.................................................................................................... currently 18:46 10/02/2008 After an absence of several days the MI5 HorrorFags have just attacked me over the mindcontrol, very quietly, in my apartment in downtown Vancouver. The American does not appear to be present any more; it is the Obscene English Pig speaking over the mindcontrol, abusing me sexually and with the customary formulaic phrases, "something wrong with that man". It is very quiet so MI5 are trying to pretend it isn't really happening. I have just taken two pills and want to go to sleep to avoid the mindcontrol. The MI5 mindcontrol is relentless. Their usual logic is that I have been complaining about them so they have to torture me, but all I have been doing is working on the compiler, and they are torturing me anyway. MI5 are ghastly homosexual sadists who will never stop torturing me, and no one can make them stop. currently 06:14 14/02/2008 Last night the Obscene English Pig was swearing at me quietly late at night. I had only three hours sleep and it is 6am. The OEP has already started the mindcontrol abuse with "paranoid dupa". It is impossible to tell whether it is live or a recording because it is too quiet. It had been silent for several days but MI5 have started again. .................................................................................................... currently 18:32 19/02/2008 Today is my last day in Vancouver. Shortly before noon MI5 HorrorFags attacked me clearly over the mindcontrol, the first time in several days. They attacked me just after I powered off the computer so I could not make notes of what they said, and five minutes before I left the apartment, so they were quite sly. The OEP read my mind that I was hungry for lunch and asked "what does starve mean?" over the mindcontrol. It was particularly clear today, and particularly gratuitous, because all I have been doing in Vancouver is developing my C compiler. MI5 are obsessive homos who will never leave me alone because of their evil managers who pay and direct their underlings to torture me. They have been present for all the time that I have been in Vancouver and they have spent masses of money despite achieving very little. MI5 don't care because the taxpayer foots the estimated £ 150,000 bill for these six weeks and the security service is very rich. .................................................................................................... currently 19:26 21/02/2008 Yesterday morning 20 Feb between 10am and 11am MI5 mindcontrol attacked me in my Burrard St apartment with verbal sexual abuse. It stopped when I left the apartment and restarted when I went back in. It stopped completely at 11am when I thought "I will write down and post on the internet what they are doing to me". There was no mindcontrol after that until I got to Seattle. I had an uneventful trip by train and got into the Holiday Inn at 10.30pm. MI5 mindcontrol attacked me as soon as I entered the room reading my mind and repeating my thoughts. I thought "why don't they just leave me alone?" and the Obscene English Pig answered with the formulaic and rather stupid "leave us alone". That is hypocrisy and lies because I have been working on my compiler for several weeks and completely ignoring MI5. They however have not been ignoring me. I said out loud "why don't they just leave me alone, they're perverts" and the Obscene English Pig replied over the mindcontrol with a formulaic "paranoid kurwa". MI5 seem much more excited now than they have for several weeks - they were not this bad in the Burrard St apartment. At 11.30pm I observed that the mindcontrol is only within the room, I went out to buy a can of drink and there was no mindcontrol. I took tablets to send me to sleep because otherwise MI5 mindcontrol would have tortured me all night. There has been a sudden explosion of mindcontrol violence marking my transition from Vancouver to Seattle because previously it was very quiet. This is consistent with MI5's behaviour over the last 18 years when they got very excited when I travelled anywhere and put people using conventional methods to abuse me. By 11.45pm I observed that it didn't look as if they were going to let me sleep. I called them perverts several times and the Obscene English Pig anwered "we'll abuse your father" followed by "what does we'll abuse your father mean?". The Obscene English Pig is a sick cunt. My father passed away ten years ago and they are still threatening to sexually abuse his memory as they did in 2005. In 2005 they also threatened to sexually abuse my mother's memory if she were to die, and the Pig actually gave an example of the words they would use to defame her memory. By midnight the sleeping pills were still not working and I observed that the torture since 10.30pm had been as bad as anything in 2005. It was far worse than it had been in Vancouver. Today is the following day 21 Feb and there has been zero mindcontrol either in the Holiday Inn or in the downtown Seattle apartment I just moved into for a few days. Obviously massive mindcontrol one day followed by nothing the following day is not how mental illness works and I suspect the reason for the cessation is because the Americans were listening to the Obscene English Pig ranting at me yesterday and have silenced him again, just as they did when I first got into Vancouver. This bodes poorly for the return to the UK because the civilising effect of the Americans is absent there and the Obscene English Pig and his perverted fellow MI5 employees could make my life pretty miserable in London. I have stopped telling my mother about the mindcontrol because it would only worry her and she is quite weak after an operation, and she can't do anything about it. .................................................................................................... currently 16:01 23/02/2008 All was quiet on 21 Feb and 22 Feb. Today 23 Feb they started the mindcontrol just before I went to brush my teeth at 1pm so I would not be able to write down what they said. They continued abusing me for an hour until 2pm at which point I took two sleeping pills and went to sleep to make the mindcontrol torture stop. They promised "we'll leave you alone now" just before I took the sleeping pills because they wanted to continue torturing me today. It is the Obscene English Pig whispering loudly on the mindcontrol. Now is 4pm and I have woken up. .................................................................................................... currently 08:21 25/02/2008 Yesterday Sunday the mindcontrol torture started as soon as I got in the apartment after 6pm. I took two sleeping pills at 7pm. The Obscene English Pig was reading my mind and softly whispering verbal sexual abuse over the mindcontrol. It seems to be all he ever does, here in Seattle just the same as in London. It puzzled me as to why MI5 were torturing me yesterday evening. Whenever I say "leave me alone" they reply with a stupidly formulaic "leave us alone", that they torture me using mindcontrol technology the Americans have given them because I try to complain about them. But this last month I have been working on my compiler, not complaining about MI5, and today I went to Pike St Market and the Space Needle. There is no reason for them to torture me even using their own perverted logic yet they do so anyway, merely to satisfy the homosexual lust for mindcontrol violence of the Obscene English Pig and the other mindcontrol agents. By 8pm the pills had not sent me to sleep and the mindcontrol was getting worse, with the OEP repeating "we're enjoying ourselves" whispering quietly. He made it sound as if he was masturbating. I took another two sleeping pills to try to get to sleep. I finally went to sleep around 8.40pm having been tortured for two and a half hours. Today I am in an internet cafe and there is no mindcontrol, it is only within the apartment. .................................................................................................... currently 08:34 28/02/2008 Yesterday morning I stayed up all night waiting for the early morning train in Seattle and there was mild mindcontrol in my apartment. It stopped about an hour before I left the apartment, just as it had when leaving Vancouver; I don't know why. Today I am in a hotel in Vancouver, and there is no mindcontrol; I deliberately chose a different room to the one offered because MI5 frequently bug hotel rooms and I've had enough of their bugs. As usual the mindcontrol is only within the accommodation and never outside. I am worried that they will resume when I get back to London. .................................................................................................... currently 19:54 01/03/2008 I got home yesterday 4pm. The mindcontrol abuse started a few minutes later, with the formulaic "crazy dupa". There was no mindcontrol at all in Vancouver when I got back from Seattle, so they must have been transferring to London for a fresh assault here. I immediately took sleeping pills because I had not slept all night on the plane anyway and I recognised MI5 mindcontrol would torture me for hours if I were still awake. Their words and methods have not changed at all except they sound much angrier; I don't know why but suspect it was because the Americans forced the Obscene English Pig to moderate his behaviour in Vancouver and Seattle. Here in the UK there is no oversight or moderation. I woke up this morning at 8am having slept for 14 hours. There was no mindcontrol until around 5pm at which point it started again, so I again took sleeping pills and went to sleep. I have just woken up. MI5 have not yet staged any incidents in real life or of shouting outside my house here. They staged several incidents in Vancouver while I was there, and none in Seattle. .................................................................................................... currently 19:22 02/03/2008 I woke up after 4pm and MI5 mindcontrol have just started their formulaic abuse a few minutes ago. It sounds as if they may be using recordings. "Something wrong with that man", and the sexual abuse which they invented last summer and which they never grow bored of. Now I told them "leave me alone" and they turned that into "leave us alone". I spend a month writing the compiler and they still torture me with a whining "leave us alone". I just took a sleeping pill to avoid the mindcontrol abuse. Now they have started with the Obscene English Pig "paranoid dupa" on the mindcontrol, which may or may not be a recording. It doesn't look as if they're going to let me go in London, not even for one day. They have just started sexually abusing me and I said out loud "fuck off you faggot" to the OEP. Then the OEP read my thoughts and said "they sound serious this time, dupa, what does serious this time mean?" The Obscene English Pig doesn't seem to have any conversation apart from repeating my thoughts, swearing sexual abuse, and repeating the same words over and over again. He never says anything original. You would think that with the cost of the mindcontrol equipment