....................................................................................................... currently 14:28 11/07/2007 I got back from Canada yesterday. I went out this morning, there was no mindcontrol. There has been mindcontrol swearing since I got back home this afternoon, but it has been muted and subdued. I asked my mother what she said to people who annoyed her, and she said "ja cie mam w dupie" which is an offensive Polish expression. I shall use this expression against the MI5 mindcontrol operatives. currently 22:04 11/07/2007 All evening there has been massive abuse on the mind control. MI5 have sexually abused my father and verbally sexually abused me directly. It is very hard to take, they have no limits on what they say and they have no morality or remorse for their abuse. currently 14:18 12/07/2007 It was quiet this morning, then MI5 kept up a stream of homosexual abuse for several hours. I told them "fuck off you gay perverts" but they do not go away. currently 15:09 12/07/2007 the mindcontrol just started "taunt the guy, you have no job"; it looks as if they will have no jobs in the near future. they have been mindreading and abusing all afternoon ... "we're just playing with your mind" currently 16:56 12/07/2007 MI5 mindcontrol are severely abusing me and I am leaving the house quickly. They have just started repeating material from an internet chatroom to show they are reading my thoughts. ....................................................................................................... currently 14:20 13/07/2007 I just got in from Streatham where there was no mindcontrol. Soon after getting home the mindcontrol started shouting "we want peace and quiet" followed by the usual obscenities. It seems they do not want peace and quiet, they just enjoy lying. currently 19:36 13/07/2007 They have been abusing me all day apart from when I went outside the house for a couple of hours. They are now molesting me in low voices so I told them "fuck off you perverted kiddie molesters" to which the Obscene English Pig swore at me. There seems very little variation in the conversation, because when they make a "Moby Dick" type original statement they show that they are real, and not internal. The Obscene English Pig just said "my penis in your mouth", so no change there from the gay HorrorFags. currently 14:17 14/07/2007 The MI5 HorrorFags have been swearing at me since I woke up. currently 21:22 14/07/2007 Just got in from Clapham, where there was no mindcontrol. The MI5 HorrorFags started abusing al Fayed as soon as I got home. they are shouting over the mindcontrol to stop me sleeping so I am taking a sleeping pill ... yes, this is how MI5 agents spend their Saturday nights, shouting over the mindcontrol outside the windows of mentally ill people. currently 17:00 15/07/2007 I was awake between 2am and about 7am this morning, unable to sleep partly because of MI5 mindcontrol shouting at me. They are currently still depriving me of sleep by preventing me taking a nap by swearing at me and repeating my thoughts. currently 18:51 15/07/2007 They just told me "You'll wish you were dead". They are swearing at me again over the mindcontrol, particularly the Obscene English Pig is living up to his name. currently 20:32 15/07/2007 They have put "paranoid kurwo" on a repeat loop and it is unbearable. I am looking forward to going to sleep, unless they interfere with my sleep as they did yesterday. They read my mind using mindcontrol and immediately respond; when I thought "horrible people" they immediately replied "horrible man" over the mindcontrol. ....................................................................................................... currently 19:51 16/07/2007 I have been out all day, where there was no mindcontrol, at a Hearing Voices Network meeting. As soon as I got home, the MI5 HorrorFags started sexually abusing al Fayed. They were presumably unemployed during the period of my absence from the house. It is a shame their unemployment is not permanent. They are saying "we've lost this man" again, I don't know what that is supposed to mean. The abuse is severe, the Obscene English Pig has just started saying "my penis in your mouth" again. currently 21:29 16/07/2007 They are stopping me sleeping again ... they keep repeating a recording of the Obscene English Pig "paranoid kurwa", I told them they were spiteful homosexual vermin to which they did not reply. We are moving into a "sleep deprivation" stage where they swear to stop me sleeping. This is a recognised form of torture, both physical and mental. currently 22:48 16/07/2007 They are tormenting me with the phrase "sine die", with the aim of preventing me sleeping, and causing emotional pain. ....................................................................................................... currently 20:13 17/07/2007 I was out all day and there was no mindcontrol. As soon as I got home it started, but was muted, I think the reason for it being muted is because I sent the