Homos abuse. currently 14:36 31/12/2008 I went out for lunch during which there was no mindcontrol. As soon as I got in, MI5 Horror Homos started anally fantasising, the same two words repeated over and over again. They also asked again "what's a milksop?" in reference to Nigel the weak brained social worker who always "expresses concern" when FTAC bully him, which they enjoy doing immensely. He also denies they are bullying him. He is hopeless. currently 15:33 31/12/2008 While I brushed my teeth MI5 Horror Fags kept up a barrage of sexual and anal abuse on the mindcontrol. Once I had finished they told me on the mindcontrol "kurwa, we're raping you". The mindcontrol torture has been constant in Vancouver while I am in the hotel room and stops immediately once I go outside the hotel room. Therefore it is the customary pattern same as in London with their mindcontrol machine pointed at my home location. currently 19:52 31/12/2008 I was briefly out of the room during which there was no mindcontrol. As soon as I got in the room MI5 started expressing the desire to "suck my big cock" if I would drop all complaints against them. The Investigatory Powers Tribunal is soon to make a decision on whether to find in my favour so Security Service's offer of oral sex is perhaps unsurprising. Some weeks ago they actually got an upper class English prostitute to perform oral sex on me in a restaurant in Hammersmith on the mindcontrol. I found the episode bemusing and somewhat embarrassing. Extreme sexual activities are typical of English people in general and British Intelligence in particular. .................................................................................................... currently 16:41 02/01/2009 I got back into this cesspit of a country this afternoon and got home around 4pm at which point MI5 Horror Fags immediately attacked me on the mindcontrol with mindreading and repetitive swearing and abuse. Naturally they also sexually abused al Fayed. Killing his son wasn't good enough for British Intelligence, now they have to torment him as well, and trying to kill me on 17 November 2001 wasn't good enough for them either, now they torture me for years on the mindcontrol. They sound as if they are masturbating vigorously on the mindcontrol while thinking of their prey's backside, just as they instructed an American colonial to masturbate publicly outside my window on 1 Sept 2000. currently 21:34 02/01/2009 I went to sleep because of jetlag. When I woke up at 9pm MI5 Horror Homos started torturing me to death on the mindcontrol, asking "what does massive laugh really mean?" and attempting to interrogate me using their torture methods. They kept torturing me with the words "massive laugh", so I told them, I'm mentally ill, I'll say anything, just stop torturing me. MI5 Monsters answered with a torrent of verbal anal abuse. I told MI5 Monsters that they were as bad as Ian Brady, that he tortured and murdered children and MI5 Monsters were doing the same, and they answered with the customary torrent of verbal anal abuse. currently 23:33 02/01/2009 MI5 Horror Fags have been torturing me ever since I got into the house at 4pm. While I was brushing my teeth they told me "we love buggering children" and then launched into a tirade of anal abuse. MI5 threatened to rape me in autumn 2001 shortly before they tried to kill me so the statement "we love buggering children" is entirely in character for them. Then they started repeating "we enjoy buggering children" and launched into another tirade of sexual and anal swearing. ....................................................................................................