they would at least have found someone with a brain to operate it, but the OEP is a moron. The OEP started repeating "paranoid dupa" over and over again after I had written those words and posted them to the newsgroups, so I took another sleeping pill to try to get to sleep more quickly. It looks as if the absence in Vancouver for a few days was temporary, and the mindcontrol abuse in London will be unrelenting. .................................................................................................... currently 19:09 04/03/2008 I got home around 4pm from shopping and the MI5 horrorfaggery over the mindcontrol started around 5pm. As usual they were reading my mind and quietly inflicting sexual abuse on me. I took a sleeping pill a few minutes ago and hope to go to sleep soon to avoid the mindcontrol torture. As always it only happens in my home and never outside, which suggests they have a machine installed near the house. "Something wrong with ... " etc. currently 00:30 05/03/2008 I went to sleep at 8pm thus avoiding the MI5 horrorfaggery and woke up at midnight. It is safe to be awake in the night hours because the mindcontrol operatives have all gone home. This is something that I have consistently found. currently 17:46 06/03/2008 Yesterday there was no MI5 mindcontrol. Today I got home about 20 minutes ago, as usual there was no mindcontrol outside the house, but within the house it started immediately. The Obscene English Pig seems sensitive to my calling him a homosexual at the meeting with Ben Freeman because today his first words, referring to someone else, were "did he call you a fag?" This is the first time in about two years that MI5 mindcontrol have overtly accused me of homosexuality. I suspect they were listening to the meeting yesterday and heard my views on their motives for doing the mindcontrol. I am imminently taking a sleeping pill because this particularly happens in the evening, so by sleeping I may be able to avoid it. If I don't go to sleep soon then it will go on for hours. .................................................................................................... currently 15:02 10/03/2008 After a brief absence the Gay MI5 HorrorFags are back this afternoon. As soon as I got in from town they started reading my mind and repeating my thoughts about them "barking" at me. It started when I was brushing my teeth at 2.30pm and has continued for the last half hour. It has grown quiet just as I am writing these words, so perhaps the Obscene English Pig does not wish me to report him shouting at me for 30 minutes over the mindcontrol. There will obviously be no peace and quiet from MI5's MindControl HorrorFags; they have been silent for a day or two, but they and their vile perverted managers cannot stop themselves subjecting me to their behaviour. I have repeatedly urged them to go and learn Urdu and find some Paki to annoy, but they have not listened. Perhaps they think of themselves as sexually incompatible with the Asians, because sexual abuse is obviously what this is all about. currently 18:07 11/03/2008 Yesterday I took a sleeping pill and went to sleep early to avoid the mindcontrol. I woke up again in the middle of the night, by which time MI5 had all gone home. This morning around 9am I was woken by the sound of small black children outside my window shrieking sexual obscenities. The MI5 homos have previously set small children to shriek particular words, particularly when they called Lawrie Simanowitz the solicitor "Heidi Fleiss" - a Jewish prostitute. Business as usual then. I have been out all day today and consequently there has been no mindcontrol. currently 19:27 11/03/2008 The MI5 HorrorFags attacked me using mindcontrol around 7pm this evening, quite late. I thought "God these people are awful" and they repeated my words on the mindcontrol. Then the Obscene English Pig started sexually abusing me over the mindcontrol. I told them "fuck off you perverts" but they don't seem to be paying any attention. The Obscene English Pig keeps calling me "paranoid dupa". I think he wants to go home but I haven't yet taken a sleeping pill so he can't go home and he's annoyed so he's abusing me. currently 20:14 11/03/2008 At 8pm MI5 mindcontrol were encouraging me to take a sleeping pill, with the option of "we can / cannot stay up all night". They refused to repeat the word "dupy" which means "bums" in the plural referring to their agents. They appear somewhat tired. I think they want to go home. currently 20:46 11/03/2008 The MI5 fags are asking "what does heartbroken mean?" in response to my thoughts and I am telling them out loud "fuck off you fags". They seem very reluctant to go away. currently 21:09 11/03/2008 Very quietly, the Obscene English Pig told me "kurwa, we're not doing this for fun" and threatened to be up until 3am if I did not go to sleep. The OEP is quietly telling me "why don't you die, it's inevitable". They have continued making obscene sexual suggestions to me and I said out loud "fuck off you dirty queers". I keep telling them "fuck off you faggots" and the Obscene English Pig replies "paranoid kurwa". currently 21:35 11/03/2008 I asked "don't you have some Pakis you could be getting at?" and they got as far as "yeah, we have some ..." and refused to say the word "Pakis". That would, after all, be racist, and whatever the homosexual MI5 torturers might be, they are not racist - they are English. currently 21:45 11/03/2008 They are reading my thoughts directly and writing to my mind directly, not through the auditory channels. When I think "horrible people" they abuse me with "horrible man" immediately. They cannot do that with an EEG or MRI; they can only do that with access to numerous individual neurons at a distance, which is a technology the Americans have developed, because they were using Americans at the outset and at other periods, but without any control, because I am not a national security threat or a serious criminal, merely a nuisance, and the obscene MI5 homosexuals are taking full advantage of the technology the Americans have given them to persecute an innocent man. currently 21:57 11/03/2008 I considered taking a sleeping tablet to avoid the mindcontrol, but the Pig started swearing vilely and obscenely, so I decided not to. I thought "they've been horrible to me" and MI5 answered "horrible man ... he's about to cry". currently 22:28 11/03/2008 I finally took two sleeping tablets because it looked as if they would never go away. They keep repeating "barking with laughter" followed by "yes we're leaving". I think they're going to ignore the sleeping pills on this occasion and torment me all night, as they did in 2005. The Obscene English Pig has started repeating "paranoid kurwo" and there is another English voice present which I recognise from the "Moby Dick" incident. MI5 are the worst pigs on the planet. The Americans should not have given them this technology because they are all racist homosexuals. currently 06:54 12/03/2008 I went to sleep shortly after the last message last night and have just woken up. .................................................................................................... currently 16:50 13/03/2008 There was no mindcontrol yesterday. However today I have just got home and the Obscene English Pig attacked immediately over the mindcontrol, reading my thoughts and repeating them, and swearing at me. I have just taken two sleeping pills and am going to try to sleep to avoid the mindcontrol, even though it is very early, because I wish to avoid the torture which they inflicted on me on Tuesday. I feel like I want to cry. currently 20:28 13/03/2008 I went to sleep around 5pm and woke up around 8pm, by which time the mindcontrol had gone away. currently 22:11 14/03/2008 All was quiet today until 10pm by which time it was too late to go to the pub. Then the MI5 HorrorFags started sexually abusing me, at the same time assuring me "kurwo, we're not fags". I told them "fuck off you fags". They read my thoughts and asked "what does Jesus mean?" currently 23:05 14/03/2008 I have just taken a sleeping pill to escape the mindcontrol and they started repeating "zopiclone" over and over again, which is the name of the sleeping pill. I can't believe how stupid MI5 are. It's either sexual abuse or thought reading using American technology with the same words repeated over and over again. When the Americans were on the mindcontrol you could at least have a proper conversation with them, the English are just idiots. They have just admitted that they subject Asians to their mindcontrol practices as well; "yes we torture Pakis also". They immediately followed this with "something wrong with that man". This has been reported in Andrew Grant's group and the Yahoo group where several Muslims are being tortured by MI5 mindcontrol. It would also explain their absences in the morning and afternoon; they are busy with other people. currently 00:00 15/03/2008 I have taken two zopiclone and they have not sent me to sleep. Meanwhile the MI5 HorrorFags continue to abuse me. They just told me "we're serious people, we're not fags". The mindcontrol has been especially bad this week. I thought Tuesday marked a low point but today MI5 have carefully waited until I could not go out to the pub and inflicted the mindcontrol late at night when there is no escape outside and the sleeping pills do not work. currently 00:24 15/03/2008 The mindcontrol stopped abruptly and totally when I posted the above passages to internet newsgroups. I don't think MI5 are very happy with the revelation that they practice mindcontrol on Muslims as well. .................................................................................................... currently 09:09 15/03/2008 MI5 MindControl got off to an early start this morning. A few minutes ago they read my mind and couldn't stop themselves exclaiming "Fatboy! Who's Fatboy?" in reference to an English friend of mine who lives in Bristol. They don't usually attack English people, only foreigners, so this seems to have been a slip for them. currently 21:42 15/03/2008 I have been out all evening to avoid the mindcontrol, and just got back. The Obscene English Pig attacked immediately, reading my thoughts and asking "who's Paul Janik? who's Paul Janik?" Not a very bright question because that is the real name of MI5's bigears character from ten years ago. I immediately took a zopiclone to get me to sleep. Then the OEP started repeating "what does love mean" followed by "fucking us around, dupa". This is the worst 30 minutes so far this year. .................................................................................................... currently 11:53 16/03/2008 MI5 are stepping up the real world harassment as well. Just a moment ago there were some horrible English girls being spiteful outside the window, "laughing, you've got to laugh", I shouted "fuck off you whores" at them. MI5 were shouting abuse outside the window a few days ago. I don't record within the house. currently 13:22 17/03/2008 This is very odd. There was no mindcontrol overnight even though I could not sleep. I have just got back from a meeting