Florida attorney an email containing discovery questions, and MI5 are being muted to stop me following up on that email. However the mindcontrol is still there and still as disrespectful as always. currently 09:09 18/07/2007 They have been abusing me for the last hour since I woke up, but in quiet voices; however the sexual abuse and venom is still there. I thought we had a deal whereby I would not pressure the florida lawyer on discoveries and they would leave me alone; but as usual they are breaking the deal, while pretending to keep to it. They have just started sexually abusing al Fayed again, so it looks like the deal never was, I kept to it and they didn't, which is the usual pattern. currently 17:15 18/07/2007 I have been out this afternoon to St George's Hospital with my mother, there was no mindcontrol. As soon as I got home the mindcontrol started. A song "worried about Ray" I misheard as "worried about rape" and the mindcontrol went quiet for a while. Then after a few minutes the Obscene English Pig achieved new levels of swinishness by beginning a chant of "he enjoys being ..." inciting my mind to complete the sentence with "raped". I cannot believe that such people exist but apparently they do and they work for MI5. After this, they put the word "rape" on ten seconds repeat while I was brushing my teeth, to try to insist they were "raping" me. I posted the above to Usenet, and there was a period of complete silence, following which the OEP started sexually verbally abusing me again. currently 19:56 19/07/2007 I have been out all day, hence no mindcontrol. The moment I walked in through the front door ten minutes ago the MI5 HorrorFags attacked, swearing at me. currently 21:16 19/07/2007 I had a bath and they talked to me throughout, reading my mind and twisting my thoughts. There has been almost continuous mindcontrol since I got home. Telling them "fuck off you fags" unfortunately does not make them leave. ....................................................................................................... currently 09:56 20/07/2007 I woke up half and hour ago and MI5 mindcontrol immediately started irritating me. I am going out now. currently 19:57 20/07/2007 Just got back home to the mindcontrol, repeating the same offensive word over and over again. They have now gone quiet for a period of time. Later, they started attacking a member of my Polish family, using verbal sexual abuse. It seems they specialise in attacking family using sexual terms. I told them "you people are so disgusting". currently 10:49 21/07/2007 I woke up an hour ago, MI5 mindcontrol were being severely sexually disgusting as is their custom. currently 12:59 21/07/2007 They are trying to get me to kill myself, or at least drop the Florida case. I keep begging them "please leave me alone" and they reply "please leave us alone". ....................................................................................................... currently 16:26 21/07/2007 I went to Tooting for a couple of hours where there was no mindcontrol. As soon as I got home they started again, abusing me. The OEP just said "he loves being buggered" followed by calling me a "child". Then he explained that "it's boring" so they were sexually molesting me. currently 20:42 21/07/2007 I escaped briefly outside, then the mindcontrol started again once I got home and seriously verbally sexually abused me. currently 19:01 22/07/2007 It was OK until we went to Marylka's where MI5 mindcontrol seriously sexually assaulted my dead father, which ruined the day. The Obscene English Pig started saying "he enjoys taking an over ... " and stopped before he said "dose". This relates to my double dose of olanzapine today. currently 20:54 22/07/2007 I am trying to get to sleep and MI5 are annoying me. I said they would never do this unless the Gov't paid them to; they replied the Gov't does not pay them to because they are an independent agency of the Gov't. currently 21:34 22/07/2007 I still cannot sleep because MI5 mindcontrol are seriously sexually slandering my dead father. ....................................................................................................... currently 13:12 24/07/2007 Yesterday was hell, I went to see my GP as an emergency case. She could do nothing except prescribe some more pills. While I was in the toilet at the surgery, and English voice shouted "paranoid idiot" over the mindcontrol. There was a lot of fear yesterday, I took a lot of valium. Today started off okay although someone was talking to me while I slept, I caught them just as I was waking up. They have been trying to force a disgusting word in my mind, when I returned from Balham on the bus there was a real life incident with a group of four girls, one said "this is silly" meaning mad and another said "you've only said that a million times" so MI5's habit of repetition of phrases/words is known about. Now I am home and they are swearing at me again over the mindcontrol with the same horrible word. There appears to be no