with my social worker at which I told him I could not discern any logic to why or when the mindcontrol happened. Yet as soon as I got home MI5 MindControl started reading my mind and repeating my thoughts, "what does harmless mean?" I am puzzled as to why they didn't try to spoil the meeting with Nigel which would surely have been the obvious course of action for them, and why they have started now so early when usually they only operate in the evening. currently 14:14 17/03/2008 The last hour has been as ghastly as anything from 2005, and they are using exactly the same words and methods, nothing has changed. They have sexually abused me, MI5 have sexually abused my dead father, I am leaving the house rapidly to avoid any more of this torture. For some reason they were waiting until I had seen Nigel before starting their HorrorFags abuse, but I don't know why. currently 21:33 17/03/2008 I just got home a few minutes ago from the law centre. There was no mindcontrol outside the house. As soon as I got in MI5 HorrorFags attacked me, two male voices, repeating my thoughts and trying to force their own. "What does committed suicide mean?" was one of the first things they said. I have taken two zopiclone and am going to try to sleep to avoid the mindcontrol. MI5 staged three incidents in real life in Tooting today, all of which I failed to take a picture of, but it shows a sign that they're pretty desperate about something. Or perhaps they're just egging each other on, they seem to be rather obsessive and addicted HorrorFags. They are truly awful people. They are now stupidly asking "what does addicted mean?" so they have obviously got the message. A few minutes ago they were denying that they were "pleb shite" even though their accents and speech are working class and they keep on insisting "what's wrong with this man?" I told them through my thoughts, "There's something wrong with them, isn't there? They're addicted homosexuals." They keep repeating "wanking himself", which they must do a lot of. They asked "what does your dead father have to do with it?" which means they are considering whether to insult him again. They are not going to let me sleep even though I took sleeping pills 30 minutes ago. currently 22:04 17/03/2008 I was in the toilet a minute ago when they said "wanking himself" over the mindcontrol. I whispered "you are are you?" to which over the normal audio channel ie shouted, someone shouted loudly "kurwa" in an English working class accent, maybe in their thirties or forties, followed by loud male laughter. Therefore they are resident in one of the houses over the gardens, which we knew years ago because they have shouted from those houses previously. currently 22:39 17/03/2008 The zopiclone has not worked and it looks as if I am going to find it difficult to get to sleep. There is a gang of working class English MI5 mindcontrol operatives and their reality is demonstrated by the shouts and laughter over the gardens, which was real audio and not any form of microwave or other transmitted radiation. I said out loud they were a bunch of English working class fairies, and that seemed to shut them up a bit. currently 23:18 17/03/2008 Now there is only one of them left bellowing over the mindcontrol, the others have gone home for the night. He is stupidly swearing obscenities at me. currently 23:51 17/03/2008 All is quiet. MI5 mindcontrol have all gone home. .................................................................................................... currently 09:56 18/03/2008 The MI5 HorrorFags started quietly sexually verbally abusing me as soon as I woke up half an hour ago. It looks as if they are trying to cause the awfulness of 2005 to return. It is just one quiet voice abusing me today and reading my mind. currently 16:36 18/03/2008 I took a sleeping pill at 10am and went to sleep until an hour ago. On waking up the same voice was swearing at me quietly, repeating obscene words over and over again, it sounds as if they may be using recordings. It is unremitting. They are obviously not going to let me go. currently 19:35 18/03/2008 It's been pretty quiet the last three hours, but now the moron who was talking to me earlier has started again. This guy sounds working class and about 60 years old. He also sounds very stupid. He was asking "what does repertoire mean?" and "what does half life mean?" Perhaps working class schools weren't very developed when he was being educated. You wouldn't have caught the Pig dead asking those questions. I am trying not to laugh, because this guy is so stupid he's funny. currently 21:24 18/03/2008 MI5's Moron and Obscene English Pig have ganged up on me for the past hour over the mindcontrol and it's not funny any more. I have not been out of the house all day, because I slept all afternoon. The OEP asked "what does getting raped mean?" I took a sleeping pill at 9pm and am waiting for it to work. currently 21:40 18/03/2008 The sleeping pill is not working and I have just taken another one to try to escape from MI5's Obscene English Pig, who just put the word "rape" on repeat over the mindcontrol. I cannot sleep and this is terrible. They have been torturing me ever since I got back from Canada and it is getting much worse, all my fears are being realised. They are using American technology, but there are no Americans here to moderate the English rapists' behaviour. The Americans could never understand why MI5 were abusing me, but to MI5 I am a foreigner, and that is the only thing that counts with them. currently 22:17 18/03/2008 I have just taken the third sleeping pill of the evening. MI5 are continuously torturing me by reading my mind and repeating my thoughts. It is now the Obscene English Pig, he always appears in the evening. He is sexually abusing me. I slept this afternoon, and the constant abuse means I cannot sleep at night. This is terrible. MI5 are pigs. They are unremitting. When I was in Canada and Seattle the Americans protected me and silenced the English, but here there are no Americans and the English sexual piggery is without limits. .................................................................................................... currently 18:20 19/03/2008 After the Obscene English Pig's chant of "rape ... rape ... rape" yesterday it has been quiet today until a few minutes ago when he resurfaced. He has been calling me "paranoid kurwa" which is his favourite phrase and saying they "pissed themselves laughing". I took four sleeping pills yesterday which is technically an overdose and finally went to sleep around midnight, and I have been very woozy today as a result. MI5's Pig is however back again today with his unrelenting sexual abuse, which he seems to enjoy very much hence the "pissed themselves laughing". currently 19:25 19/03/2008 MI5's Obscene English Pig has been seriously attacking me over the mindcontrol for the last 30 minutes. He keeps calling me "paranoid kurwa" and repeating my thoughts. He asked "what does snide remark mean?" He hasn't yet resumed yesterday's comments about getting raped. currently 20:03 19/03/2008 I have taken a sleeping pill to try to escape the MI5 HorrorFags, but it is not working. I think MI5 are trying to force me to take an overdose of sleeping pills to harm me physically. A moment ago their Obscene English Pig started again with "my penis in your mouth". .................................................................................................... currently 14:41 20/03/2008 I got in a few minutes ago from Oxford Street, there was no mindcontrol outside. As soon as I got in the English WorkingClass Moron started repeating "there's something wrong with that man" over the mindcontrol. It puzzles me why MI5 employ someone so laughably stupid. Now the Moron is asking "what does laughably stupid mean?" currently 19:40 20/03/2008 I just got home after going to hospital with my mother for her appointment, and MI5 mindcontrol attacked immediately, reading my mind and repeating my thoughts, "what does go away mean?" The Pig took a day off on Christmas Day, it'll be interesting to see if he "works" over Easter. .................................................................................................... currently 22:12 21/03/2008 The MI5 HorrorFags were quietly stalking me with their abuse this morning, so I took a sleeping pill and slept all afternoon. Now a few minutes ago they have started whispering abuse again so I have taken another sleeping pill which I hope will allow me to avoid their HorrorFaggery. It looks like they work Easter as well. All I have been doing is working on my compiler today and sleeping, yet MI5 torture me anyway. .................................................................................................... currently 17:47 22/03/2008 All I have been doing today is working on my compiler yet MI5 torture me anyway. A few minutes the voice of the Obscene English Pig came over the mindcontrol with a homosexual obscenity. It seems they are not on holiday, they are still spending their Easter on their addiction to homosexual abuse. I said out loud "they should lock these people up, they're a bunch of perverts" and they answered "something wrong". currently 21:14 22/03/2008 I took a sleeping pill at 6pm to avoid the MI5 MindControl HorrorFags and slept until a few minutes ago. Obviously they "work" Easter Saturday as well. They are sad bastards and they have nothing else to do, and for them torturing people over the mindcontrol constitutes "fun". .................................................................................................... currently 14:40 23/03/2008 MI5 HorrorFags attacked me in quiet voices about an hour ago while I was in the bath. They prefer to attack me while I am in the bath or brushing my teeth because then I cannot write down what they say. Also they are cowards and they attack you when you are weakest. They spouted a constant barrage of homosexual abuse in quiet voices; they also read my mind, when I accused them of "bar-bar-ism" they answered "what is bar-bar-ism"? A deviation for them because they usually ask "what does X mean?" Apparently other people have intelligent conversations with their imaginary voices, but my real MI5 mindcontrol operatives are the stupidest homosexuals in the world because they just repeat stuff over and over again, thinking that they are pretending to be imaginary voices. I told them they were using foreign technology (invented in USA) and they seemed angry, repeating the words "foreign technology" several times. They kept abusing me in quiet voices after I had left the bath; it is impossible to tell whether it is the Obscene English Pig or another operative because their voices are too low. Today is Easter Sunday and it looks as if they will be spending their entire day abusing me. MI5 are sad bastards with no lives. currently 18:57 23/03/2008 I have been out for almost two hours and there has been no mindcontrol. As soon as I got in the house at least two MI5 agents started shouting continuously at me over the mindcontrol. It seems that on Easter Sunday they are paid to sit in a room patiently waiting for their victim to come home from a bar, so that they can shout at him over the mindcontrol once he appears. They are pathetic. currently 19:50 23/03/2008 I took a sleeping pill but it is not working and a voice which is clearly that of the Obscene English Pig continues to quietly rape me with swear words and mindreading and repetition over the mindcontrol. I planned on doing some work on the C compiler today but have been completely unable to do so because of the constant MI5 mindcontrol torture. currently 20:16 23/03/2008 I just took another sleeping pill because I am desparate to escape the Obscene English Pig who is quietly mindraping me by reading my mind and swearing at me. Rape is his intent and he just started repeating "my penis in your mouth" again. currently 20:28 23/03/2008 The Obscene English Pig just said to me, "stupid guy, we don't care. You take as much as you want." It looks as if they have given up pretending that medication is any form of antidote to mindcontrol torture, because mindcontrol is real and electronic. .................................................................................................... currently 07:24 25/03/2008 There was no mindcontrol yesterday. I detect a pattern. Recently I saw Nigel the social worker, and the previous evening there was no mindcontrol. As soon as the meeting was over all hell broke loose, both in real life (three incidents in one day) and on the mindcontrol. Today I am seeing Suzanne the psychologist, and again there was no mindcontrol yesterday. I confidently predict that as soon as I have seen her all hell is again going to break loose on the mindcontrol and they will torture me again this evening. I detect the pattern, but I don't quite understand it. The obvious answer is to see Nigel every day, then there would never be any mindcontrol. .................................................................................................... currently 09:56 25/03/2008 Yesterday there was no mindcontrol, but my earlier comment was premature. Just now the voice of the Obscene English Pig has been coming over the mindcontrol swearing at me with the usual formulaic abuse. They must be pretty desperate if they don't even wait until the meeting with Suzanne is over. currently 23:59 25/03/2008 I just got home a few minutes ago and MI5 HorrorFags are whispering on the mindcontrol in their child molester voices. "What does short cut mean?" As ever they are showing that they are reading my mind. currently 00:32 26/03/2008 MI5 HorrorFags are still torturing me with whispers of "paranoid schizophrenia". I stayed out all day today to avoid the mindcontrol but they patiently waited until I got home and they are now torturing me with whispers, trying to pretend they aren't really doing it. They seem to be addicted to torture, because they must have waited patiently all day for me to come home. Usually at this time of night they are absent. They were also present this morning, and again they are usually absent in the mornings. They are addicted to torture as some people are addicted to cocaine. They have just started repeating "kill myself". They keep swearing at me and calling me names in formulaic language. Now they have started calling me "stupid man" and asking "what does kill myself mean?" Then they said "burst out laughing", and it sounded very much like the voice of the Obscene English Pig, a little louder this time. I told them they were gay wankers, and the OEP denied it, swearing at me. Then the Obscene English Pig read my thought said "barbarism, what does barbarism mean?" Then I managed to get the Pig to repeat "what does Whale Oil Beef Hooked mean?" There are two voices now. The OEP asked, "what does fired mean? what does out the door mean?" He seems afraid for his "job". Where would we get our bacon from if the Obscene English Pig left us? I asked the mindcontrol "is this going to happen every night?" and the second voice answered "every night, stupid man, every night", unfortunately without very much enthusiasm. Then the second voice said "piss off, what does piss off mean?" Then the second voice, the slightly more intelligent one, said "please don't abuse MI5" followed by "we're not doing this for fun". Then the second voice threatened to abuse my father, who passed away ten years ago. I told them to eat shit, and they had no response. I told them I wasn't a bad guy. They talked to me for a little while, I wanted to meet them in real life, and we reached no conclusion. .................................................................................................... currently 07:35 26/03/2008 Last night (or this morning) between midnight and 2am two voices from MI5 mindcontrol talked to me continuously for two hours, the OEP and the more intelligent voice which has sometimes appeared but rarely. I don't really know what their purpose was. They weren't too abusive; they threatened to abuse my dead father who passed away ten years ago, but they did not actually abuse him in the way they had been doing strongly in 2005. This is the first time in many months that I have had an actual conversation with them, because they usually use mindreading to annoy me, and formulaic phrases, because they're a little bit lazy and the OEP is rather stupid. I didn't make any contemporaneous notes because I thought they might actually have something constructive to offer me and I wished to encourage them to make an offer to leave me alone, but they made no such offer. I asked them what they wanted to make them go away, and they couldn't really answer. They said "leave us alone, leave MI5 alone" a few times, but that sounded a tired lie. I think they wanted to make a deal which they could then break just as in 2005 but they knew I wouldn't accept it, so they made no deal. I told them I wanted to meet them in real life to settle our problems, and they made clear they would not do that, because it would reveal that they actually existed and the mindcontrol was real. Essentially they earned their hourly wage for two hours and wasted my time until 2am at which point the pills kicked in and I went to sleep. However this is the first time since 2005 that we have had such a conversation, and I don't really know what they were planning to achieve. I won't "leave them alone" as they put it without a real world meeting and they are merely earning their hourly rate and wasting my time. I think they're afraid I might take them to court and the court might actually ask them questions, although with the corruption of the English legal system I wouldn't place too many chances on that happening. They also confirmed they were doing much worse things to other people. currently 10:17 26/03/2008 MI5 have been sexually molesting me over the mindcontrol for about an hour this morning, and I am going out soon to avoid the mindcontrol which happens only at home. They have stopped the conversation and gone back to the standard mindreading and formulaic abuse. They sound stupid. currently 22:17 26/03/2008 I got into the house a few minutes ago and immediately MI5 HorrorFags started repeating "wanking himself" and abusing my dead father on the mindcontrol. As I am writing these words they started with a formulaic "crazy guy". I am taking sleeping pills to escape the mindcontrol torture which constantly waits for me at home. The obscene MI5 HorrorFags several times seriously sexually abused my dead father while I was taking the sleeping pills. He passed away in 1998 and they have been sexually abusing him since 2005. MI5 are disgusting pigs. Several times I told them out loud "fuck off you perverts" but they persisted. I phoned Samaritans because I was so upset with MI5 abusing my father, and they were sympathetic. After that I went to sleep. The real culprits are MI5's perverted managers who order their underlings to say these things. .................................................................................................... currently 17:09 27/03/2008 I've been at home for most of today and asleep all afternoon and it's been pretty quiet. I think they're sorry for what they said yesterday. It hasn't stopped them from asking "who's the ogre" which refers to our neighbour's son Mikey Cleveland-Peck. Then while I was brushing my teeth they kept asking "what does rape and murder mean", from a pub quiz I attended a couple of evenings ago. It seems to amuse them, it doesn't amuse me, it seems to be the Obscene English Pig doing the repetition although it's quiet so it's difficult to tell. currently 19:31 27/03/2008 I went out briefly and there was no mindcontrol, it only happens in the house as ever. Some voice is quietly repeating "something wrong with this guy", the MI5 HorrorFags are incredibly repetitive and stupid. They may actually be playing recordings. They are desperately repeating "we're not real" and I tell them "you're not fags either are you?" currently 20:10 27/03/2008 I have taken two sleeping pills and I am going to sleep to avoid the constant mindcontrol torture. I phoned Samaritans a moment ago and complained that MI5 HorrorFags were wasting my time, that I wanted to fill out a passport application today and was unable to because MI5 HorrorFags kept reading my mind and repeating my thoughts and wasting my time. They are being paid for what they do, but I get nothing and it is a pure waste of time. The real culprits are the perverted MI5 managers whose upper class obscene voices I have heard previously several times talking explicit homosexual abuse. The MI5 managers are the real perverts who are keeping the mindcontrol torture going and ordering their underlings to abuse me. .................................................................................................... currently 06:25 28/03/2008 I went to sleep at 8pm last night and woke up at 2am this morning. I managed to get the passport application filled out in the small hours of the morning when there were no MI5 mindcontrol operatives present. However about 15 minutes ago the MI5 HorrorFags started sexually abusing me over the mindcontrol and I am already finding it upsetting. They do not usually "work" this early and I do not know the reason why they have started panicking these last few weeks, it is very unusual. I will be leaving the house as soon as I can to avoid the mindcontrol which never happens outside. currently 21:08 28/03/2008 Today was pretty quiet, but the mindcontrol started again about 30 minutes ago. "Stupid guy, we don't just leave." The Obscene English Pig is swearing at me as ever, and making clear that they have not left despite the relative quiet today. I am going to take some sleeping pills to avoid the mindcontrol. As I write these words they are swearing at me again. They just put the thought "you are our bitch" into my mind. They have resumed the torture. currently 21:31 28/03/2008 Things have deteriorated rapidly since I took the sleeping pill. The Obscene English Pig is trying to talk me into committing suicide. "Everyone hates this. Some people kill themselves. Yeah, some people kill themselves." It looks as if I am going to have to put up with the Obscene English Pig until the sleeping pill sends me to sleep. The