escape, not even outside. I have severe OCD and the Obscene English Pig voice is calling me "paranoid dupa" when he sees me repeating things. currently 15:00 24/07/2007 I was asleep having taken olanzapine, woke up on hearing the warning sound from AdAware, MI5 mindcontrol asked me about "nasty farting sound" and then said "playful", that they were being "playful" in reading my mind and abusing me. Then they started making remarks about my dead father again, presumably part of their "playful" behaviour. Then MI5 mindcontrol started repeating a homosexual obscenity, over and over again, trying to force it into my mind. currently 20:39 24/07/2007 I just cried briefly, which annoyed MI5 mindcontrol and they said they would abuse my dead father if I cried. They also said "dupa, we're not doing this for fun". It seems they want me dead. They are still using recordings, they just played an American voice "crazy guy" on the mindcontrol. The sound is exactly the same as previously. I do not know whether there are any Americans still present or whether they all left a long time ago. I told MI5 they were spiteful gay vermin and they said they would "beat you up" if I said it again. So I said it again. I do not think MI5 would allow its agents to physically assault me, despite what they have said in the past and the Nov/2001 incident. ....................................................................................................... currently 09:48 25/07/2007 The MI5 mindcontrol has been abusing me all morning, from the moment I woke up an hour ago. They are swearing at me and repeating a homosexual obscenity. currently 18:48 25/07/2007 I have been out all day, to the GP and clubhouse, and all was deathly quiet in the clubhouse. The mindcontrol started at me again as soon as I came home. I asked my mother for a priest to come and bless the house with holy water; I cried briefly while I made this request because I am so hurt by the mindcontrol. Just now they put the thought "you're an idiot" in my mind without any vocal component at all, which they have not done until now. currently 21:23 25/07/2007 MI5 mindcontrol were making perverted remarks as usual and I asked "doesn't anyone control these perverts" to which they answered, "no, no-one controls these perverts". ....................................................................................................... currently 13:45 26/07/2007 They attacked me before I went to the Clubhouse in the morning; they attacked me with mindcontrol saying "this is boring" for them while I was in the Clubhouse, I was doing merely data entry work; and I think they are limited in what they are able to abuse me with in the Clubhouse; I have come home and they have accused me of being a hypocrite (I don't know why) and are talking at me again. My mother mentioned getting the house blessed with holy water and all went quiet for a period of time. currently 18:08 26/07/2007 The Florida case has just been struck out; MI5 mindcontrol's comment was "you had no chance"; "you can write that down, the holy water will have no effect either". I asked them why they were still abusing me when they had won the Florida case; "because we want you dead, that's why" ....................................................................................................... currently 11:07 27/07/2007 MI5 mindcontrol attacked me as soon as I woke up an hour ago. Then they started saying "we're sorry" which I am very doubtful of, I don't think they're capable of being sorry, I think they're psychopaths. They just said again "we really are sorry". "We'll leave you alone, but you leave us alone, okay". Unfortunately the Pig then immediately started swearing "paranoid dupa". I wish they would stop. currently 19:58 27/07/2007 I have been in the West End today which was hellish. MI5 pursued me everywhere in public and in the cinema with their mindcontrol voices. I took 18mg which is near the upper limit of 20mg for the fear. I also took 2000mg sulpiride for the sedative effect. Now I understand why they said "we really are sorry", it's their code for announcing that they will try to make me kill myself soon, or that they are doing so already, just as when they were about to abuse my father they said "we're sorry about your father". currently 20:30 27/07/2007 I told them stop torturing me, and they stupidly and hypocritically answered "stop torturing al Fayed", referring to themselves as al Fayed. Then they said "we've lost this man", whatever that means. ....................................................................................................... currently 09:58 28/07/2007 Just got news that the Parish priest will come to bless our house with holy water on Tuesday. MI5 were displeased and started abusing the priest. They also placed the thought directly in my mind "have you spoken to the priest recently?" currently 18:53 28/07/2007 When I was out there was no mindcontrol, as soon as I got back they started abusing al Fayed sexually, but their abuse had