Obscene English Pig just shouted over the mindcontrol "we're not fucked yet. Losing his temper. What does losing his temper mean?" The Obscene English Pig shouted "we don't do this for fun". But he refused to repeat my thought "we're paid to do this." So the Obscene English Pig denies that he is a prostitute. .................................................................................................... currently 11:55 30/03/2008 Yesterday they started mindcontrol before 5pm so I took sleeping pills to avoid the mindcontrol and went to sleep at 5pm, waking up at 9am this morning. Today they started abusing me at around 11am and they stopped at around 11.30am. A few minutes ago the OEP said "we know you're harmless, leave us alone and we'll leave you alone". He didn't specify what "leave us alone" meant, whether it meant the newsgroup posts or possible court action, even though that seems to have stalled with the solicitors taking £ 34,000 of my money and doing absolutely nothing except lying. currently 13:50 30/03/2008 Notes made in bath: I am writing this in the bath, which I started shortly before 1pm. The MI5 monsters have been repetitively swearing at me all the time that I am in the bath with verbal sexual abuse. The Obscene English Pig has also sexually abused my dead father again. I suspect MI5's OEP was sexually abused as a child hence his addiction to sexually abusing family over the mindcontrol. The verbal sexual abuse over the mindcontrol is without pause. They also warned that they would sexually abuse my mother as well, and emphasised this by repeating "what does living mother mean?" numerous times, because usually MI5 HorrorFags only sexually abuse your dead family who cannot defend themselves. There have been two voices today, the OEP and another; they abused me and read my mind all the time that I was in the bath, where I was unable to escape their torture. I am now out of the bath, and just as I was about to type this text into the computer and post it to newsgroups, the Obscene English Pig shouted "what does we'll leave you alone mean?" He lies that MI5 would leave me alone providing I told no-one that they had been torturing me in the bath. Then he said "dupo, torturing yourself" again insisting that I not tell anyone about MI5 torturing me. Then he repeated my PGP password to me several times to wind me up by showing he was reading my mind and I had no privacy. currently 14:33 30/03/2008 The OEP has been talking over the mindcontrol in a child molester whisper, "we've been promoted". I told him he was going to be fired because they were stupid fags. He is continuing to swear formulaic sexual abuse in that child molester whisper of his. currently 17:03 30/03/2008 The Obscene English Pig has been talking profanities and disgust over the mindcontrol all afternoon. He said "we're going to be fired". He seems quite worried about his job. I compared my torture by MI5 with the physical torture of John McCain by the North Vietnamese, and the torture and murder of priest Jerzy Popieluszko by the Polish secret police. The mindcontrol went all quiet at that point. Then they said "give up on this guy" which is a lie and sounds like a recording. The OEP just said "he enjoys being a Pig". I feel like crying. The Pig is unremitting and is telling me to commit suicide. He keeps swearing at me and repeating my thoughts, interjecting his own obscenities and hurtful thoughts. I have taken a sleeping pill and it is not working. I cannot escape the torture. currently 17:42 30/03/2008 The sleeping pill has not worked and the Obscene English Pig is continuing to read my mind, curse me and repeat my thoughts. He just asked "what does curse mean?" As I feared, things are much worse in England than in Canada or Seattle, where the moderating influence of the Americans meant there was often no mindcontrol for several days at a time. In England it is continuous MI5 piggery and obscenity from their HorrorFags agents. I still feel like crying. .................................................................................................... currently 20:42 31/03/2008 I got home around 8pm and MI5 mindcontrol immediately started reading my mind and repeating my thoughts. I thought "this is unfair" and they answered "unfair on us as well" which is rubbish because they are paid sociopaths doing damage to a person, which is an activity they enjoy. There are two voices on the mindcontrol this evening, one of them seems to be new. At least they aren't swearing or being sexually disgusting. I am playing loud music to drown them out but they are getting through the noise. currently 21:01 31/03/2008 It sounds like the voice of the Obscene English Pig, and he's started being sexually disgusting. It's definitely live and not a recording. No change there then. I think MI5 are living in fear of a court claim, and they are throwing the mindcontrol at me in retaliation. I also think they are stupid, because by doing so they are accelerating and motivating what they fear. I worry that I will have to go to court as a Litigant in Person, because Bates Wells Braithwaite having taken almost £ 34,000 of my money and lied their heads off constantly are not going to action a lawsuit. They are hostile to their own client, not to the other side. As I wrote these words, the OEP asked "what does arselicking mean?" referring to BWB. I thought "ruler of the world mate. That'll be another million quid. No answer?" to which the OEP said "no, no answer". The OEP told me to piss off. Where? "we'll leave you alone ...", heard that one before in 2005. The other voice went quiet. "He's gone home, yeah". So it's just the Pig? "Yeah, it's just the Pig." Then he started sexually abusing me. "Kurwa, we're not sexually abusing you." Something of a contradiction. Then he call me a wanker. .................................................................................................... currently 10:41 01/04/2008 I have been awake since 2am and MI5 mindcontrol do not work a night shift, so I was free of them until I got back from the doctor's a few minutes ago. As usual they have read my thought and are now repeating the word "ornery" with great glee, along with "we're not enjoying this either" which is one of their standard lies because they do enjoy torturing people over the mindcontrol. .................................................................................................... currently 13:26 02/04/2008 I was out all morning and there was no mindcontrol outside. I just got home a few minutes ago, and the MI5 HorrorFags immediately attacked over the mindcontrol reading my thoughts and repeating them, "what does lying again mean?" I thought that the MI5 mindcontrol agents were human garbage, and the Obscene English Pig asked "what does human garbage mean?" All they do is repeat my thoughts over the mindcontrol to annoy me and swear at me, so the assessment of their agents being "human garbage" appears to be correct. While I was eating pizza I asked the Pig if he was a schwarzer, because merely repeating words shown to you on the screen and swearing a lot sounds like an ideal job for the uneducated black underclass. currently 23:30 02/04/2008 I have been out all day avoiding the mindcontrol which occurs only within the house. I got back a few minutes ago and MI5's Obscene English Pig immediately unleashed a torrent of abuse, including obscene serious sexual abuse against my mother, as revenge for my having avoided the MI5 HorrorFags almost all day. I immediately took sleeping pills to avoid the horrible mindcontrol. Then they started asking "what does living mother mean?" I told MI5 mindcontrol they were perverts. Then they placed a thought in my mind softly a word at a time, "I like to", with the clear threat that some sexual horror would follow, just as they had when the mindcontrol was at its worst in 2005. It looks as if the perverts are determined to have their revenge my my avoidance for most of today, and they have started abusing my mother, and using techniques which they last used in 2005. currently 00:02 03/04/2008 The sleeping pill is not working and MI5 HorrorFags are continuing to abuse me sexually over the mindcontrol. They are reading my mind and repeating my thoughts, and they are repeating the particular word which they invented last summer and which being idiots they never tire of, despite it being rather out of date. .................................................................................................... currently 16:49 03/04/2008 I left home at 8am to escape the mindcontrol and just got back a few minutes ago. MI5 HorrorFags immediately attacked me reading my thoughts and quietly whispering to me. I immediately took two sleeping pills to get to sleep quickly and avoid the HorrorFags. Then I brushed my teeth during which MI5 mindcontrol kept whispering to me in their child molester voices. They started sexually molesting me in their loud whispers and I told them back. They swore at me and said "wanking himself", their standard phrase (which I don't) so I answered that MI5 HorrorFags spending too much time wanking themselves which perhaps leads to their obnoxious behaviour. They loudly whispered "we're not real" to which I told them "you're real fags". That's the opposite to what schizophrenic voices usually say, because usually they try to insist they *are* real, and MI5 mindcontrol, who are real, keep trying to lead me up the garden path - "perp decoying" - and insist they are not real, so they can abuse me with impunity and without legal challenge. I just took two more pills because I am desparate to try to get to sleep and MI5 mindcontrol started viciously whispering "hospital". currently 20:20 03/04/2008 I have just woken up from my nap, I am disappointed because I wanted to sleep all night. Today I was working on the C compiler in the net cafe and there was no mindcontrol. I am still worried that they will start again. currently 00:19 04/04/2008 MI5 HorrorFags have been abusing me solidly for the last four hours. They keep reading my thoughts and asking "what does X mean?" I wonder if they have a computer program doing it because there is no originality or humanity to their behaviour whatsoever. .................................................................................................... currently 12:10 04/04/2008 There was no mindcontrol in the morning, but as usual MI5 HorrorFags attacked me the moment I got in the bath, when I am defenceless and cannot escape. They swore at me and abused me all the time over the mindcontrol, reading my mind and repeating my thoughts in their child molester whispers, and they again seriously sexually abused my dead father who passed away ten years ago - they seem addicted to him. The Obscene English Pig kept up a steady stream of obscenities against myself and my father while I was in the bath and could not escape. I said out loud "fuck off you damn Pig" but it did not silence him. I told them they were working class fairies and gay stalkers and they have continued to abuse me now I have left the bath. I took a sleeping pill and slept until almost 5pm, then I went