an unusual twist, which I do not understand the purpose of. I think they want me to tell the priest about the terms of abuse they use against al Fayed, and I do not intend to do so, because it would be humiliating. I asked my mother about suicide, and she said it was a mortal sin and you would go to hell for it. MI5 mindcontrol said, "if you commit suicide we will die laughing". currently 08:59 29/07/2007 They got me as soon as I woke up ... they said "we'll deny everything". currently 20:26 29/07/2007 I went to Church for the 9.30am service, afterwards they abused the priest who would be carrying out the blessing on our house tomorrow. When I got in at 8pm they attacked the priest again, but I cannot remember what words they used. I stayed out most of the day to avoid the MI5 mindcontrol. They also attacked me at Marylka's where we went for coffee after Mass. They also attacked me at the Blithe Spirit pub where I went for breakfast with my mother, that is where they attacked Father Wladyslaw. They had previously attacked me before in that pub. When I went to Marylka's it emerged that the main room had been blessed at Christmas time, and the Obscene English Pig was beside himself with anger, shouting "you dupa" over and over. That does not bode well for the blessing of our house tomorrow. MI5 mindcontrol just told me that they would still be here tomorrow, after the priest leaves. I just heard two Polish voices talking, so it appears there is more than one Pole allocated to the case. I told them they were all going to prison for what they were doing. ....................................................................................................... currently 11:30 30/07/2007 They have been talking quietly to me since I got back half an hour ago. The voices are continuous while I am inside the house. They are saying "leave us alone, then we'll leave you alone" but I tried the unilateral surrender option in Nov/2005 and it didn't work, so I am doubtful as to trying the same option again this time. currently 18:39 30/07/2007 The parish priest visited this afternoon and blessed my mother and myself, and each room in our house, with holy water. This has not put a stop to the voices but they seem much quieter since the blessing and there have been periods of silence. I am disappointed that the voices did not immediately disappear because blessing each room in a house is a serious thing and I would expect MI5 to have stopped abusing me. currently 08:48 31/07/2007 There were some voices when I first woke up, but they seem to have stopped now, temporarily at least. I am going out soon, currently 15:59 31/07/2007 There are still mindcontrol voices in the house, although they are muted. The OEP is present, and they are still saying "leave us alone" when I am doing nothing against them. I have asked to meet to negotiate peace and quiet and they always refuse, "not possible". currently 22:26 31/07/2007 after return home: "we don't hate you, we're just doing our job" currently 08:47 01/08/2007 They have been abusing me as soon as I woke up. "We're angry, al Fayed is angry" why? "because you have not killed yourself yet" It looks as if the blessing of my house and my mother and myself had not worked because MI5 mindcontrol are still abusing me with their recordings as soon as I wake up. I am very disappointed that MI5 are still mindreading/writing once the house has been blessed and my mother and myself, because such behaviour is unholy. The Florida case is closed, but the Pig is still swearing at me "paranoid kurwa" because there is a small possibility the UK DPA case may go forward. But it seems gratuitous, the Pig cannot keep his snout closed or obscenities from emanating from it. ....................................................................................................... currently 18:48 01/08/2007 MI5 mindcontrol appeared at the Mosaic Clubhouse which I attend, although I cannot remember what they said. They are also present here at home where the Obscene English Pig is trying to tell me I am a homosexual and forcing the phrase "my penis in your mouth" on me. I took 40mg olanzapine to try to get to sleep early, and the MI5 mindcontrol said "he's killing himself". The Obscene Engish Pig keeps calling me "fag" which is ironic given his behaviour. This is completely unholy because the house was blessed and each room in the house was blessed, as was my mother and myself. MI5 have no respect for religion. currently 10:01 02/08/2007 They have been talking on the mindcontrol since I woke up. I asked why are the such bastards, and the Pig said "he enjoys being a" without following up with the word "bastard". I again asked to meet them in real life and they said not possible. The Florida lawsuit is dead but MI5 are still annoying me. They just shouted "you're a sick man" when it is they that are the sick men. They have just started sexually abusing al Fayed again. They keep repeating my tboughts ... I thought they were filth and rubbish, so the OEP repeated "what does