out. .................................................................................................... currently 14:35 06/04/2008 Yesterday there was no mindcontrol all day. Today it has been constant for about three hours, a soft whispering with the usual swearing at me, reading my thoughts and repeating them. It is much quieter today than it has been previously, but I don't think that means anything, because MI5 HorrorFags were totally absent in Vancouver (thanks probably to the Americans) for several days at a time, and the last month has been hell with mindcontrol every day. I am sure they would like to continue, but someone may be telling them to quieten down and pretend it isn't really happening, which is a tactic we've seen before. I just thought the words "West End Final" as a title for a newsgroup post and the Obscene English Pig read my mind and repeated word for word "West End Final? what does that mean?" I keep having an argument with the Obscene English Pig, he says he's been "promoted" to which I tell him he's going to be fired. Which is the more probable truth? Whichever, I hope he leaves soon. currently 15:05 06/04/2008 The Obscene English Pig seems upset at the suggestion that he is going to lose his job and has launched into a tirade of sexual abuse. I have taken sleeping pills to try to avoid the mindcontrol by sleeping during the afternoon. .................................................................................................... currently 13:08 07/04/2008 I just got home a few minutes ago and MI5 mindcontrol immediately attacked me in loud whispers repeating "we'll leave you alone now". Of course they're lying, they always lie. They are swearing at me and I told them "fuck off you fags". Then they repeated my thought "Booz Allen" which I read from the computer screen. Obviously they are not leaving me alone. That was a very rapid lie, broken in less than 20 minutes. Then the MI5 HorrorFags asked "what does make you suffer mean?" They put on a recording of "what's wrong with that man" over and over again, then they abused me constantly while I was eating pizza. I told them "fuck off you perverts". Then they listened to my thoughts while I typed in my bank password and the Obscene English Pig asked "what does banking password mean?" currently 15:07 07/04/2008 I fled the house at around 2pm to escape the Pig's verbal sexual abuse on the mindcontrol. Having just got back a few minutes ago I was forced to listen to more of the Pig's obscene sexual abuse. He also said "we won't leave you alone" in response to my thought about their earlier comment. All this sudden abuse today is not surprising because this evening I am going to the Law Centre to discuss the case, and MI5 are very much against the courts being told of this material, eg. the serious torture of autumn 2005 when I was trying to sue them for attempted murder in Florida court. currently 15:41 07/04/2008 The Pig whispered to me in his child molester voice all the time I was brushing my teeth. The abuse is constant within the house, and completely absent outside the house, so obviously they have a permanent mindcontrol machine installed nearby which they cannot be bothered (or are unable) to follow me around with. It looks as if I will be leaving the house soon again. currently 21:10 07/04/2008 I have been out all evening with no mindcontrol. As soon as I got into the house they started reading my thoughts and shouting them over the mindcontrol, "what does burrito mean?" in reference to Congressman Burr who is on my faxlist. I took two zopiclone immediately, so they shouted with their usual originality "what does zopiclone mean?" It is a sleeping pill. They also shouted "leave us alone, leave MI5 alone" which is the standard hypocrisy because they continually attack me, and it is up to them to leave me alone, not up to me to stop complaining about their attacks. There have been two voices, the Obscene English Pig and another English voice. The Pig has just started repeating in a low voice "unlawful killing" re the Diana verdict. He makes it sound as if that is the fate MI5 have planned for me. currently 22:04 07/04/2008 The zopiclone hasn't worked because MI5 have kept up a steady stream of conversation with me. I thought "MI5 murders people" to which they replied over the mindcontrol "MI5 does not murder people". But they tried to kill me in Nov 2001 and they have been torturing me for 2.5 years reading my thoughts and allowing me no privacy and employing the monster Obscene English Pig to swear at me and torment me, the purpose of which is to force me to kill myself. So they have made two attempts on my life. Therefore MI5 murders people. .................................................................................................... currently 10:44 09/04/2008 My mother's best friend died last night. That hasn't affected MI5 mindcontrol who just told me "kurwa, why don't you leave us alone?" I told them "why don't you stop calling me kurwa, I am not your bitch". I have not complained against them for several days and they torture me over the mindcontrol regardless. currently 12:06 09/04/2008 I just finished a bath. Written in the bath: They have been continuously abusing me while I am in the bath and defenceless, and they have been repeatedly sexually abusing my dead father as well. I told them they were paid monsters desperate for their salaries. They sexually abused al Fayed again over the mindcontrol even though he has called off his campaign against MI6. Then they put "what's wrong with the guy" (a recording) on repeat, and they repeatedly verbally sexually abused al Fayed. The MI5 HorrorFags seem desperate to hang on to their jobs, because only a few hours after my mother's best friend died they have unleashed a horrifying mindcontrol assault on me. This mirrors my father's funeral 30 minutes after which MI5 put people to swear and abuse me in Balham town centre. currently 19:21 09/04/2008 I slept for two hours this afternoon, then I went to the launderette. All had been quiet except a few minutes ago a voice which sounded like that of the OEP shouted "we're not doing this for fun". I thought "I am trying to work on my compiler you shitholes" and the OEP answered "fuck your compiler". They have been swearing at me constantly for at least 30 minutes. Then the MI5 HorrorFags started getting perverted again. currently 20:33 09/04/2008 I have taken two sleeping pills to try to escape from the relentless MI5 mindcontrol assault. They have again been trying to convince me to commit suicide. Then they started seriously sexually abusing my father, who died ten years ago, yet again. I do not know why they concentrate on him and not my mother, who is alive; but perhaps the fact that she is alive and could respond is the reason why. .................................................................................................... currently 16:07 10/04/2008 Today was quiet until about 15 minutes ago when MI5 MindControl HorrorFags attacked me again, reading my mind, repeating my thoughts, and verbally sexually abusing me. They have taken no notice of the death of my mother's best friend yesterday and are just abusing me as always, for their salaries and their perverted sadism. I wanted to go to sleep and was not able to because of the mindcontrol abuse. The Obscene English Pig is living up to his name by repeating a sexual obscenity over and over, but there is at least one other voice on the mindcontrol. I then took a sleeping pill and slept for two hours in the afternoon to avoid the mindcontrol. I wonder if I am making a mistake detailing the horrible abuse the Obscene English Pig subjects me to over the mindcontrol. It may be read by his managers and they are serious perverts who may gain satisfaction from his behaviour and encourage him further. I have heard their upper class voices and they are completely perverted people. .................................................................................................... currently 18:42 11/04/2008 Today I saw the NHS psychiatrist. There was no mindcontrol until I got home a few minutes ago at which point the usual pattern of the Obscene English Pig repeating my thoughts and swearing at me over the mindcontrol recurred immediately. This is the standard pattern, silence before an NHS appointment, then mindcontrol afterwards. I don't know why. Afterwards they implemented about thirty minutes of mindcontrol until I took a pill and went to sleep. .................................................................................................... currently 21:00 12/04/2008 About 30 minutes ago MI5 HorrorFags seriously sexually abused my mother over the mindcontrol. There are two voices, the Obscene English Pig who keeps swearing at me and the more intelligent voice which appears rarely. I told them they were really pathetic creepy people, and told them to get lost. I have taken a zopiclone to try to get to sleep. The zopiclone took some time to work during which I told them they were all going to Hell. .................................................................................................... currently 13:14 13/04/2008 Last night I woke up around midnight and some voice which I did not recognise repeated my thoughts to me for about an hour until I went back to sleep. This is the first time in many weeks that MI5 MindControl have operated at night. Now they have been quietly reading my thoughts and abusing me for about an hour or so. "We're not stupid" is one of the things they have said. They don't seem very bright, their unoriginality is monstrous. I told the Obscene English Pig "that's the real secret, isn't it, you're the dupa". There are two voices, the Pig and another. The Pig just asked "what does nothing to do mean?" when I suggested they were useless. currently 19:29 13/04/2008 I slept from 2pm to 6pm to avoid the mindcontrol, aided by sleeping pills. .................................................................................................... currently 15:26 15/04/2008 A day or two ago the OEP said "if you leave us alone we'll leave you alone; we'll leave you alone anyway". Unfortunately he was lying because the cowardly MI5 MindControl attacked me again a little while ago while I was brushing my teeth, reading my mind and repeating my thoughts, claiming "something wrong with the guy", and all the usual stuff. As always the mindcontrol happens only within the house and never outside. This current period of mindcontrol has been almost continuous since late October so it's now been almost six months. I don't know how to get it to stop, nor am I any nearer to figuring out how it's done. It would seem EEG and MRI cannot read thoughts, so it would require access to individual neurons at some distance, which is a technology not known to civilian medicine and would have to have required a very expensive and secret defence development effort. currently 18:30 15/04/2008 I have been home all afternoon and MI5 mindcontrol have been torturing me almost continuously. I feel sick. I thought "they're worried about being caught" and the Obscene English Pig swore violently at me. Then the OEP started with "we're not" and I completed the sentence with "human". I called the Pig "sadistic scum" and first he tried to deny it, then he swore violently at me. .................................................................................................... currently 10:10 16/04/2008 The Pig has been abusing me over the mindcontrol since I got back from shopping about 20 minutes ago. I thought I need to leave, so the Pig swore at me and said "we need to leave as well". Unfortunately the Obscene English Pig is a serious pervert and can be guaranteed to keep spewing filth for many hours, as happened yesterday afternoon. Last night I called SANELINE for the first time in over a year because I was so upset with the MI5 HorrorFags abuse of the entire afternoon and evening. The Pig is objecting to the word "HorrorFags" and asking "what does HorrorFags mean?" I told him "you don't go after terrorists do you?" and he went all quiet. Then he started sexually abusing me so I told him "you're just a pervert aren't you?" He continued to sexually abuse me so I said out loud "fuck off you pervert". Then he started sexually abusing my dead father again. I thought "there are thirty men out there and their only target is me", remembering DC Whittle's statements of a year ago. The Obscene English Pig started asking "who's DC Whittle?" The bastard kept talking to me so I thought "you're a pervert, fuck off". I thought "lumpen bully" and the OEP swore at me again. He only seems to swear and repeat what is on the screen in front of him; now he has asked "what does behind him mean?" which means he is an arse, and a dangerous one. I thought "cowardly sadist" and the Pig went all quiet. I wondered why the Pig wasn't targeted at terrorists, and called him a cowardly sadist again. The Pig swore at me, then another voice said "we don't want you dead" which is a lie, because MI5 have tried to kill me by shooting once already and are trying again with the continuous mindcontrol torture which is intended to make me take my own life. currently 11:23 16/04/2008 I was thinking of what Microsoft or other C++ exams to take, and the perverted Obscene English Pig again sexually abused my dead father. I don't think there is any other race on Earth as perverted as the English people. Then the Pig said "we're not getting at anyone else, no". I wrote on IRC that the Americans couldn't understand why the English were doing it. Simple enough, the English were perverts, enough said. There are at least two voices on the mindcontrol today, the more intelligent voice is present also, so I would guess that MI5 have some sort of emergency on, or at least they have no one else to molest over the mindcontrol today. The remarkable thing about the mindcontrol is that it achieves realtime 100% accuracy, which must be via direct access to the neurons in my brain. I just thought the word "perfidious" and the more intelligent voice answered "what does perfidious mean?" when he obviously knew what it meant. currently 12:44 16/04/2008 There was a brief silence, then the Pig said "we don't want to do this to you okay, just leave us alone". They are lying because they made 10 such offers in 2005 and broke them all. Then the more intelligent voice started repeating "evil man". I am leaving the house to escape the mindcontrol. currently 15:21 16/04/2008 I just got back from the pub, where there was no mindcontrol. As soon as I got back MI5 mindcontrol shouted "we don't like you, but we won't have to kill you, if you leave us alone". This mirrors the death threats they were making in 2005 to subjugate me. Then they said, "we've fucked up, we don't like you, but we cannot kill you." This is the same exact game they were playing in 2005 of making death threats and then withdrawing them, the aim being to confuse and panic me. Fortunately I have some pills for anxiety now from my GP so it is more difficult to panic me. I just brushed my teeth, while MI5 mindcontrol kept reading my mind and repeating my thoughts, and made another death threat against me, just as they were doing when they panicked me in 2005. They told me "horrid little man" to which I answered out loud "fuck off you perverts". I told them I would give this transcript to my pdoc tomorrow. I took an extra anti-anxiety pill because I was feeling so panicked. The Obscene English Pig kept swearing at me over the mindcontrol so I repeated "fuck off you perverts" out loud. Then they directly changed my thoughts into "we'll never leave you alone until you leave us alone" which is similar to the 10 lying "deals" they made in 2005, which I kept but they didn't. The Pig keeps swearing at me repeatedly over the mindcontrol, and I respond "fuck off you perverts" out loud. The method of directly inflicting a thought on me is different to what they have used previously. Then the Pig made further death threats against me saying "what does we'll kill you now mean". Followed by "we don't do this for fun" from the Pig, which is a lie because he is a perverted sadist. currently 02:26 17/04/2008 Yesterday was the most severe day of mindcontrol abuse this year. I went to sleep around 4pm to avoid the death threats and mindcontrol torture and have just woken up. MI5 do not work a night shift so I am safe for a few hours from the HorrorFags. The Obscene English Pig and the more intelligent Evil Man voice are both perverts and sadists. The Evil Man has been present very rarely during the last few months so either he has been keeping quiet or he has been busy torturing other people. "Leave us alone" is a lie because I currently have no complaints active against MI5. I am leaving them alone - I am not doing anything against them - I think they are paranoid sadists who merely say "leave us alone" so they can hit me and blame me for it, just as Paul Janik was doing in the mid nineties. It is merely an excuse for their sadism. They have also started making death threats against me in order to panic me. This succeeded in 2005 when I thought I was going to die and had a massive panic attack on an American Airlines plane and had to be taken off as an emergency at LA. This time round I have sleeping pills and anti-anxiety pills, so although I was very upset in the pub yesterday, MI5 do not have the capacity to induce a state of panic as they did in 2005. This is nothing to do with national security. It is purely the perverted sexual sadism of the MI5 agents, using American mindcontrol technology. The mindcontrol machine must be incredibly expensive to run. DC Whittle said to me that to track one Muslim terrorist required 35 police/MI5 men at £ 100,000 pa each, or £ 3.5m per year. An MRI machine costs £ 1,000 per hour to run. If we assume they have their machine running half the time that's £ 12,000 per day and it's probably more than that because it's more specialised. Including the costs of their agents they are spending around £ 15,000 per day or around £ 5 million per year, for the last 2.5 years. For that sort of money you don't want the target to "leave you alone", which he is doing anyway, you want the target dead, by suicide. Mindcontrol is incredibly hurtful torture. I was almost crying in the pub yesterday, and I have cried several times in the last few days, although that was more because of my mother's best friend dying. MI5 want me dead by suicide and they have spent tens of millions of pounds over the last 18 years fantasising about my death, which I have stubbornly resisted. Hospital is not safe because they went after me continuously in St Thomas's a year ago with the mindcontrol torture after the first night. Canada and the US are not safe because they have tortured me there, the same in Paris. The intensity now is the same as in 2005, but with the benefit of better medicines and sympathetic psychiatrists I am coping better and will not end up in St George's emergency again. Also in 2005 I sincerely believed for many weeks that MI5 would kill me for my attempt to sue them in Florida court and complain to the Florida police, and now I realise their continued death threats are empty. They cannot kill me for complaining. .................................................................................................... currently 16:27 17/04/2008 There was no mindcontrol this morning, but MI5 attacked me as soon as I got home from the pdoc with the formulaic swearing and mindreading. "Something wrong with that man" etc. Neither the Pig nor MI5's Evil Man are present, there is some third voice which I do not recognise but it says the same things as the Pig. Then I brushed my teeth, during which some new guy came on (the third voice) who seemed new at the game of mindcontrol torture. I told him he was an idiot, he replied "I'm not an idiot". No MI5 mindcontrol operative has ever used "I" to me before, they always use "we". He repeated "hospital" twice, presumably on MI5's instructions as to where they would like me to be so I can't complain to any court or tribunal or other organisation. There was some sexual abuse. It is a lot lighter than yesterday though. He also repeated "masturbating neighbour - what does masturbating neighbour mean" in reference to Mikey Peck, the Bald Wanker, whose picture went up on my website recently. After that the Pig took over, reading and repeating my thoughts. "Kurwa, this is the Pig." He read my thought but didn't want to say that. I took two sleeping pills but the Pig's abuse persisted. "We don't care if ..." he didn't care if I took two sleeping pills. .................................................................................................... currently 22:59 18/04/2008 I slept from 5pm yesterday evening until 8.30am this morning thus avoiding the mindcontrol. There has been no mindcontrol today. currently 10:05 19/04/2008 I woke up at 4am this morning and had a bath. There was mindcontrol at 6am by MI5's Idiot who kept repeating the same obscenity over and over again. They must have instructed him merely to repeat one word so he could not incriminate himself and use the "I" word as he mistakenly did two days ago, or it may be a recording. I took a sleeping pill and went back to sleep to avoid the mindcontrol, waking up a few minutes ago. .................................................................................................... currently 18:25 20/04/2008 MI5 mindcontrol's Idiot started his repetitive obscenities as soon as I got home from shopping after 2pm, and there were what I think were recordings of the OEP. That carried on for three hours and I am upset and depressed again. .................................................................................................... currently 15:40 21/04/2008 I got home from the funeral of my mother's friend and brushed my teeth. MI5 then attacked me over the mindcontrol using the obscenity they invented last summer, which sounds as if it may be a recording. It was the Pig this time, and he was live and reading my mind and repeating my thoughts. I don't think they should be attacking you immediately after a funeral, but they attacked me in real life in Balham 30 minutes after my father's funeral had finished in 1998, so MI5 are pretty bad people. currently 