filth and rubbish mean?" They were telling me "you will kill yourself, it's just a question of when". ....................................................................................................... currently 12:26 02/08/2007 They just told me, "you're our bitch". currently 13:21 02/08/2007 I am in the Bison bar in Clapham, where MI5 are abusing my father sexually over the mindcontrol. currently 18:15 02/08/2007 I am still in the Bison bar, where the shrillness of MI5 mindcontrol is less, although they have just called me "fucking mental". currently 19:02 02/08/2007 I am still in the Bison bar, where the Obscene English Pig has dropped any Polish pretensions and is merely repeating "bum", which he is of course currently 19:42 03/08/2007 I went to see pdoc today, then to clubhouse BBQ, where there was no mindcontrol. As soon as I got into the house the mindcontrol started again, the usual sexual abuse, continuously. My pdoc has recommended a change of medication but I don't think it will help. I don't see any way out of this torture. I have also ordered an EM shelter which will take a month to arrive. ....................................................................................................... currently 08:58 04/08/2007 Going to EM Lab / Faraday cage today. Voices started shouting quietly as soon as I woke up, the usual rubbish. I am leaving the house early. currently 23:14 04/08/2007 Got back from Faraday cage meeting. I had no mindcontrol in the Faraday cage, only "echoes" of previous abuse. I am not surprised because MI5 mindcontrol would not be expected to operate when I was in a Faraday cage. Met John Allman and the usual people. currently 00:00 05/08/2007 MI5 have been deprived of their target all day, so to make up for it they are torturing me and refusing to allow me to sleep. They are shits. currently 20:18 05/08/2007 I went to Polish Church in Balham today again for the third week in a row, MI5 were not amused and the OEP started abuse "sacred cow". They also sexually abused Neill, who is a support worker at the Clubhouse which I attend. It seems they do not want me going to the clubhouse and are trying to warn me off. currently 12:28 06/08/2007 They have been quiet most of the morning, then an explosion of mindcontrol while I was shaving, they told me it is a "game". currently 19:58 06/08/2007 MI5 mindcontrol severely abused me while I brushed my teeth, and they sexually abused al Fayed again afterwards. currently 20:16 06/08/2007 I phoned Marek, who didn't want to meet as usual, and slurred my speech on the phone. One of the MI5 mindcontrol said "we've destroyed this guy". currently 21:02 06/08/2007 They are talking to stop me sleeping. I have taken 15mg zopiclone and lots of clonazepam to try to get to sleep. ....................................................................................................... currently 18:31 07/08/2007 they have told me "stop torturing us" in response to my "stop torturing me", I told them they were hypocrites and they laughed fit to bust. currently 08:53 08/08/2007 They have been torturing me quietly since around 8am. I woke up 6am, so there were two hours of peace and quiet while I had a bath. I am going out soon to avoid the mindcontrol. They just said "torturing him? something wrong with the guy", they were saying that swearing over mindcontrol is not torture, but it is. currently 21:03 08/08/2007 Have been out all day, and there has been no mindcontrol. Once I got home the MI5 HorrorFags were there, calling me "paranoid dupa", their powers of self-perception noticeably absent. currently 21:50 08/08/2007 The MI5 HorrorFags are determined to stop me sleeping. They keep shouting sexual abuse and "paranoid schizophrenia" over the mindcontrol, over and over again all the time. It seems they have been unemployed all day and are making up the deficiency at night. currently 22:06 08/08/2007 I just told MI5 mindcontrol they were spiteful homosexual vermin to which they replied with a torrent of sexual abuse. They are still determined to stop me from sleeping. currently 17:56 09/08/2007 After a quiet morning, they have started taunting me again with sexual abuse. I think they are bored and their employers do not give them any other work to fill their time. The disgust level has risen sharply in the last half hour and the MI5 HorrorFags are talking continuous homosexual filth, which apparently gives them much satisfaction. After I had written the above sentence and posted it to Usenet, the MI5 HorrorFags verbally sexually attacked my dead father, something they had not done for some time. ....................................................................................................... currently 19:59 10/08/2007 I went to St George's Hospital this morning with my mother for a CT scan for her. Then we went to Marylka's flat, where the MI5 HorrorFags followed and inflicted some minor mindcontrol which made me leave early. Then I went to Clapham Common, where they unleashed the full spite of their