21:06 21/04/2008 The Pig just swore at me and shouted over the mindcontrol, "we're not very happy either", reflecting my thoughts on today. I just took an extra sleeping pill to try to avoid the mindcontrol. I think it is disgusting that on the day of a funeral MI5 mindcontrol sexually abuse me. The Obscene English Pig is only happy when he is molesting someone and he is a gay psychopath so he prefers to molest people as much as he can, which MI5 allow and encourage him to do. .................................................................................................... currently 16:51 22/04/2008 I took an anti-anxiety pill as soon as I got home because I was feeling anxious that the mindcontrol would restart as it has every single day almost for two months. The mindcontrol abuse has now restarted and the Obscene English Pig is abusing me sexually. I had a meeting with the NHS psychologist this morning who told me to record what I was thinking and feeling immediately before and after the mindcontrol started. Because I took a klonopin immediately I wasn't sure if the mindcontrol would start; but it has started, the Obscene English Pig was unable to restrain himself. If this carries on I will try to get to sleep to avoid the mindcontrol. I have been out until a few minutes ago and this is the first instance of mindcontrol today, I felt anxious and worried when I got home and expecting the mindcontrol to restart because the Obscene English Pig is so obsessive about abusing me, and sure enough it has restarted, as it does every day, with sexual abuse from the Pig. The Obscene English Pig is now repetitively swearing at me, or it may be a recording. The anti anxiety pill is not helping at all. currently 21:29 22/04/2008 I have felt profoundly depressed all afternoon and the anti-depressant is not helping at all. The Obscene English Pig abusing me sexually was the final nail in the coffin of a horrible day. He called me a fag which I found particularly hypocritical and disgusting because MI5 have been abusing me with graphic homosexual abuse, and how they can regard themselves as heterosexuals is completely incomprehensible when they employ graphic homosexual imagery to abuse me. On the newsgroups the racist English accuse me of being homophobic because I object to the graphic homosexual imagery which the MI5 HorrorFags employ. The English are the most racist and disgusting people on the planet and the biggest liars and hypocrites. I am heterosexual and I find it deeply offensive to be called a fag by Security Service agents who really are HorrorFags. My psychologist thinks mindcontrol is a psychological phenomenon explicable in terms of what happened immediately prior to its onset and she will never understand that it is a real world phenomenon, because she is trained to deal in psychology, and does not understand the real world. In the evening I was so depressed I called Samaritans and got some sympathy from them for twenty minutes. .................................................................................................... currently 15:51 23/04/2008 MI5 mindcontrol surprised me by abusing me just as I was about to leave the house. I was in a good mood because I was about to see Marylka and have a coffee at Caffe Nero. One of the voices (not the Pig or the Evil Man) shouted "we're not fucking idiots, we know you're about to buy an X" where X was a computer accessory I was planning to buy. They usually start around this time, but usually just as I have returned to the house, not as I am leaving the house, because that means they will be wasting their time for several hours. currently 19:26 23/04/2008 I just got home from Balham and MI5 mindcontrol attacked me immediately, reading my thoughts and repeating them. I had stayed out for over three hours in the hope that MI5 might be gone by the time I got back but no such luck. I took a sleeping pill immediately to knock me out so as to avoid the mindcontrol. I am disappointed that the mindcontrol was present on my return. There were two voices neither of which I could recognise because they were talking too quietly. Then they started swearing at me repetitively. At first I made no response other than to write this report entry, then I said out loud "fuck off you perverts". They are not reading my vocal chords. This afternoon's forced admission "we know you're about to buy an X" shows that they have read/write access directly to my brain, and to hundreds or thousands of neurons within my brain. This must be a fairly major project because civilian medical science is much less advanced. I made a phone call, and a voice which sounded like the Pig's very quietly asked "go through mean?" so I told MI5 they were shitholes. I kept repeating "fuck off you shitholes" and the voice of the Obscene English Pig kept swearing a standard phrase repetitively at me. currently 20:09 23/04/2008 The Obscene English Pig kept abusing me over the mindcontrol and I could not get to sleep, so I took a second sleeping pill to knock myself out. The mindcontrol is especially bad this evening since I got back. The Obscene English Pig said "we know about the blacks, they're animals, but they're *our* animals." It's obvious what the English think of the blacks, but surprising to hear it stated out loud. currently 03:11 24/04/2008 The second pill knocked me out and I have just woken up. There is never any mindcontrol in the small hours because MI5 do not work a night shift; they are all safely asleep. This is contrary to the schizophrenic experience of voices which should be much worse at night, but these mindcontrol voices are real and operated by real people. .................................................................................................... currently 16:33 24/04/2008 I got in the house before 4pm expecting trouble from the mindcontrol, and immediately took all my pills including an anti anxiety pill to counter the anxiety I feel from the mindcontrol. I have just finished brushing my teeth thinking that perhaps they might not attack me after all, and at this point MI5 mindcontrol has attacked me. I thought "this is unfair" because I was only intending to work on the compiler this evening which is harmless and MI5 mindcontrol read my thought and answered "what does unfair mean". That is their standard method, they focus on a key word and ask "what does X mean?" .................................................................................................... currently 00:33 26/04/2008 There was mindcontrol around 2pm just before I went out, for about ten minutes, then I fled. There has been no mindcontrol at all this evening, which surprises me greatly, because it has been a regular occurrence for two months and I was expecting it when I got home at 9pm but it didn't happen. .................................................................................................... currently 09:51 26/04/2008 The mindcontrol started a few minutes ago, which surprised me also, because I thought I would be free of it for a couple of days, because the NHS psychologist is now reading these reports. The Obscene English Pig asked "what does black people mean? no niggers in our country" and swore at me repetitively. Everyone knows British Intelligence is racist but it is still surprising to hear their Obscene English Pig making overtly racist statements, because it is hardly to their advantage. currently 13:49 26/04/2008 MI5's Obscene English Pig read my thoughts and asked "what does faggy asses mean?" The term refers to the MI5 mindcontrol team. He also said repetitively "something wrong with that man". I am going to a mindcontrol meeting at 3pm and will be leaving the house soon. currently 23:34 26/04/2008 I got back from central London about 30 minutes ago and was immediately attacked by MI5 mindcontrol, reading my mind and swearing at me. I rapidly took pills and hope to go to sleep soon. They must have been waiting all day just for the opportunity to swear at me before I went to sleep. What a bunch of wasters. There are two live voices, both of them reading and repeating my thoughts. One of them is that of the Obscene English Pig who just asked "what does chop it up mean?" I answered "fuck off you perverts". They are both whispering softly like child molesters but the Pig is a bit louder. Then the Obscene English Pig swore at me and said "we made our offer, you refused our offer". I don't know what he's talking about. They did not make any offer. I think the MI5 HorrorFags are nutters. They claim they made an offer, but they didn't, and in 2005 they broke a series of ten deals. .................................................................................................... currently 10:24 28/04/2008 MI5 abused me using mindcontrol last night, so I took a sleeping pill and went to sleep. I have been out this morning and got back recently. I have been looking through financial records with the aim of getting my £ 34,000 back which Bates Wells Braithwaite stole from me, and the Obscene English Pig on the mindcontrol then swore at me violently and said "they won't give you your money back". I was not expecting to hear the voice of the Obscene English Pig just now because he rarely operates in the morning, and I am seeing the NHS psychologist at 2pm, so it is hardly in MI5's interest to start the mindcontrol now, since I will be leaving the house again soon. I was unhappy to hear his voice and wondering if there was more abuse to come. currently 17:15 28/04/2008 I got back half an hour ago and brushed my teeth quickly. The mindcontrol of the Pig started just as I had finished brushing my teeth. I was wondering if it would start or not and sure enough it did. The Pig swore at me and repeated my thoughts. I quickly took all my pills and hope to go to sleep soon to avoid the mindcontrol. currently 18:35 28/04/2008 The Pig said they'd leave me alone for the rest of today and they have. However I have taken an extra anti anxiety pill because the constant fear of the mindcontrol is making me so anxious. I had a conversation with my NHS psychologist today during which I described the Pig as a homosexual sadist who picks on me because he is a homosexual who is sexually incompatible with the Muslim terrorists he should be going after. currently 19:26 28/04/2008 I have just taken a third anti anxiety pill because I feel so miserable and just want to go to sleep, but I cannot. The psychologist asks lots of questions but makes no suggestions as to how to avoid the mindcontrol. I have been seeing her for at least six months and am starting to feel I am wasting my time. I feel very upset this evening because the mindcontrol happened again after I got home. The psychologist spent the first twenty minutes of the session arguing because she just wanted to talk in psychological generalities and felt uncomfortable reading the report. She refused to read any of it out loud, so I read parts of it out loud for her. We covered one hour of one day, out of over two months. I increasingly feel I am wasting my time. ....................................................................................................