mobile mindcontrol technology. I asked them this evening why they hated me so much, and they were unable to make any sensible response beyond the Obscene English Pig repeating "dupa" over and over, which may have been a recording. It seems the only reason they hate me is because they are paid to. I suspect the reason for the nastiness in Clapham Common this afternoon was that yesterday I called them the "Biscuit Team", in reference to the "biscuit game" which was apparently practiced at an English boarding school (although not my school, I hasten to add). I will not say what the game was except it was rather unpleasant, and might suggest what MI5 agents do in their spare time while I am out of the house (because I am mostly absent from the house in order to be left alone, since the mindcontrol is not usually mobile). ....................................................................................................... currently 09:24 13/08/2007 The MI5 HorrorFags have been throwing an obscene word at me over and over again repeatedly for three days now, it may be a recording. I find it upsetting. There is no conversational element, it is pure single word abuse. I was out of the house all day yesterday to avoid the abuse, and I will be out again for most of today. currently 17:41 13/08/2007 The MI5 HorrorFags are now attacking me in my sleep, they planted a deeply offensive thought in my mind just as I was waking up, I think they were stalking my waking state to place the thought in my mind. I have been out all day and when I got home they started abusing me using a new word they have thought up in their little minds. I told them they were demented perverted children and that has appeared to shut them up. I called the MI5 HorrorFags "kurwy wstretne" meaning horrible whores, and that seemed to shut them up for a bit. I have so far taken 16mg clonazapem for the fear, and 2400mg sulpiride to try to get rid of the voices, which has not worked. currently 19:39 13/08/2007 I have phoned Lambeth Home Treatment Team who are sending an ambulance round because I took so much clonazepam. I do not know if they will send me to hospital or whether the HTT will be involved. currently 23:09 13/08/2007 Apparently I was within the legal dose of clonazepam. St George's discharged me and I will be seeing pdoc/social worker tomorrow. The mindcontrol was entirely absent in the ambulance and hospital. .................................................................................................... currently 11:32 14/08/2007 They intruded on my sleep to tell me "you're boring" and they have started abusing me within an hour of my waking up, despite my being in hospital yesterday. They have no shame. They are calling me "paranoid kurwa" again and I tell them "fuck off you perverts". currently 13:26 15/08/2007 There has been no mindcontrol yet today that I can determine. However in the Caffe Nero in Clapham Common there was a ghastly English female hag voice "it was so funny" repeated at least ten times down the stairs, although I do not know whether it was a real voice or electronic ventriloquism. It followed me around the downstairs area. currently 17:17 16/08/2007 The MI5 HorrorFags exploded with an orgy of hatred as I was brushing my teeth, which is when I am most vulnerable. I am escaping from the house to avoid their horrible words of hatred. currently 19:24 16/08/2007 I am back home and the MI5 HorrorFags have been talking to me about "ending your life". I have severe OCD and they are talking to me about suicide due to anxiety/OCD. Ironically that is what Stephen Lander's son died from, but the MI5 HorrorFags are presumably unaware of this. I have taken 12mg clonazepam so far today for the fear. .................................................................................................... currently 19:49 16/08/2007 The MI5 HorrorFags have been asking "what does fight fair mean", they object to my mentioning of Lander's son's suicide due to anxiety. currently 07:59 17/08/20075 They have been torturing me since I woke up an hour ago, using an obscene sexual reference and repeating my thoughts. currently 13:19 19/08/2007 Got home after Church, and MI5 mindcontrol have been quietly but constantly abusing me. I feel this is extremely unfair since I have not done anything against them, it seems they cannot keep their hands off me even without any purported cause. .................................................................................................... currently 16:40 19/08/2007 been thinking about spamming usenet with the articles again, MI5 warned me against it over the mindcontrol, "we'll fuck you up" This isn't real freedom from mindcontrol because it's still partly there. Then they asked "what does we'll fuck you up mean" to which I told them "fuck off you perverts". So MI5 started sexually abusing my dead father again. currently 10:35 20/08/2007 Yesterday I spammed usenet again, so at 2.20am this morning MI5 mindcontrol loudly spoke an obscene phrase at me which woke me up, and I was awake for several hours. currently 18:43 20/08/2007 I have been spamming Usenet all day, and as of about ten minutes ago MI5 mindcontrol exploded in abuse. They just said "we've had enough of this man", it sounded like an American accent, they may be playing recordings from Dec/05 since I was not aware there were still any Americans present. They are making sexual obscenities against my dead father again and I told them "piss off you perverts". Unusually, they are being conversational in tone rather than just repeating the same phrases over and over again. currently 20:26 21/08/2007 This afternoon I went to the disabled toilet at Myvue cinema in Leicester Square to brush my teeth, because MI5 had consistently been abusing me while I brushed my teeth at home. There followed the mindcontrol attack from hell with MI5 heaping obscenities on me. I have just got home and MI5 have said they're "sorry" for the attack at the Myvue cinema. I hope they do not attack me again while I am brushing my teeth because that is an especially sensitive time when I am effectively helpless. currently 21:19 21/08/2007 They have carried on abusing me, so it looks like another storm of spam tomorrow. They are trying to cheat by abusing me in low voices. .................................................................................................... currently 09:35 23/08/2007 After the mindrape in the disabled toilet of the cinema two days ago I thought they would give me some peace and quiet, but I was wrong. They have just started talking to me on the mindcontrol again this morning, and I am leaving the house to escape the abuse. currently 13:57 26/08/2007 As soon as I got back from Church and lunch the MI5 HorrorFags attacked again, reading my thoughts and creating their own thoughts within my mind, so as to try to make them indistinguishable. They try to get me to "fill in" the next word in the sentence to convince me that it is within my mind that these sentences are being formed. Just now as I have been writing these words the Obscene English Pig has gone into loop mode repeating the word "dupa", something he obviously has great experience of. currently 15:57 26/08/2007 The MI5 HorrorFags waited until I was in the bath before attacking me again, with repetitive obscenities. I asked them if they didn't have anything better to do on a Bank Holiday Sunday and they were unable to answer. They confirmed there was only one MI5 team employed in the "surveillance" although it sounded as if there were several people on that team. I told them they were evil gay vermin to which they replied with a torrent of obscenities over the mindcontrol. currently 20:46 27/08/2007 They have found a new and horrible method of directly thinking their thoughts in my head. The thuggish Obscene English Pig just announced his presence with "paranoid dupa" which is what he usually says. They have been telling me to kill myself, "it's not that bad". I told them it was a mortal sin under the Catholic faith. currently 21:50 28/08/20075 They have been abusing me all day using the term of obscenity which they recently invented. It is almost ten o'clock and they are still actively abusing me over the mindcontrol, just as they have been all day. Telling them to fuck off does not work. I have taken a sleeping pill and hope to go to sleep soon to avoid them. currently 21:17 04/09/2007 after a break of two or three days, the MI5 HorrorFags attacked again this evening for about two hours, using the term of abuse they invented recently, reading my mind and repeating my thoughts currently 14:36 13/09/2007 after a break of a few days, they have restarted again yesterday and today, violently whispering "paranoid kurwa" over the mindcontrol, reading my thoughts and repeating them, and swearing at me. I think this is because the Faraday cage "tent" has not yet arrived. It was expected last week but has been delayed. currently 16:59 13/09/2007 The MI5 HorrorFags are savagely whispering "something's wrong with the guy" over the mindcontrol. They are reading my mind and trying to force me to repeat their words. They are again repeating over and over the latest term of obscenity which they have recently invented. currently 17:44 14/09/2007 I have been at the Hearing Voices conference all day so there has been no mindcontrol. However returning on Englewood Road, black girl talking into her mobile phone repeated "so funny, so funny" which is a key phrase. It is unusual for MI5 to restart activities in real life. currently 22:48 22/09/2007 MI5 mindcontrol are back after being mostly absent for several days. I told them "leave me alone", they answered "leave us alone", I asked what do you mean, they answered "you're not leaving us alone". I believe this latest action is in response to my appointment with Keith Hill MP soon at which I intend to complain about the mindcontrol, the letter for which arrived this morning. ....................................................................................................